Saturday, November 22, 2014

Uh oh

These aren't fun to write anymore since they're over. Got a nigga sad nshit. But i guess we can still imagine like we've always done with these fictions? Right? :( it's not finished but it's just a start to hold yall off. Enjoy. Comment pls. Tell me directions yall think i should go in.

Nicki POV

I rolled over to my non stop vibrating phone. Somebody is always bothering me. I huffed and answered without looking at the caller ID.

"Nicki, i need to see you" tony's voice beamed through my phone. I looked over at safaree and he was still sound asleep. I crept out of bed and walked into my bathroom shutting the door.

"You there?" He asked

"What the fuck do you want?" I whispered. I sat on the toilet and let my leg shake up and down.

"I need to see you, Nicki. Please. Can you meet me somewhere?"

"No. Absolutely not. It's 5 in the damn morning! Are you crazy?"

"Nicki, please! I need your help"

"Im pretty sure you have somebody else who can help you at this time of the day, tony. Call one of your co-workers. A family member. Why the fuck are you always bothering me?"

"Because.. ever since the first day i met you in the waiting room, i haven't been able to keep you off my mind. I find myself thinking about you even when i know i shouldn't be. Please. You're the only person i want to be around right now. I'll text you my address"

He hung up and i just sat there dumbfounded. Im so confused with life. His address popped up on my phone within seconds and i threw a silent fit.

Walking out of my bathroom i quietly opened jors getting out something to wear. I put on a sports bra, tights, roshe runs and a black nike hoodie.

"Where the hell you going?" Safaree's rusty, morning voice starltled me. I turned around and smiled at him.

"Just going to do a early morning workout with ameena, faree. I'll be back in 3 hours at the most just incase we go to breakfast afterwards"

"Oh. Come here real quick" i hesitantly walked over to him and he grabbed me and pulled me on top of him.

"Fareeeee" i giggled. He pecked my cheek and squeezed me tight while moaning.

"Come back to bed with me baaabyyyy" he sang.

"Faree, no. Dont you want me to keep this sexy figure that you cant keep your hands off of? This aint happen overnight, playboi" i grabbed his face and gave him a slow, passionate kiss. He really does make me happy in ways that i didn't know existed. I have to promise to myself that i wont do anything i'll regret or to hurt him in the process. I kissed him one last time before pushing myself off of him.

"Bring me something back, please" he kicked the covers off of his body and turned over on his stomach going back to sleep.

"Anything for you, baby. I'll be back later"

Walking out my room i checked on ray and ro who were sprawled out all over their beds. I smiled and shut their doors.

Getting into my car i copy and pasted tony's address into my GPS. I slipped on my shades and pulled out of the drive way blasting bey's "partition". Pulling into his driveway i sighed and turned my music down.

Wanna go running in about an hour? You need to relieve some of that stress.

I sent ameena. I took my shades off and threw them in my passenger seat. Do i really want to get out of this car? I should go back home and have cuddle time with my baby. Fuck it. I put my car in reverse and was about to pull out of the driveway when tony ran outside with sweatpants and no shirt on.

"Leaving so soon?" He said. I pulled back up putting my car in park. I said a little prayer. Tony opened my door and pulled me into a tight hug.

"Um.. well hello to you too" i giggled.

"Im so glad you're here"

His bare skin was warm against my cheek. Since im so short, my face is literally resting on his pecks. I inhaled his scent and gagged.

"Okay tony seriously, you need to pick a better cologne" he let go of me and let out a light laugh.

"I'll get on that right away. You wanna come inside?"

"I cant, buddy. I have to meet my running partner in about 20 minutes. What is it that you need help with?"

"Im painting my daughter's room. I thought it would be fun if you helped me"

I gave him this evil look for about 10 seconds before speaking.

"I should smack the shit out of you right now, motherfucker. I came over here thinking this was an EMERGENCY and you want me to fucking PAINT? At 5 in the morning? Ha! Goodbye, tony"

"Nicki, wait. Come on now. Please just come inside atleast 20 minutes. I'll make you some tea or whatever you want. It'll be fun" he made this cute puppy dog face at me.

"Fine! Im too fucking nice for words. Move, get out of the way" i pushed him to the side and entered his home. It was pretty averaged sized and smelled of warm cinnabons.

I sat on his couch and studied some nore of his house. His interior decor is beautiful. He had to have his mom or sister or some female come over and decorate for him.

"So you have kids?" I asked him.

"KID. Just one. My mother has been taking care of her though, ever since my baby mama died" he came into the living room now with a shirt on. He had a plate of cinnabons and two glasses of milk in his hand.

"Oh my god, these look delicious" my eyes lit up as he sat the plate in front of me and i wasted no time picking one up and letting it meet my teeth.

"But im very sorry for your loss" i swallowed. I took a swig of milk and swished it around in my mouth before swallowing.

"Nicki, that's gross" he laughed.

"That's a habit of mine. Me and my brothers used to do that all that when we were younger. My mother used to bake the best brownies and whip us up the best strawberry milk. Safaree would always crumble his brownies up and throw them in his milk and then chug it" i smiled reminiscing. He looked uneasy when i mentioned safaree and i shook my head.

"You have brothers?"

"Yes. Two. I miss them so much" i frowned.

"Fly your rich ass to new york and visit them then"

"It's not that easy, tony. With me being so busy i have to work around my schedule"

"Oh, i understand completely"

"So we gonna start painting or what? Im too pretty to be doing hard labor but since im already over here i guess i'll give it a shot"

"Oh, yes. Follow me and i'll show you to the room. I think you'll enjoy this since were using your favorite color" he wiggled his eyebrows at me.

Ameena POV

My phone vibrated indicating that i had a text. I wasn't expecting to hear from Nicki so soon. I haven't slept in days and my stomach is on empty. Im pretty sure I lost some weight. I sighed and weakly pushed myself up off of the couch going into joshua's room to get my workout fit.

"Where you going at this time of the morning?" He asked me.

"Running" i stated dully.

"You're not going anywhere if you didn't make my breakfast"

I took a few deep breaths as i zipped up my jacket.

"You are NOT my fucking father, joshua." I said through gritted teeth.

"You're not handicapped. You just have a slight gash on your head and that's all. You can change your own damn bandage. You can make your own damn breakfast. You can wash your own damn draws. IM NOT YOUR FUCKING MAID, JOSHUA COLLINS!" I yelled slamming jors. I walked out of his room and stomped down the stairs wiping a few escaped tears.

"Wait wait wait, ameena baby, im sorry" he pulled me into him and wrapped his arms around me.

"You have to stop drinking, joshy. If not, we cant make this work. I love you. I love you so much and you need to realize that im putting everything on the line by being with you. You could have killed me and my kids the other day. You have to stop drinking" i sobbed into his chest. He continued to hold me in his arms and i squeezed him back tightly.

"Im working on it, i promise" he kissed the top of my forehead.

"No. If you're not going to do it for yourself then do it for me. For us. If not, i cant and i wont do this with you too much longer"

I freed myself from his grasp and wiped my face with my sleeve. I grabbed his keys and exited his house getting into his range rover.

Ready?

I sent Nicki. She replied within minutes telling me to meet her at the park. I put the car in drive and was out.

I parked the car and got out seeing that Nicki already beat me here. She had her leg pried up on a bench, stretching.

"Damn, you look sexy as fuck"

She looked at me and laughed. When she put her foot down i grabbed her and hugged her, squeezing her butt.

"Woah, meena. I missed you too but dont rape me in public" she laughed. I pulled back.

"Im sorry. I really missed you though, Nic"

"I missed you too. How are you?" She asked. She sat down on the park bench and pulled me down with her.

"Not good" i sighed.

"Nicki i know i shouldn't be with him but i just cant stay away" i looked off to the side trying not to cry again.

"Ameena, look at me" she grabbed my chin.

"Love is... not easy. Especially the second time around. My mother used to go through the same shit you're going through with my father. She always used to tell me "just pray onika. It'll get better" and i never really understood it until i was a few years older. So im going to tell you the same thing. Just pray ameena. It'll get better. If it's in God's plan for you and joshua to be together you'll see the signs."

I cried as she was looking into my eyes speaking real shit. I grabbed her and pulled her into another hug as she rubbed my back in circles.

"So glad you came into OUR lives" i semi whispered.

"Im glad yall came into my life too, meena. Your children are a blessing to me. Now please. Stop all that damn crying! Bitch if you gon' be hanging with me you got to quit this soft shit"

I laughed and nodded my head.

"Now let's go! I need to run off that big mac i had last night!" She said. I laced up my shoes and did a couple squats.

"Wanna race, baby?" I challenged. She winked at me.

"Okay, bet. You aint about to win but let's go!"

"On your mark..."

"Get set..." Nicki started running before i could say go and my mouth dropped running after her.

"Oh, you cheating ass hoe!"

She laughed and flipped me off.

Safaree POV

I was sitting up watching spongebob when my phone vibrated.

"Yo what's up? This SB"

"I know who the fuck you are, safaree." Nicki said.

"Oh what's good, ma? I miss you. Come home to daddy" i heard her giggles.

"Right around the corner, baby. What do you want to eat?"

"You" i said seductively. She paused for a few then spoke.

"Faree, seriously. My body is aching & i stink. I need to soak. Please tell me what you want so i can come home"

"For real, Nic. Look just come home so i can take care of you"

"Alright" she sighed.

As soon as she hung up and i got up to run her some bath water. I sat on the toilet on google looking for remedies to relieve body aches. I seen something about an ice bath but i know nicki aint doing that shit. I then seen something about epsom salt and i knew i had some lying around in my bathroom somewhere.

