Thursday, July 31, 2014

catching feelings pt. 1

                        Raygen POV
                                                
I checked on daddy before ro drove us to school. I dont know what his problem has been lately, but I been hearing him stumbling in the house around 3 am for the past few nights. I cracked his door enough to see him sprawled out all over the bed. I let myself in & grabbed the trash can that sat in the corner of his bedroom, & placed it by his bed. I knew he had been drinking. I kissed his forhead before walking out & silently closing his room door back.

                       Roland POV    

I sat outside in my new jeep wrangler that I got for my birthday, waiting on ray's slow ass. Girls, bruh. I was tempted to blow the horn but I aint wanna take no chances of waking my pops up. He seemed like he had some rage built up in him lately. Probably cuz his team is suffering from a few losses, but they'll be aight. We number one in the nation, baby. I retrieved my phone from my front pocket and decided to reply to some of my hoes. I chuckled out loud at this one message that read. "Cant wait to give you some top" I shook my head and replied.

"Me either, ma. You know I like it sloppy, right? Crazy gagging and all... see you friday after my game" I put my phone away when I seen ray flip her hair over her shoulder as she walked out the house. My sis was a conceited mess, but she truly has a reason to be. Hell, we both do. I started the engine and was finna put my seatbelt on when I seen her putting Nicki's "Pink Friday" CD in. That's bae and all, but we listen to this shit every morning.

"Hell no." I pressed the eject button and looked over at her, awaiting her reaction. She went from 0 to 100 everytime.

"Boy whatchu mean, no?!"

"Cuz, ray, man. We listen to this shit every morning!"

"No the fuck we dont! And I dont recall having some shit to say when you wanna play every 'dedication' mixtape, now do I?" I wrinkled my eyebrows at her seeing as though she was right.

"Yeah you right, we still not listening to nicki tho"

She sucked her teeth and slammed her back against the passenger seat.

"Ugh! Punk ass. Turn on the fucking radio"

"Chill, B"

"Shut the fuck up and drive. You dont have permission to talk to me" she crossed her arms and looked out the window. I sucked my teeth.

"Girl, please. You love me" I puckered my lips at her.

"Fuck you"

I laughed.

"Oh aight." I pressed the "FM" button as the radio switched back over. Her eyes lit up as "pills and potions" blasted thru my speakers. Hoah, boy. She danced along to the music in her seat.

"Imma forgive, I wont forget, but imma dead the issue" she directed toward me and shoved my head. I swerved on the road which caused her to hit her elbow against the side door.

"Ow, you piece of shit!"

I laughed and tried to duck while she tried to swing at me again.

"Aye, girl! You blatantly disrespected me. Dont ever nudge a nigga head while he driving. That could get you popped"

"What you know bout getting popped? Ooo, I swear I could kill yo yellow ass sometimes." She stated. She rubbed her elbow and looked out the window. She tried her best to look hurt.

"Nigga, you yellow too. Dont forget we look just alike" I swerved again on purpose.

Raygen POV

Me and ro pounded fist as we usually did each morning before we went our separate ways when we arrived on campus. I hate him so much. Im yellow ass hell, so it's just a bright red mark chilling on my elbow. Imma get him back, watch.

I seen my boo zeke walking my way so we could walk to 1st period together, as usual. I swear he is the most adorable gay boy I ever laid eyes on. He is even more feminine than me, to be honest, which is kinda scary. But ratchet as ever too. My Puerto rican princess.

"Hey bitch" he greeted. I giggled.

"Hola papi"

"I seen your girlfriend earlier in the courtyard" he smirked at me and started to peel the wrapper off his cherry blow pop. He stuck it in his mouth. I dead faced him.

"Dont even try to play me like that, Z. You know im strictly dickly. Im not understanding why she made her number one victim" I whined.

"It's because you're fucking sexy, mami! If I was straight and your dude, I would never let you leave my bed cuz my dick would be resting in your pussy 24/7" I gasped as I reached over and shoved his shoulder. I let out a loud cackle.

"I cant with you. I can tell you're gay cuz that's one of the most corniest sex reads I have ever heard"

"Whatever. It's true"

"Oop! Speaking of the devil" he twirled his blowpop in his mouth before taking it out and pointing north to see the dyke bitch coming our way.

"See... this is the part where I rush off and tell you to behave yourself. You know I cant stand this hoe so im not even gonna stick around and try to bite my tongue"

"Wha?! Z, no. You have to stay and protect me. She might take me under one of the bleachers and feel up on my goods." I frowned. I seen him roll his eyes.