I poured about a cup or two in the steaming hot water and sat cinnamon scented candles all around her bedroom and bathroom. I dimmed the lights and played soft, romantic music in the background. Yeah, a nigga can be romantic.

Thursday, November 20, 2014

Seriously?

Nicki POV

I woke up to the sounds of pots and pans banging downstairs. Ugh, i forgot about my company. You would have thought they got the point to go home after me and safaree's argument. I walked into my slippers heading downstairs yawning in the process.

"Ameena?"

"Oh, hi baby! Did i wake you?" She turned around with eggs and bacon in her hand. She closed the fridgerator with her foot.

"You did but it's fine. Where's everybody else?" I sat at the island and cupped my head into my hand watching her.

"They were gone before i got here, actually. SB left a few minutes ago too" she cracked eggs and scrambled them into the pan.

"That's just great" i sighed.

"Spill" she looked up at me as she was placing slices of bacon on my george foreman grill.

"Huh?"

"Spill. Tell me what happened. He seemed pretty pissed and tired walking out of here. He didn't even acknowledge me"

"Well.. you remember raygen's doctor?"

"Nicki.. please dont tell me what i think you're about to tell me"

"I didn't do anything but give him my number! What did you think i was going to say?"

"Why the hell would you give another man your number when you're in a relationship?"

"Please. I dont need the lecture right now" i rolled my eyes.

"No, seriously though. I understand his pain because joshua did the same thing to me. The next step is cheating"

"Im not going to cheat on safaree, ameena! I could never find myself to do that! I actually feel hurt that you actually think im capable of it. I would never be able to cover up the evidence" i chewed on my bottom lip.

"Im just being honest. Im not going to lie to you cuz you're my girl. I dont want to see you go down the wrong path" she put food on a plate and shooed it my way.

"Now eat. What kind of juice would your taste buds like?"

"Apple, please" she poured my juice and handed it to me. She fixed herself a plate as well and sat next to me.

"Hey, meena?"

"Yes?"

"I have a question.."

"Well give it to me, Nicki" she replied with a mouth full of food.

"Pauz. But where are you working right now?"

"Ugh. Burger king. Im too fucking grown to be working fast food and it's embarrassing. But i know it's nobody's fault but mine" she sighed.

"Would you ever think about quitting?"

"Nic, can you get to the point please? Why are you asking me all these questions?"

"Because i want you to be my assistant" i said. Her fork clinked against the plate and she looked at me with a strip of bacon hanging from the corner of her mouth.

"Dont play with me, onika bitch"

"Im not playing with you, hoe!" I laughed.

"Clifton went away to school so i need someone to take his place. Be my hero and take his place" i smiled at her.

"Ahhhhh Nicki! Thank you thank you thank you, i promise i wont let you down!" She yelled hugging me.

"You're welcome, baby mama. I know you wont let me down and that's exactly why i picked you." I picked up a piece of bacon and devoured it. I just now realized how hungry i am.

"Aww, i love you so much" her voice cracked. She looked as if she was about to break down.

"Oh my god. Please dont cry" i got out of my seat to comfort her.

"Im sorry. It's just that i can finally move out of my mama's house and get my own car. Build a family and shit you know? Im 27 years old and i've never had a REAL job before. Thank you so much for this opportunity"

"You're welcome, meena. Now stop crying like a little BIOTCH! You're family now" we both laughed as i wiped her tears.

"Oh.. yall boys eating already?" Safaree walked through the front door with a few bags in his hand. He set them on the counter and looked at me.

"Yeah. Meena cooked. I'll be upstairs" i told her.

"Actually, i've got some business to go take care of. Is that okay with you?"

"Yes. Just please be back by five thirty. And dont forget we have to pick raygen up at seven"

"Oh, yes! My baby does get out today! Okay i'll be back this wont take long" i watched her ass jiggle in those tight ass joggers she has on as she walked out the front door and shook my head when i caught myself. All these bad bitches that come around me.

"Ayo nic, let me talk to you for a minute"

"Wouldn't you rather go lock yourself in your room and ignore me, safaree?"

"Nicki, chill. Please just turn around and talk to me. I over reacted last night"

"You think?" I rolled my eyes.

"I dont want your bullshit apology, safaree. You really hurt my feelings last night. If you ever talk to me like that again im throwing you out on your ass"

"I know, baby. Im sorry" he grabbed me and buried his face in my neck.

"As long as you aint fucking dude, i guess there's no reason for me to be flipping on you. I really dont want you talking to him though, babe"

I inhaled his scent and sighed.

"If that's what you want, i wont talk to him anymore faree"

"You mean it?" He said in a baby voice. He pecked my neck and i shivered.

"Yes, faree"

"I went out to get breakfast but since yall already ate i guess we can save that for later. I couldn't sleep at all last night without you, babe. A nigga is beyond tired." He yawned into my neck.

"Okay, yogi bear. Let's go get some rest." I grabbed his hand and led him to my bedroom. I pulled the covers back and we both crawled in. He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me into him so that his peen was touching my butt. I feel so safe with him around.

"Hey, faree?"

"Yes, babe?" He replied groggily.

"Can we not fight so much? It's not healthy for us. For our relationship. You really make me a better person, safaree and im glad we gave us a try"

"Maybe if you had some act right we wouldn't fight at all. But just wait on it. Imma give it to you in due time. Can i go to sleep now?"

"Yes, honey" i smiled. A few minutes later i heard his heavy snores in my ear.

Ameena POV

"And then she asked me to be her assistant! Isn't that great?!" I squealed. I had my head resting on joshua's lap as i vented to him.

"That sounds wonderful, babe. But seeing as though none of them like me it's not like im gonna be able to come around and watch you gather all her shit around. Or whatever assistants do."

"Well maybe if you didn't put your own flesh and blood in the hospital they would have gotten past what you've done in the past" i sighed and sat up.

"And who is that bitch i've been hearing through the grapevine that you've had over here?"

"She's nobody. Somebody i took out to dinner and a movie that's all" he reached over and stroked my hair.

"I really want to find a way to apologize to raygen but i know she hates me"

"Just give her some time to cool down. She'll come around. You're her dad. You've been raising her all her life and im pretty sure that's something she wont forget."

"I've missed you.." he looked at me and smiled.

"I dont think i can say the same" i said just above a whisper and looked away from his glance.

"What? I thought we were giving us another try?"

"I am! I mean.. we are! But you're an alcoholic, joshy. You have anger issues. And i definitely cant have anyone find out about us. It wouldn't be right to Nicki, safaree, or my babies. We have to keep this on the low" i looked into his eyes.

"Understand?"

"Yeah okay, whatever. Were not keeping this a secret too long though. I love you" i just looked at him as he started removing his clothes, then mine soon after.

"Now give daddy some love" he leaned over me and started kissing on my neck. Once you go there, i have to give in. He picked me up and carried me to his bedroom.

Raygen POV

I squinted my eyes to see ireland sleeping next to me in this god awful hospital bed. Her hand was over my waist and her hair was all over her face. Her lips were slightly parted looking kissable. My brother and reginae were cuddled up on the pull out couch by the window.

I looked at my phone and it read 11 am. I leave this bitch today! I heard light knocks on my door.

"Come in" i said lowly. Doctor crenshaw walked in but he wasn't in his usual uniform.

"Hey, raygen. How you feeling?"

"I actually never been better doc. Where is your fancy labcoat?" I raised my brow.

"It's not a lab coat" he chuckled.

"But it's my day off. I just came to see you before you get checked out today. We may never see each other again"

"Oh, nawww. You aint come to see me, doc. You wanna see Nicki" i squinted at him. I slowly shifted so i could get my arm from under ireland. It was going numb.

"Who are these people you have in here? These your friends?" He asked me.

"Well this next to me is my bestfriend. And over there on the couch is my brother and his girlfriend"

"Oh okay cool. Looks like yall youngins had quite a night. But listen, im gonna go. I'll be back in a few hours to give you your release papers." He opened the door and was heading out.

"And tell Nicki i said hello" he turned around and smiled.

"Yeah, i definitely wont" i rolled my eyes. When the door shut ireland shifted.

"Goodmorning gorgeous" she said groggily. She grabbed my face and gave me a peck on the lips.

"Ewww, irey. You didn't brush" i scrunched up my face.

"Girl so what. Hush." She replied going back to sleep.

"Nooo, wake up. Let's go to breakfast" i shook her.

"Ray, nobody wanna go eat that sick ass food them old ass lunch ladies be whipping up down there. Nicki will take you to breakfast i know it. Can i please get one more hour of sleep?"

"What fucking ever." I rolled my eyes and huffed. She grabbed my side tightly and scooped mw over her way and placed a wet kiss on my cheek. I could do nothing but smile. I think im really catching feelings for her.

"Butthole" i whispered. I grabbed my phone and snapped a selfie of us, even though i was looking a mess. I sent it to Nicki saying "she wont take me downstairs for breakfast :("

NicNac: *heart emojis* my babies! You def dnt want that nasty ass food tho!

Me: well can you come get me now?! Please?! Im starving and this bed has my back aching really bad! :(((

NicNac: faree is sleeping and  im waiting on your mother to come back. Give us another hour and i'll be there baby. Where is reg and ro?

Me: everybody is still sleeping. *sigh*

NicNac: yall hoes must have had a rough night. *side eye*

Me: not at all! *innocent face*

NicNac: facetime me

When she answered Nicki had her face all up in the phone and i laughed.

"Woahhh, back up some with yo face ass" i took a screenshot.

"Haha, very funny" she replied sarcastically. When she adjusted her phone i could see scaff in the back sleeping with his mouth wide open. He had his arm draped over her. I took another screenshot.

"Yall are so cuteeeee! Awww" i smiled. I adjusted my phone the same way she did so that she could see ireland.

"Yall a thing now?" She asked wiggling her eyebrows.

"I dont know, Nic" i sighed. I looked over at ireland  and frowned. I want her to  wake up.

"Raygen there's definitely nothing wrong playing for the other team. If you like her and she makes you happy, i say go for it."

"I guess you're right. I just dont want to be judged"

"One thing you have to learn to do is not give a fuck about what other people have to say about you. I learned that the hard way being in this business for the past five years but i got through it. Now look at me. I really just don't give a flying fuck and whip my dick out for everyone to suck"

"Thanks, Nic. What would i do without you?" I puckered my lips at her through the camera.

"You would definitely be lost, baby. But dont worry. I'll never let that happen" she puckered her lips too and we made a kissy noise at each other.

"We're so corny" i laughed.

"Raygen? What is that?" She asked squinting at my neck.

"What's what? Is it a bug?!" I stood still panting.

"No. On your neck. Is that a hickey?! On my life im beating your ass!"

I looked down hesitantly and there sure was a bright cherry red mark on my chest leading up to my neck.

"Oh my god, irey!" I smacked her and she popped up out of her sleep

"What?! What happened?! You okay?!" She screamed standing up and looking me over. Nicki laughed.

"Awwww! That's exactly how safaree would  over react. I like her, ray" she smiled. I switched the camera over to the back as i zipped up my jacket.

"What the hell?!" Nicki gasped.

"When did they happen?! Yall dont tell me anything" she said referring to nae and roland snuggled up on the couch.

"Yeah, well. A lot can happen in a day in the life of raygen and roland" i shrugged.

"You know what? Im up. Im up" Ireland  surrendered.

"What are you talking about?" I giggled.

Nicki's phone dropped on her face and i heard her mumble curse words. I seen shuffling and then my mom's face appear on the screen.

"What the fuck, bitch?!" Nicki yelled in a hushed tone.

"Hi, mommy! I missed your face" i admitted.

"Hi, mama's baby!" She said breathless. She talked to me like i was a three year old but it's cute.

"Im sorry i haven't visited you since monday but i got caught up in some business. We'll be there in a few though, okay? Miss you"

"Are yall serious right now?" I heard safaree say in a ugly groggy voice. He lifted his head off the pillow and rubbed his eyes.

"Hey, scaff" i smiled.

"Oh, what's up ray?" He gave me this funny looking smirk and got up and headed to Nicki's bathroom.

"See, bitch. You woke up my man!" Nicki mushed mommy's head. She laughed and mushed Nicki's head back.

"Ameena dont play with me.. i will fuck you up" she pointed in her face and i took a screenshot.

"Fuck me up then, Nicki!"

"Can yall PLEASEEEE get to me before yall kill each other?! Like, PLEASE!" i yelled. Scaff ran out the bathroom and plopped back on the bed landing on Nicki.

"Ouch, safaree! My boobs are sore!"

"Raygen, we'll be there shortly. Pack your shit up and tell that fuck ass nigga tony if i see him im fucking him up"

"Who is tony?" I asked.

"Your doctor" he stated dully and dead faced me.

"Your boobs still sore baby?" He asked looking at Nic sincerely. She stuck out her bottom lip and nodded her head yes. Scaff pecked her bottom lip, then made his way down to her neck. He looked back at the camera as he was hovering over her boobs and wiggled his eyebrows at me. He ran his tongue over the top of them and nicki  gasped.

"Oh god, grossss!" Mommy got up and left the room.

"Are yall gonna do it in front of me?!" I yelled excited. I looked around my surroundings to see ireland fell back asleep at my feet. I looked at reginae and roland and they were still asleep. What the fuck is in the air? Hospitals really wear you out.

"Were not gonna do it at all" nicki said plucking safaree on his forehead.

"Whatever, i dont want to talk to yall no more. See ya when i see ya" i pressed "end" and draped my arms over the bed. Im so boredddddd! I sighed and rolled over on my back.

"EVERYBODY WAKE THE FUCK UP!" I yelled. All of their heads popped up and six pair of bloodshot red eyes were staring at me. I could do nothing but laugh.

Nicki POV

I walked into the hospital with safaree on my heels. Literally. He had his big, muscular  arms wrapped around my waist from the back with his chin resting on the top of my head. Nigga wont even let me walk on my own.

"Is this really necessary, safaree?" I stated rolling my eyes.

"Yep" he replied popping the P.

"I cant let you out of my sight with that thirsty ass nigga roaming these hallways. Let's just get the little coons and be out"

I sighed and continued to walk. Ameena decided to stay in the car because she got a phone call. Walking into the elevator we seen reginae holding a cup in her hand.

"Oh hi. Yall are cute" she smiled.

"Hey nae bae bae. Haven't seen you since the party. How you been?"

"Im good. I just came down to the cafeteria to get roland some hot chocolate. He isn't feeling too good" she said stirring the marshmellows into the hot chocolate with a straw.

"Damn. How the little man get sick being here?" Safaree shook his head.

"Aw, aren't you the sweetest? Tell you what. Tell everybody to pack up and yall meet us in the car, okay? Im going to book yall a nice, relaxing spa treatment. Let roland know i have some aspirin in the car if he needs some" i took out my phone and texted ameena about the spa booking.

"Yay! Thanks, Nicki! Daddy doesn't like me going to spas. Something about how he doesn't want me to turn out gay because there's nothing but women rubbing on my booty"

"Girl. That would be heaven for your daddy. Tell him to get with the program."

She shrugged and walked out the elevator continuing to stir the hot chocolate.

"Fuck. Babe, i have to pee" safaree sucked in a breath of air. We were still in the same position we were in before we got on the elevator.

"I told you not to down all those gatorades, faree" i pushed my butt out and rested it against his penis. I popped it back twice before he put a tight grip on my waist and removed me from in front of him.

"Shit, Nicki. I will piss all over those light ass jeans do not play with me"

I laughed and faced him. I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Come with me to the bathroom."

"Ew. Faree. No. I hate the men's restroom. All yall niggas stank"

"Please" he frowned.

"No, safaree. Go. I'll be waiting right here when you get back"

"Man, aight" he pecked my lips and hauled ass to the restroom. I shook my head and rested my back on the wall with my arms and ankles crossed. In one swift movement i was taken into the next room and pinned against a wall. Lips were touching mine but i didn't know whose they were.

"Damn, i could get used to that" he pulled back and licked his lips. I got one of my hands free and smacked him hard across his face.

"What the fuck is wrong with you, tony?!" I yelled into his face. He pulled back from me with his jaw clenched, looking me up and down.

"I just wanted to see you, Nicki"

"I believe you see with your eyes, not your fucking lips! God!" i wiped my lips off and started to walk out but he tugged on my belt loop.

"Wait. When can i see you again?"

"In your dreams. Let the fuck go of me, tony. Right.fucking.now." i demanded with rage. He looked at me with pleading eyes and let me go.

"How does safaree taste?" I co ked my head to the side and asked him.

"What?"

"I just kissed my man before you lip raped me. How does he taste?" He gave me this funny look and i laughed. I walked out the room and returned to my original spot on the wall where safaree left me. He came out the restroom and i folded my lips together.

"You straight?" He asked. I nodded my head. He grabbed my hand and we walked out the hospital. Tony was wearing some strong ass cologne and i pray to God that he won't smell it on me.

Raygen POV

Getting back to my mom's after coming from the spa, i just want to go sleep. I closed my room door shut and kicked my shoes and pants off leaving me in just my tanktop. I laid in bed and played with my pierced nipples. Im so relaxed but i miss ireland. I grabbed my phone and seen that i had "i miss you" and "we need to talk" texts from jaylen. Please. I then seen a message that read "are you okay?" But i didn't have the number saved. Texting back the person, it was dalia.

I texted her back a simple yeah. I sent ireland an "i miss you" message with a heart emoji before putting my phone under my pillow and enjoying the comfort of my own bed again. I really love to sleep. Besides singing, it's a passion of mine. I have to get back in the studio tomorrow.

A few hours later i was waken by loud noises coming from downstairs. I retrieved my phone from under my pillow and the time read 4 am. What the hell? I got out of bed and threw my house coat on before exiting my room. I creaked open grandma's door (ameena's mom) to see that she was still sound asleep. I went to roland's room to check on him and he was still asleep too.

I let myself into his room and placed my hand over his forehead checking to see if he was hot. He was burning up. I walked out of his room and into the hall bathroom getting a washcloth and running it under cold water.

Walking out the bathroom back into ro's room i heard glass breaking and a loud "GET OUT!" It was my mom. I hurriedly wrapped the cloth over roland's forehead leading to his temple and walked out shutting his room door all the way.

I hesitantly walked down the stairs to see what was going on. A loud smell of weed and alcohol smacked me in the face. My mother doesn't take this stuff... does she? I walked around the corner to the opening of the kitchen and was almost met with a glass smashing against my skull. I jumped back afraid and trying to catch my breath.

"OH MY GOD, MOM!"

Daddy was stumbling around the kitchen with a fork in his hand.

"JOSHUA GET THE HELL OUT OF THIS HOUSE RIGHT NOW BEFORE I CALL THE POLICE!" She screamed.

"RAYGEN, GO BACK TO BED!"

I ignored her and focused on that fork in daddy's hand.

"You got this little bitch living with you now?" He slurred. I squinted at him and balled my up fist. I'll beat his ass myself. I just hope all this commotion doesn't wake up roland.

"You want to stab me with forks, ameena?! Huh?! Bring that ass here so i can stab your ass right back, stupid bitch!" Daddy threw the fork at mommy and she ducked. I got down on my knees and crawled over to the pantry. I slid the broom from it's original place on the wall and stood back up on my feet.

In the blink of an eye i found myself beating daddy with the opposite end of the broom. He was on the ground trying to get the broom from my grasp but im not letting up. I kicked him in his shin hoping he try to stop fighting me back but it was no use.

"RAYGEN!" I heard mommy scream.

"RAYGEN STOP!"

It's like i went into a trance. Tears poured down my face as i continued to beat him with rage. The top piece of the broom broke off leaving the metal pointy part digging into his skin. I dont why out of all things useful to beat somebody with in this kitchen i chose this lightweight broom. I felt myself being lifted up off my feet and into a pair of arms. It was roland.

"PUT ME DOWN! IM NOT FINISHED WITH HIM!" I cried. I kicked and screamed  trying to free myself from his grasp but he wasn't  letting up.

"RAYGEN, CHILL! PLEASE!" he yelled to me.

"NO! I HATE HIM! I HATE YOU, DADDY! I HATE YOU!" Roland slid down the wall with me still in his arms and we both continued to cry.

"Come to me, babies" my mother gestured for us to get up off the floor but roland tightened his grip on me signalling that he didn't want me to go.

"Why was he here?!" I yelled at her.

"I dont know he sh-"

"Why was he here mom?! Has he been here the whole time?! Is that why you came straight home after picking me up from the hospital?! Why you haven't came out your room?! Are you seeing him, again?!" I screamed with rage.

"Raygen, baby. Listen to me. It's complicated. It really is. He came over here in need of help an-"

"Aint shit complicated about this. You the main one who wanted to put the nigga in jail" roland mumbled.

Mommy kneeled up off the floor and turned her head away from us.

"Im gonna drive him home okay? We'll talk about this later. I really dont want you guys to hate me" she sobbed. She weakly tried to pick daddy up off the floor but failed. She continued to cry as we watched. I cant believe her. I turned my head to look back at roland and his eyes were red and filled with rage.

"It's okay. You can let me go now" i said referring to his grip around me. He slowly  loosened his grip. After i got up i pulled him up with me. His arm draping around my shoulders. I looked back to mommy one last time as i seen her successfully pick daddy up off the floor. His head was bleeding. I shook my head and turned away.

"I think we should put all this anger and emotion to good use in the studio. You agree?" I said calmy to roland. I knew he wasn't feeling well but we could no longer stay here. He gave me a weak smile and nodded.

"Okay. Im going to go get your coat, shoes and blanket. Im pretty sure Nicki has nyquil for you at the house. Sit right here for me" i helped him sit on the couch.

"Just please hurry back, ray. I cant let anything else happen to you"

"Nothing bad is going to happen to me, ro i promise. I'll be right back"

I cried while walking back up the steps and retrieving stuff we needed for the night from our guest rooms here. I called nicki while slipping into my slipper boots.

"Raygen what time is it?"she answered groggily.

"Nicki i need you to come pick us up"

"Why? What's wrong?" She replied now fully awake. I heard a bunch of shuffling.

"I'll explain everything when you get here. Just please hurry"

"Okay babe im on my way. Just stay calm"

She hung up the phone and i went back downstairs to check on roland. He was on the couch slumped. I sighed and sat our bag down on the floor to go sit beside him. He jumped when i touched his arm.

"It's okay, baby boy it's just me." I wrapped his arm around my shoulder and laid my head on his chest and cried some more.

Nicki POV

Pulling up to ameena's house i seen her lowering joshua into her mother's car. I hopped out the car and slammed my door shut.

"What the hell is he doing here?!" I asked looking at the situation in a crazy matter.

"Nicki not now, i'll explain everything later" she cried.

"No, ameena! You're going to explain this to me now! Why is this nigga here?! Is this why raygen called me crying?! What did you do to her you sick bastard!" I charged joshua but ameena got in front of me and blocked him.

"Nicki please! Stop! I promise i'll explain everything later but right now, he needs help, okay?! Please" she looked at me with sympathy and i snatched away from her.

"Wow. Go ahead and take care of the child malester" i spat.

"Nicki, you dont understand" she sobbed.

"I might not understand but i know what you're doing is fucking WRONG, meena! When you get you story straight and you're ready to talk, call me."

I walked into her mother's house and spotted my babies laid up on the couch.

"Oh gosh, yall come on, get up. Is roland still not feeling well? He looks awful" i looked to raygen for answers and she just nodded her head.

"Yeah? Okay. It's going to be alright yall are safe with me now" i lifted roland off the couch and led them to my car. Raygen sat in the back with roland. We stopped at a red light and i rested my hand on my temple. I hate that they're going through this.

"No it's not." I heard raygen whisper.

"What you say babe?" I asked looking at her through my rear view mirror.

"It's not going to be okay, nic" she sniffed.

"I dont know about assuring you that on this side of town. But when you're with me i give you my word that i wont let anything happen to you guys. Yall are my world. I haven't met one person that i love like i love yall except micaiah" i wiped an escaping tear and pressed my foot on the gas when the light turned green. We need a fucking vacation.








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Im not posting my next chapter until i get atleast 10 comments on my last post. I would love to see yalls feedback and know if you're really enjoying my story. But in the meantime, here are some visuals.



 Raygen

 Ameena

 Roland


Joshua

 Ireland


Dalia

Reginae

Monday, November 17, 2014

Is that right?

Nicki POV

I sat in my bed reading a zane book. It's been 3 days that raygen's been in the hospital and 3 days since safaree's touched me. I didn't think he was really going to go through with his stupid little plan. Him not showing me affection has led to him not being around as much which has led to my hormones going overboard.

I slammed the book close and sighed. Safaree went out with wayne and roland so im stuck in this big ole house by my lonesome. I guess i'll go visit raygen.

Getting out my car and walking into the hospital, i seen this cute girl carrying a walmart bag and a teddy bear. She was a tomboy. She had some pretty hair too. We walked into the elevator together and we looked at other. Oh, i know who this is. She's the one who got raygen out of trouble when she fought dalia.

"Hi ireland"

"Well helloooo miss Nicki. You looking as fine as wine"

"Girl if you dont stop. Imma tell raygen you're flirting with me" i giggled.

"Oh, i wouldn't want that. She already tripping about me not coming to visit her the other day like i said i would but i had to go out of town"

"What yall a couple now? What happened to jaylen?" I joked. I know raygen doesn't fuck with girls.

"Yeah but she just doesn't know it yet. And i dont know what happened to that nappy headed boy. Forget him" she shrugged.

The elevator dinged and she let me walk out first. I spotted doctor crenshaw and stopped dead in my tracks. He finished the conversation he was having and stared me down on some freaky shit. Ireland paid the situation no mind and kept walking until she entered raygen's room.

"Hello, Nicki" he walked up to me.

"Sup doc. what's your first name?" I asked him.

"It's tony. Tony crenshaw" he grabbed my hand and kissed it, making me squint.

"Cute" i said with my eyebrows raised. Men like him make it hard for women like me. Or any woman who is in a relationship for that matter.

"So i've been wanting to ask you something for quite some time now.." he started.

"No i wont go out with you, tony. Im in a serious relationship. I love my BOY FRIEND safaree"

"Okay well let me take you out as a friend then?"

I studied his face for a few minutes. I can read right through this nigga. Pretty boy with rough curly hair and a bright smile. He was a little too skinny for my liking though.

"Fine. But JUST as a friend. Nothing more. If you even try to hook up with me im cutting your ass off like that" i say snapping. I gave him a piece of paper with my number on it.

"Call me tomorrow, buddy" i smiled and turned on my heels heading for raygen's room. Safaree is going to kill me.

Raygen POV

"Ahhhhh, ireland!" I squealed when i seen her.

"Wassup, shorty" she smiled and bent down to hug me. She smells delicious.

"I brought you your favorite candy and a cheesy ass teddy bear" she handed me bags and i sat them down on my bed side.

"Awww thanks, bookie"

"So what's been going on?" She sat at the foot of the bed and i bit my lip.

"Come here, ireland... i gotta tell you something"

"What? So tell me. Nobody else is in the room" she laughed. I sat up on my knees and grabbed her by her shirt. I crashed my lips into hers and let my hands explore through her thick, curly hair. She didn't hesitate to squeeze my butt. I straddled her lap and broke the kiss.

"This is what i meant by a treat.." i take her hand and guide it under my hospital gown to my center. Her eyes grow wide and i start kissing her again. Im so horny for some reason and her coming in here looking all good didn't make the situation any better.

She put her hand in my boy shorts and started rubbing my clit. She pulled my ponytail and started giving me sensual kisses on my neck.

"Mmm, damn" i moaned.

"You know Nicki is on her way in here right?" She kissed up my neck to my jawline.

"She is?! Shit! I forgot!" as soon as i jumped off of her Nicki came in the door on her phone laughing.

"We still on for later? I have to order movies and maybe some pizza. Whatever yall hoes up for" she said into her phone. She looked at me and ireland with one eyebrow raised as she closed the door. I looked at ireland and shrugged.

"Okay see yall then. Bye" she hung up her phone and put her hand on her hip staring at us.

"....... what yall thots doing? Did i interrupt something?"

"Um, no. Actually we were just h-"

"Save it, i could care less. Anyway i just came up here to give you more clothes, blankets and soap. There's some snacks in this bag too" she sat the bags in the chair in the corner of the room and came and placed a kiss on my forehead.

"Your lips soft as hell" i stated.

"I know right. Make a nigga think twice about leaving me. Dafuq"

She kissed ireland's forehead too.

"So you're having another girl's night without me, huh?" I said trying my best to look hurt.

"Aww, ray. We'll do something when you get out of here i promise. Okay?"

"Whatever. I dont even know why im still here i feel fine"

"They just want to keep a close eye on you, that's all. But in the mean time you and land land can have yall own little girls night here with the stuff i bought. I'll see you tomorrow. Have fun babies!" When she left the room me and ireland looked at each other and laughed.

"Yoooo, that was so close"

"Land land though? The fuck she on?" Ireland shook her head and i laughed.

"She cool as hell though. You're so lucky to have somebody like her around 24/7, son"

"Yeahhhh, i know. She's the best" i laid my head back on ireland's lap and sighed.

"So wassup? You feeling me now?" She wrapped her arms around my neck. I shifted a bit and looked up at her.

"Niggas aint shit, ireland. Jaylen cheated on me with dalia's dirty ass" i twisted my lips and i could feel my blood boil this time.

"I knew that fuck ass nigga was up to no good. But you aint got to worry about him no more, shorty"

"Ireland im not saying i want to be with you but i do want you around more often. I cant let anybody know im into girls.. well atleast not now" i stared off into space.

"Well, listen to this. Im not going to be around if you're going to be ashamed of me. Aint nothing wrong with liking pussy but you have to understand that i have feelings too. I like PDA and you be looking so damn good. You dont want me touching you in front of other people? Oh, girl..." she made a stank face looking down at me and i giggled.

"Just remember God loves you regardless. As long as you doing right by him" she kissed my forhead and i couldn't help but smile. Maybe she's not so bad after all.

"Im so sick of wearing this stupid gown.." i frowned.

"I dont know, it's pretty trendy. You look pretty cute to me"

I punched her in her shoulder.

"Im serious!"

"Aight, i'll tell you this. What if i put one of them on so you dont have to cry about it?"

"I'd like that" i smiled. She grabbed my chin and brought it up to her face, captivating my lips in hers.

"Woahhhh what's going on in here?"

I looked up shocked and there stood roland and reginae in the doorway.

"Oh my God" i covered my face in embarrassment while ireland wrapped her arms around me and laughed.

"I always knew you was gay" roland said.

"Im not!"

"Chill, sis. It was just a joke"

I rolled my eyes and sat up straight fixing my gown.

"Fuck this, im putting on some sweats. Nae come in the bathroom with me" i dug in the bag Nicki brought over and revealed my Pink! Sweatsuit.

"So what's up girl? You getting turned out by bitches now? What happened to jaylen?!"

"I swear to God if i hear that motherfucker's name one more time im going to scream. He cheated on me" i threw the gown in the hamper in the corner of the bathroom.

"What?!" She screamed in shock.

"Sshhh, nae! If roland hears about this i know he's going to do something he'll regret and i dont want my brother getting locked up" zipping up my jacket and putting on my fuzzy socks i took my hair out the ponytail and gave myself two goddess braids.

"So.. since we're becoming so close now there's something i have to tell you" reginae folded her lips in as i looked at her through the mirror.

"You're dating my brother?"

"Actually, no. Something happened last night but i'll fill you in on those details a little bit later on. I like him alot but i know he hasn't called things off with your friend girl"

"That bitch is no longer my friend. She hasn't came to visit me once since i've been in this horrifying place. It's been 3 days and i've haven't gotten a text or nothing. I cut her off"

"Oh wow. Well im taking her place. Yall were so close"

"You didn't take her place. You have your own place, mamas. But if i know my brother he'll figure out a creative way to call them off"

Roland POV

We walked out the hospital to take a walk because raygen needed some air. Who could blame her tho? She been cooped up in this sick ass place for over 72 hours. I looked at reginae and she seemed to be in deep thought. I took her hand in mine and kissed her cheek.

"Aye yall go ahead, we gon' catch up" i yelled to ireland and ray. They were already like 10 feet ahead so hell.

"Where we going?"

"Dont worry about it, just follow me"

I guided her into the woods and behind some bushes to the soft part of the grass.

"Nigga you got me walking in dirt in my jimmy choos" reginae flipped her hair.

"What's been on your mind? You seem out of it"

She sighed and looked away.

"Come onnnn. You can tell me" i sat down on the grass and sat her on my lap, turning her around facing me so that she was straddling me.

"It bothers me knowing that you're not single" she confessed.

"I am though"

"But you're not though, roland! Dont lead me on when you got other bitches on the side still in love with you" she rolled her eyes. She's the cutest thing.

"Aight, tell you what.." i took my phone out my pocket looking for jada's number and putting it on speaker.

"What are you doing?!"

I crashed my lips into hers and she shut right up, closing her eyes in the process.

"You a virgin?" I pulled back amd asked.

She shook her head no and i mouthed a wow. But it's all good. This plan is gonna work perfectly then.

"Hey, babe" jada answered. I gripped reginae's booty and started kissing on her neck. I slid my hand in her leggings and played with her clit. Once she let a moan escape her eyes grew wide and she clamped her hand over her mouth. I silently chuckled and removed her hand from her mouth.

"Helloooo?"

I slid a finger inside reginae and she was tight as hellll and wet. I slid my finger in and out of her at steady pace and watched her throw her head back in plessure. She let out quiet moans and started grinding on my lap.

"HELLOOOOO?! Roland?"

I took my finger out and sucked it while she watched me. I plunged it back in and she screamed.

"MMMMMM, RO!"

"Sshhh, babe" i pecked her bottom lip.

"What the fuck is... OH HELL NO! HELLLOOOOO?! ROLAND!"

I hung up the phone and busted out laughing.

"She's gonna be so pissed yo"

"Okay first of all.. who told you it was okay to finger fuck me like that? My goodness"

"Who told you it was okay for you to fuck another nigga and no longer be a virgin?"

"Dont go there okay? It's a long story" she got off of me and fixed herself.

"Well i got plenty of time" She started breathing heavy and i looked up at her looking for answers.

"What's wrong? What happened?"

She was looking off to the side, eyes as wide as golf balls.

"It's a.. a.. a"

"A what?! Stop playing!"

"A FUCKING SNAKE ROLAND! IT'S A FUCKING SNAKE RIGHT BY YOUR ANKLE! AHHHHH!" She screamed and ran.

I dont fuck with snakes, yo! I ran right behind her not even bothering to look if there was really a snake there! We ran out the woods and back into the city, bumping into ireland and raygen.

"What the fuck?! Where yall been?"

I tried to catch my breath before i explained what just happened.

"We were... walking... the trail.. and then niggas... niggas seen a snake... so we bounced up out that bitch like yearnnnn!" I said in between breaths. Being in shape and playing ball, i shouldn't be this out of breath.

"Yeah" reginae explained laughing.

"Mmhmm, yall up to something. I'll figure it out later" raygen eyes us.

"Come on, there's curfew" she grabbed ireland's hand and led the way.

"Yall been fucking?" Ireland looked back at us. Reginae's face dropped and she laughed burying her face in my neck.

"Nah, not yet" i wiggled my eyebrows at her.

"Roland!" Raygen turn around and yelled.

"What?"

"Dont be a horny jerk!"

"Yeah, roland!" Reginae hit my chest.

"The fuck? What? Why yall tripping?" Reginae rolled her eyes and squeezed in place between raygen and ireland.

"Babe, chill. I didn't mean it like that!"

Nicki POV

I sat meat lovers pizza, cheese and crackers, oreos, cosmic brownies, varieties of chips, fruit salad and a bottle of SKYY vodka on my ceramic table that sat in my living room. If those fat motherfuckers want more they can go and get it themselves, hell.

I made pallets all around the living room and fluffed everyone's pillow. I had board games, drinking games and games that might lead up to us revealing secrets and getting naked by the end of the night. This is gonna be fun. Just like back in the day. Im not going to worry about raygen tonight since she has company at that dreadful hospital.

"Hello?" I answered my ringing phone.

"Hey, baaaabyyyy" safaree's deep voice came through the phone.

"Hi, my love. Where are you?"

"Finna pull up to the crib. You got everything straight?"

"Yeah, i think so" i sighed.

"What's wrong, Nic?"

"Nothing, safaree. Just hurry home. Nobodies gonna be here for like half an hour and im lonely" i pouted.

"Turn around"

"What?"

"Turn around cuz ya ass is staring me down for some attention"

I turned around to a mouth watery safaree who was staring at my booty. He was holding flowers.

"Aww, baby when did you get here?! Fucking creep"

"I came in the back door like 10 minutes ago. I been watching you, sexy" he looked me over like a hungry ass dog.

"Can you not look at me like that if you're not gonna eat my ass? I know you wanna eat my ass safaree" i turned on my heels and flipped my hair walking away from him.

"Girl if you dont come get these damn roses. They wasn't cheap"

I giggled and scurried back over to him in my hello kitty slippers, jumping into his arms. He didn't wrap his arms around me so i gripped his neck tight and had my legs wrapped securely around his waist. Is he being serious right now? Still on this little fucking game?

"Mmm, these smell delicious. What are they? White roses?" I stuck my nose in the flowers and sniffed.

"Uh, yeah" he replied.

"Oh. Okay" i threw them on the couch and put my boobs in his face.

"Woah, Nic" he stumbled back.

"Why dont you wanna touch me, safaree? You dont like me anymore?" I started grinding on his torso and sucking on his earlobe.

"N-nah. I told you what the deal was"

"Oh, is that right? I think i deserve a good bit of your chocolate loving, safaree" i grabbed his arms and made him touch my butt. He stumbled back some more this time guiding his back with the wall.

"Nicki..."

"Mmm, faree" i started sucking on his neck leaving my passion marks. I looked up to see if he was feeling it and he sure as hell was. I smiled sheepishly.

He smacked my ass hard as hell and i let out a loud moan. Oh, so now he wants to play along? I know he's beating himself up inside. I shifted my waist and started grinding on his side where his ribs are, leading myself to an orgasm. He isn't giving me the affection i want but this is the first time he's touched me in 3 days so i guess this will do.

I sped up my pace grinding and popping on him. My legs started to shake and were going weak but im not going to let up because i know he's not gonna hold me up with this game he's playing. He gripped my ass and spread my cheeks apart sending chills up my spine. He pulled my hair revealing my neck and left wet kisses on it. He blew on my spot and i shivered slipping from his grasp but he caught me.

"Oh my god, IM BOUTA CUM!"

Safaree continued to kiss on my neck while my juices soaked through his shirt. I slowly let myself silde off of him and touch the ground all while still trying to catch my breath.

"Did you really just make yourself cum with my ribs?" He dead faced me.

"That's what it.. that's what it looks like right baby?" I was still shaking. I found my way over to the couch to sit down.

"If i have to rape you just so i can get my dick safaree, then i will"

He came up behind me and thrusted his pelvis on the back of my head.

"BO-" before i could say anything, he was straddling my lap in one swift movement dry humping me.

"Get off of me, baffoon!" I broke out into a fit of giggles. He started tickling me.

"St-stop it f-f-fareeeee!" I gasped.

"Nah! Since you wanna make yourself cum!"

"What the fuck does that have to do with anything?!"

"It's my job to make you cum! Promise me you wont have another orgasm unless i caused it!" He continued to tickle me.

"O-okayyy! I promise just please stoppppp!" I whined.

"Call me daddy!"

I stopped all movement.
"Boy get the fuck off of me you done lost yo mind"

He picked me up over his head and started to run around the room.

"OH MY GOD PUT ME DOWN PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE" i beat on his back.

"Call me daddy, Nicki!"

"DADDY! DADDY! DADDY! DADDY!" I screamed. He threw me down on the couch and fell on top of me.

"Stupid jerk" i smiled. I stared into his eyes and he stared right back into mine.

"You love me though" i paused for a moment and rested my hand on his cheek.

"I really do.." i whispered. i placed multiple soft pecks on his lips before he grabbed my face and captured his lips in mine. He kissed me with so much passion while his hands explored my body. I let a soft moan escape as our tongues were slow dancing. I was getting wetter by the second. I want his tongue inside of me.

*DING DONG*

"AYO NIC AND SAFAREE, OPEN THE DOOR!"

"Ughhhh, SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I yelled with frustration. Safaree let out a chuckle.

"Chill, baby" he started to lift off of me but i pulled his shirt.

"Dont go, faree. We can reschedule this" i pouted.

"We'll finish this later, i promise" he pecked my lips three times before getting up to answer the door. I sat up and folded my arms across my chest. My attitude is now on ten.

"WAIT FAREE! My nut is still on your shirt!" I laughed.

"It's cool. My shirt is black so what's a little nut gonna hurt?" He gave me this funny look and touched the spot on his shirt where i came.

"Ssss zamn zaddy, you know i love it when you taste my juices" i said in a bird accent and winked at him.

"Ooo GIRL! Go upstairs and changed them pants before you get something started" he wiggled his eyebrows at me and took off his shirt.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YALL DOING?!" Lauren yelled.

"Aye! Shut up, ham! Dont be rushing me and my lady!" Safaree yelled while opening the door. I giggled and went upstairs to changed.

Safaree POV

Lauren, sherika, Nicki and grizz. We all sat around the living room in these childish ass onezies Nic wanted us to wear. I pull them down at the crotch every 5 seconds cuz they tight around my dick.

"Has anybody heard from meena and candi?" Nicki asked.

"Candi been cooped up at her new boo house for the past couple of days. Something about how he got hurt at work. Said he fell down some bleachers and shit. And i dont know what cracking with ameena. I been calling her but got sent straight to voicemail everytime" sherika replied.

"When is my boo raygen coming home? She's missed" lauren said.

"Lil shawty will be home in two days" Nicki smiled.

"Yo, im bored as fuck and yall talking about nonsense. I been whooping yall asses in spades for the past hour now" i said. I leaned back against the couch and folded my arms. Nicki's phone was vibrating on the couch and looked back to see who was calling.

"Who is tony?"

"What you say, babe?" Nicki said shuffling cards.

"Who the fuck is tony?"

She looked at me quickly then looked back down at the cards.

"Just a friend" she stated dully.

"Nicki i know all of your friends and i never met a nigga named tony."

"He's a new friend, safaree"

"I dont want you having no fucking male friends, Nicki"

"Can we not do this right now? Please?" She looked at me sincerely.

"Is it that nigga from the hospital? Nicki, i swear to God i'll go up there right now an-"

"NO THAT'S NOT HIM, SAFAREE! OKAY?! Now can you please just drop it? Not in front of our friends"

"Girl these aint our friends. This family. So imma ask yall. Do yall think it's okay for nicki to have other niggas calling her?"

"Hell no" sherika replied looking down at her phone and slurping on a freeze pop.

"Beat her ass, SB. Since the bitch wanna be foul" lauren stuck her tongue out at nicki. I looked over at grizz and the nigga looked like he was zoned out with an attitude.

"Oh, imma beat her ass alright. But in the meantime imma enjoy the rest of this night in my room. See yall" i got up off my ass and headed for the stairs.

"Safaree, are you being fucking serious right now? Stop being a big ass kid"

"Im being a big ass kid because i dont want niggas named tony calling my lady phone? Yeah, okay. Suck my ass, Nicki. When you decide you wanna stop being petty and tell me the fucking truth, then you can put your two cents in. In the meantime, shut the hell up talking to me" i continued up the steps and into my room, locking the door.

Im so heated right now but somebody's gotta put Nicki in her place. Two months into our relationship and she already cant be truthful with a nigga. I heard light knocks on my door.

"Go away, Nicki"

"No safaree! Not until you open up and tell me why the hell you just went off on me like that!"

"You want me to drop it, right? Aight, well it's dropped. Go away i dont feel like talking to you right now" i put my hands behind my head and turned the game on.

"Are you fucking serious, safaree!? Open this fucking door right now! Fucking dick!" She continued to beat on my door.

"Leave me the fuck alone, Onika! Go call that nigga tony back"

It was quiet for a few seconds then she beat on the door one last time.

"Fuck you, SB!" Her voice cracked. I heard sniffling as she scurried away and i heard a door slam. I closed my eyes as i could feel my heart break into little pieces. I didn't mean to make my baby cry but she not about to play me like no fucking fool. I took this childish ass onesie off and threw in the corner of my room. Leaving me in my boxers, i cut the tv off and turned on my side trying to fall asleep.

Nicki POV

"What's up? I thought you were never going to call me back" tony answered on the second ring.

"Yeah, well you just got me in trouble. Why would you call me at this time of night?"

"How did i get you in trouble?" He laughed.

"It's not funny, tony! He seen you calling and he flipped the fuck out on me!" I huffed and slammed my head back against my head board.

"Ouch! Fuck!" I frowned and sat my phone down for a few seconds before rubbing my head.

"Well, im sorry. But fuck that big headed nigga. He cant love you like i can"

"Boy, please. Watch your mouth. Raygen didn't tell you i dont fuck with lightskins?" I laughed.

"Actually, she did. She flipped the fuck out on me too. But you aint never had this lightskin dick in your life. I'll make you fall in love, Nicki. Dont try me"

I parted my lips a bit and let out a gust of wind. He just turned me on.

"This is the MAIN reason i dont fuck with yall light bright niggas. Yall are TOO cocky for me" i then thought about safaree. He's the cockiest nigga on the planet but it looks good on him.

"Im just being honest" he let out a light laugh.

"So what's up? Im seeing you tomorrow?"

"I dont know. I'll see if raygen wants me to come by. But listen tony, im serious. Do not call me at this time of the night. My man is always going to be around me. Understood?"

"Understood"

"Alright good. Goodnight, im going to sleep"

"Sleep tight, boo thang"

I let out a light giggle and threw my phone on the floor. Fuck putting it on the charger. Im going to let it die just like my love life. Nobody loves me. I let a few tears escape before trying to drift off into a deep slumber. If there's ever a time me and safaree go to bed mad at each other, there's no sleeping.

No more

Safaree POV

"Faree... we gotta... we gotta stop" said an out of breath Nicki.

"I know, baby... you're just so addicting. One more round" i said kissing her. She broke the kiss with a sigh.

"Safaree, no. Stop. We're fucking in an elevator for crying out loud. I feel dirty" she pouted.

"You're not dirty, baby" i kissed her lips and sat up, putting my clothes back on.

"I feel like it. We could be exposed to all types of diseases. OH MY GOD SAFAREE OPEN THE DOOR SO I CAN GET CHECKED OUT! I COULD HAVE EBOLA!"

"Nicki, chill. You dont have ebola. And im not opening anything until you put your clothes back on" i said picking them up and handing them to her.

"And since you keep rejecting a nigga loving, you dont get no more until i wanna give it to you. Including kissing" i said with a straight face.

"Oh boy, please!" She laughed.

"You couldn't distant yourself from all this luscious loving if your life depended on it. You know you're just talking" she put her shirt over her head and looked in her phone, fixing her hair.

"Shit, it's almost 2 am! You've been holding me hostage since 11:30 you jerk!"

"I've been holding YOU hostage? Girl.. let's not forget.. Mmm faree, please DONT stop! You make my body feel so good, OH GOD, YES!" i mocked.

"Shut up, baffoon! You didn't have to listen to me" she giggled.

"I was just obeying my baby's orders" i shrugged.

"But like i said. You aint getting no more loving until i give it to you, scallop" i slid my shades on and poked my lips out, pressing the button on the elevator.

"I wonder if niggas been missing us.. i turned my phone off so i wouldn't know"

I looked over at Nicki cuz she was quiet and that's not very normal for her. She was leaned up against the railing looking at me like she wanted to eat me alive.

"Why the hell you looking at me like that?" I asked.

"Cuz you're cute" she said pulling me by my shirt and into her.

"Can i have a kiss?" She asked innocently. I put my hands above her on the elevator walls and looked down at her.

"What i just say, Nicki? You gets no more of this chocolate loving until im ready for you to get it"

She placed her hands on my butt and pulled me closer.

"Faree, please. You know you dont mean that" she said.

I grabbed her chin and started inching my lips closer towards hers.

"I said No.." i whispered on her lips. The elevator dinged and i fixed my clothes, walking out, cheesing.

Raygen POV

"Dude where the fu-" i started, but my mom was giving me the look basically saying i need to watch my mouth.

"I mean.. where is Nicki & scaff?"

"I dont know but i'll call them" rika said licking the barbecue sauce off her fingers and unlocking her phone.

Scaff and Nicki walked in the door cheesing with bags in their hand and we all looked at them like they had 2 heads.

"Where have yall been?!" I shouted.

"Yeah, i was just finna call yall hoes" rika said. I laughed at her calling them hoes.

"We were just um... in the gift shop and we picked up some food.. see?" Nicki smiled and held up the bags in her hands. I squinted at them, looking them over. Nicki's hair was a lil wild and one of the legs of her sweatpants wasn't tucked in her ugg boot.

"Mmph. Scaff your zipper is down" i smirked. If they had a sex tape i would watch it a million times. They're the sexiest couple alive.

He looked down and zipped up his pants quickly before looking up with a shy look on his face. Nicki just rolled her eyes.

"Now gimme gimme! What yall got? Im hungry" i reached out for them. Nicki set ballons on the bedside and sat Indian style in bed next to me. She dug in the food bag and got a container with a philly cheese steak and curly fries. My eyes lit up.

"Extra mayo and onions just how you like it... right?" She wiggled her eyebrows.

"Yessss oh my gosh, you're the best!" I hugged her around her neck and kissed her cheek before taking the plate from her hands. I did this little dance while eating then looked up at everyone else.

"What?" I asked. A fry hanging out my mouth.

"Hungry ass" rika said. Nicki laughed and snapped a picture.

"Nicki, quit it! Delete that!" I tried reaching for her phone.

"Nope! Memories!"

Nicki POV

She rolled her eyes and just continued eating her food. I looked at safaree and he was showed me all his teeth. I rolled my eyes and looked at sherika who was devouring her bbq wings and scrolling her phone. She has the nerve to call somebody else hungry. I looked over at ameena who seemed to be zoned out with her leg shaking uncontrollably.

I got up and went to stand by her.

"Come here, meena" i opened the door and waited for her to come out. She looked at me for about 5 seconds then stood. I closed the door and we walked down the hall a little bit.

"What's up with you?" I asked her. She looked past me and zoned out again. It was like she was a different person. Her pupils were a little dialated.

"Ameena! Hello? Im talking to you!"

"I want him in jail.." she whispered.

"What?"

"I want him in jail, Nicki! I want his ass in jail!"

"Sweetie, i know i do too. But we have to take him to court. I'll have one of my best lawyers on the job an-"

"NO Nicki! I want him in jail NOW! RIGHT NOW! Look what he's done to my baby! I've never realized how much i've really cared about my kids until now! It hurts! I've been hurting so much and i just..." she put her hand in her hair and started crying.

"I just need to fucking get away!"

I grabbed her and pulled her into me while she cried.

"You'll get through this, mamas. Just stay strong. Be the strong woman that i know you are. If not for me, then for your kids. For yourself. You cant give up now" i rubbed her back. She wrapped her arms around my back and squeezed me tight. We stood like this for a good 5 minutes before She sniffed and pulled back from me.

"I need to go for a ride. Give me your keys"

I looked at her like she was crazy.

"Girl, gimme got his neck broke." I snapped. She looked down and laughed.

"Nicki... give me your car keys PLEASE?"

I rolled my eyes and retrieved them from my back jacket pocket. She's lucky i have more than one of these things called cars.

"I know where you're going and what you're going to do.. just promise me you'll be careful" i looked into her eyes.

"I promise. Im just gonna talk to him"

"Ameena.."

"Im just gonna talk to him, Nicki!" She brushed past me, almost making me lose my balance. If she was another bitch on the street i would have beat her ass right here in this hospital corridor. But seeing the condition she was in, imma let her slide.

"Imma slap the fuck outta you, ameena! Rude ass bitch" i shouted after her. I was walking back to raygen's room and was met with the face of her boyfriend jaylen.

"Hi ms nicki"

"Hello, sweetheart. How are you?"

"Just been worried sick about raygen. Is she okay?"

"Oh, there's nothing to worry about she's fine. Come on in... and dont be looking at my booty" i pointed in his face and he laughed nervously.

When i opened the door raygen's face went from joy to anger.

"Why is he here?" She asked dully.

"He came by to see you. What's going on with yall two?" I placed my hand on my hip.

"And where is safaree and sherika?" I asked.

"Rika got a call from lauren so she's gone. And scaff went to the bathroom. Wayne came to visit while you and scaff were gone and roland went back with him."

"Oh okay. Well do you want me to stay with you tonight?"

"No, Nic. Go home and get some rest. I would love if you were here before i wake up though"

"That's not a problem, baby girl. I'll even bring you breakfast" i kissed her on her forehead and told her to have sweet dreams. I grabbed my purse from the chair and threw it over my shoulder.

"Jaylen i want you gone by 11:30 and i mean it" I pointed in his face.

"Yes ms Nicki. Have a nice night" he replied. I smiled at him and exited the room.

Raygen POV

"I want him gone right now.." i mumbled. When Nicki shut the door jaylen came and sat on my bed.

"I see you've changed your shirt. Trying to cover up the evidence?" i rolled my eyes and grabbed my phone replying to some of my messages. I miss my baby zeke. I haven't seen him since we were in school. I kind of miss ireland's fag ass too. I'll give them a call a little later on.

"Raygen im not cheating on you!"

"Bullshit, jaylen! If you're not going to tell me the truth please leave!"

"Baby im not cheating on you!"

"JAYLEN!"

"RAYGEN!"

"JAYLEN!"

"RAYGEN!"

"JUST FUCKING TELL ME THE TRUTH!"

"OKAY MAN, LOOK!" He got up and started pacing the room with his hands behind his head.

"A few weeks ago... i fucked dalia. But it was just a one time thing! She caught feelings and n-now she just wont leave me alone!"

"You're so full of shit, jaylen. I smelled her on you tonight in the restaurant" i laughed. Im not even as mad as i should be. As soon as that scent hit my nose it's like i lost all feelings for him. That bitch dalia sent me to a place of no return.

"Raygen baby, listen. Im sorry i promise it'll never happen again. It's just.. im a man i have needs that you weren't tending to!"

"You're not a man you're a little ass boy jaylen and you need to get your shit together! All you ever think about is pussy and basketball and it's REPULSIVE! God, i hate you. Just please leave. We're done"

"Raygen listen to me. PLEASE it'll never happen again"

"Get OUTTTTTTTT jaylen. Im not gonna tell you again. Just leave me alone. I dont want to see you no more"

He stood staring at me for a few seconds then walked out slamming the door behind him. That wasn't real love anyway. We've only been dating for two months. I shrugged and answered my phone.

"Hey, beautiful" ireland's voice came through the phone.

"Hey, you little flirt" i giggled.

"How you feeling? I miss you"

"Im fine. Just a little thirsty but i'll have my nurse bring me something. And i knowwww. Hearing your voice just made me realize how much i missed you" i pouted.

"Ohhhh, so you miss me? That makes me feel good. Seeing as though i've had a crush on you since like 7th grade"

"I think you kind of turned me with that kiss to be honest. I be looking at bitches asses out of habit now" i told her. She laughed and made this funny noise in the phone.

"Can i come see you tomorrow?" She asked.

"Sure" i told her.

"I have nothing better to do with myself. Maybe you can give me a little treat too" i said in a flirtatious way.

"What you mean by treat? You want me to bring you snacks and shit?"

"Noooooo" i giggled.

"I'll tell you when you get here, silly. I got to go. It's light out" i sighed.

"Okay, cutie. Dream of me cuz i'll be dreaming of you"

"Bye cornball" i laughed and hung up. I got this sudden urge to pee so i sat up in bed and pulled my hospital gown down over my bare body and headed for the bathroom. When i came out i seen my doctor sitting in the chair by my bedside writing something down on his clipboard.

"Oh, hey doc. You could have announced yourself" i climbed back in bed and threw the extra blankets over me that Nicki brought.

"Oh, sorry. I thought it would have been kind of awkward to tell you im here while you were doing your business in the bathroom" he said looking up from his clipboard.

"You could have been a burgularrrrr" i said in this funny voice and laughed.

"Anyway i came in here to talk about your mother, Nicki"

"My mother?" I asked with one eyebrow raised.

"Yes, she is your mother right? She did sign your legal guardian papers"

"Ohhhhh my mother. NICKI MINAJ. Yep, that's my mom. What about her, you say?" I eyed him.

"Well, she's a very beautiful lady and i want to get to know her" he leaned back in the chair and removed his glasses.

"Oh, go to wikipedia i think you'll find everything you want to know there" i say looking at him. He looked at me and laughed.

"No, raygen. I mean i would love to take her out and get to know her. On a date"

"Ummm, doc. Yeah you're assed out on that one. She has a boyfriend and they're madly in love. But you're not the first man whose wanted to take her out."

I say looking down at my nails. Who does he think he is telling me this. I know he's seen them all lovey dovey in the waiting room. Unless they were acting stank towards each other.

"Well, that's cuz she aint never had this lightskin love. She aint never been loved right if it aint come from me" he said. I looked at him with the dead face. Im over him right now.

"Yeah, whatever. She doesn't like lightskins. Especially ones as cocky as you. Why do you think she isn't with drake? You're waisting your time. Are we done here? Im sleepy" i say snuggling up under the covers and turning the tv to martin.

"Yep!" He says standing up and clapping his hands together.

"I'll just see what she says when she gets here tomorrow" he says wiggling his eyebrows before exiting.

"You must not know safaree is from brooklyn. If he sees you talking to his woman your ass is grass. Goodnight doc" i clapped my hands together and the lights went out.

Roland POV

I sat with wayne and twist in his living room, smoking this L and playing 2K.

"Nigga you cheating!" Wayne says reaching over to press buttons on my controller trying to mess me up.

"Nahhhh, you just suck!" I say back.

"Man, whatever. I dont wanna play no more" he threw the controller down and took another pull of the blunt. I shrugged and put mine down as well as twist came back from the kitchen with a few bottles of myx in his hand.

"So what's been going on with yall lil niggas?" Wayne asked.

"Nothing. Just chilling. Been making this paper, ya feel me?" Twist replied. I grabbed a bottle of myx and popped the top.

"My life been kind of hectic. From my bitch ass pops to my moms popping up into my life, to my sister being in the hospital" i say staring at nothing in particular and taking a sip of myx.

"Damn little man. That aint nothing compared to what i've gone through at your age. Getting toya pregnant with reginae, trying to focus on music all while finding out my old lady had breast cancer. This only the beginning for you" wayne said looking at me.

"Yeah. Thanks man."

"No doubt" he said.

"In other news. Are yall little niggas virgins?" He asked. He looked so serious. Twist busted out laughing and i sat there quiet.

"You remember that young money party when you brought them strippers for Nicki's birthday a few years back? One of them took me to the back and rode my brains out. I lost my virginity to stripper, bruh!" He laughed.

"Nigga, that's not funny! You could have something and still dont know it. Them bitches carry all of types of diseases you fucking idiot" wayne said throwing his myx bottle cap at twist.

"You going to get checked out in the morning" he said giving him a stern look.

"You tripping, dog" twist says taking another sip.

"Nah, you tripping DOG. Give me that fucking bottle" wayne stood up to retrieve the bottle from his hands. Twist gave him a dirty look.

"Lil nigga i'll kick your ass and call your mama afterwards. Dont fuck with me." wayne said sitting back down and eating some doritos.

"Now back to you little man" he says referring to me.

"You be fucking?"

"Oh y-yeah man. My dick stay wet" i lied trying to keep a serious face.

"This nigga lying like hell!" Twist and wayne started dying laughing and i joined them. I couldn't even take myself serious.

"You aint got to lie, ro. You a lil pussy when it comes to pussy. When the time comes just make you sure you have protection cuz these hoes aint shit" twist said. I just nodded at him.

"Ewww, yall stink" reginae came down the steps fanning the air in front of her.

"Girl hush. What you need, baby?"

"Just coming to get a bottle of water, daddy" she replied. She looked so good in those shorts. I watched her ass as she jogged back up the steps.

I let out a fake yawn and stretched my arms.

"Welp, im getting tired i think imma head upstairs and get some sleep. It's been a long night." I say getting up heading for the stairs.

"No doubt. Me and twist might crash down here" wayne said. I nodded at him and continued up the stairs. I looked down one more time to see if somebody was coming up before opening reginae's room door and creeping in.

"Roland! What are you doing in here?!" She screamed.

"Shhhh!" I locked her door.

"I just came up to see you, that's all"

"You just seen me while i was downstairs. You can leave now" she says grabbing my arm and trying to lead me out her door. I gently grabbed her arm and backed her up against the wall.

"What are you doing?"

"Can you just be quiet, please?" I placed her hands abover her head.

"Roland why are yo-" i crashed my lips into hers to shut her up. They were so soft. I pulled back and watched her eyes flutter open.

"I like you, nae" i pecked her lips.

"Alot" i say moving down and kissing her jawline.

"I dont know if you feel the same way.. or if your daddy would approve" i kissed her neck.

"Mmm. What daddy doesn't know wont hurt him" she moaned. I stopped and looked at her.

"So you saying you like me?"

"Yes, roland. I've liked you ever since we clicked in that tent at the party. But i also know you have a girlfriend.. and she's white" she twisted her lips and i let out a laugh.

"She's dominican" i laughed looking into her eyes. Footsteps were heard in the hallway and both of our eyes grew wide.

"Oh, shit"

"You have to get out!"

"How the fuck imma leave when somebody in the hallway? Somebody gon' catch me!" I whispered.

"Well you have to hide! Get under the bed!"

I let her arms go and did as told. She unlocked her door and ran and jumped on her bed, getting under her covers and grabbing a book.

"Uhh.. reginae. I cant fit under here!" As soon as those words left my mouth her door opened. My heart pounded.

"Boy what the fuck you doing in here?" Wayned asked.

"Caught it!" I yelled. I wiggled from under her bed and clamped my hand closed.

"Reginae called me in here to come catch this bug for her but i got it now so imma leave goodnight yall" i rushed. Reginae smiled at me before i exited her room. I let out a breath before entering my room and removing my shirt, getting under my covers.

"That was close.."

Ameena POV

"Joshua, no more!" I yelled in frustration. As soon as i revealed my face at his door he grabbed me and started kissing me. His breath reaked of alcohol.

"I know baby you just looking soooo good. Let's do it just like old times. Remember we fucked in your mom's garage for our first time?" He grabbed my waist and started kissing on my neck.

"Stop it!" I shoved him off of me.

"God, what is wrong with you?! How did you let yourself go like this?!"

He stood staring at me with bloodshot red eyes. This is not the man i fell in love with 17 years ago. He's a monster.

"Dont you know you just put your daughter in the hospital?"

"All i did was throw her little ass on the ground. Why is she in the hospital? She's always been over dramatic. Jyst like her mother" He grabbed his bottle of vodka and stumbled over to the couch.

"And you think that's okay?! Joshua that's your fucking daughter we're talking about here! What makes you think it's alright for your to put your hands on her in that manner?!"

He still was giving me this blank stare. Hm, okay. I walked into his kitchen and grabbed a fork from that was sitting on his counter and placed it firmly in my hands.

"The hell you about to do with that? You hungry?"

"Naw, baby. I like the way it looks, that's all. It's pretty" i say.

"Fucking weirdo" he laid his head back on his couch and threw the bottle he was drinking. I jumped when it hit his table and broke, some of the alcohol splashing on me. I made my way over to him and slowly straddled his lap. I placed my hands on his neck and made him look at me. I pecked his lips and looked into his eyes.

"What happened to you, baby?"

"When you left me... my world came crashing down" his eyes started to get glossy.

"I couldn't provide for my kids, joshua" i said breaking down into his arms.

"I was too sick. I didn't want my babies to see me like that. I was on my death bed for christ sake! But look at them now, all grown and shit. Roland is about to be 18!" I wiped my tears and remembered why i was here. He let his hands rest on my lower back. I forgot how good his touch made me feel. I swallowed hard and stood up to stand behind him.

Feeling my back pocket for the fork. I begin to rub his shoulders.

"So.. a few months back.. what happened with you and raygen?" I ask.

"Aw that feels good, baby" he groaned.

"What happened with you and raygen, joshua? Did you touch my daughter?"

"What? Your daughter touched me. That little hoe got her nipples pierced, thinking she grown and shit! So i taught her a lesson."

"By doing what?!"

"I was finna fuck her in the butt before that scrawny ass son of yours came and threw me off! He's always tryna be the fucking hero. Dumb ass kids"

I grabbed the fork from my back pocket and stabbed him in his neck. As he screamed in pain i took out my phone and dialed 911.

He pulled the fork out and i stood scared watching as he tried to stop the blood from pouring out his neck.

"Im drunk, baby. I cant feel a thing" he laughed.

I grabbed my keys from the floor and ran out the door slamming it behind me. I tried to put my keys in the ignition but my hands were shaking like crazy. I seen joshua through the open shades trying to stumble his feet, knocking all of his appliances over in the process. We made eye contact when my headlights beamed through his window. I broke down crying.

"911, what's your emergency?"

"I.. i-i um.. there's an intruder in my home! And th-there's alot of b-blood! I escaped but he's still there! Please h-help! I need the police!"