"Girl, bye. You know how to handle your own. See you in class mami" before I could protest any further he was already scurrying away. Fucking fruitcake. I rolled my eyes as my nostrils were immediately greeted with some strong ass cologne. This bitch really thought she was a nigga.

"Sup, ray?" She licked her lips and looked me up and down.

"You looking beautiful, as always" she leaned over me and placed her hand on the first row of lockers. Trapping me in between her and them. I huffed. Here we go.

"Hey ireland and preciate it"

"You know you my baby, right?"

"You know I like dick, right?"

She chuckled.

"Babygirl, when im thru with you, you gon' be walking like you just received some dick. I can turn your little ass out. Trust" I kinda shivered at her comment. She turned me on just a tad bit. I bit down on my lip. Im not even gon' front. She is pretty cute and she can dress. If I played for the other team, she would be mine.

"Move before im late"

"Gimme my kiss first"

"You musta lost yo everlasting mind, and the funny part is you said "my" kiss as if my lips were apart of your property. Move, please." She sucked her teeth.

"They are my property" she leaned in closer to me and licked her lips again. Her breath smelled like peppermint. Jesus, be with me.

Dalia POV

As I was cruising the halls of aragon high school, I noticed ireland had my girl raygen trapped between some lockers. I laughed just knowing she needed somebody to step foot and be her hero. I reached in my purse and pulled out a twix before putting my plan into action. I whipped my head in the other direction of the corridor and seen principal blake marching his happy ass my way. BINGO!

"RAPE! RAPE! AYO, PRINCIPAL BLAKE!" I shouted pointing in their direction. He looked so confused as to what was going on, but he eventually caught on. Ireland looked as if she had pissed her pants. The look on her face was priceless, bruh! Raygen was doubled over in laughter as her books slipped from her grasp. Ireland turned to me.

"Man whatchu do that for?!" She said coming towards me. I took this as a challenge seeing that this hoe wanted to scrap. I grabbed my scrunchy off my wrist and put some of my box braids up. I put my hand on my hip as she approached me. I looked to my right and principal blake was still a good 40 feet away.

"Fuck you all up in my bestie grill for, ireland? You know she aint feeling you and she's too nice to tell you to fuck off, obviously. So I advise you stay away from her or you'll be seeing a lot more of me"

"Bit-"

"Hey! Enough! Both of you get to class before I give yall 2 days of ISS. And Ireland, if I ever see you lay another hand on Ms. Raygen, it's an automatic suspension. You got that?"

"That sh-... I mean. Blake you not that's not even fair"

"I dont care. I didn't grow up in a fair community and neither will you.. Do I make myself clear?"

"Yes sir" ireland gave me the dirtiest look possible and turned to walk off.

Raygen POV

Dalia walked over to help me pick up my books. This has been my girl since 5th grade and she never gave me any reason to doubt her trust.

"Thanks, boo. You know I love you right?" I pouted as I put my head on her shoulder. We started to walk to class.

"Mhmm no need to thank me. Just know you owe me" I smiled and pecked her cheek before hearing a tune on my phone go off, indicating that I received an email.

"Ooo, bitch! I got some tea to spill at lunch about my date with quan!" I nodded my head indicating that I understood, but I really wasn't paying her any attention because I had my nose in my phone.

As we walked in chemistry I batted my eyes at one of the comments under me and ro's video. I said hey to a few people then took my seat in the back of the class. I sat my book bag on the side of me and looked at my phone again.

"What's up? It's SB, Nicki's bestfriend. But im pretty sure I dont have to introduce myself cuz everybody knows who I am. Anyway, me and Nicki watched yall video and we was wondering if we could meet up over lunch and talk about a few things?"

I laughed at it and replied under his comment

"Yeah, right."

This isn't the first time somebody tried to pretend to be Nicki's team and contact me. Usually just some pedophile. And meet up over lunch? Yeah, I think I'll pass. Gon' try to give me the address to some dark alley. I cringed at the thought and decided to screenshot the comment and sent it to ro.

I broke my gaze on my phone and looked up because somebody cleared their throat at me. There stood before me was a beautiful, brown skin, tall luscious looking nigga.

"This seat taken, lil mama?"

"Well, hellooooooooo" I said dragging the O. I put my arm on my desk and let my head rest on my hand. He laughed a bit showing his perfect white teeth. God, he is gorgeous.

"What?"

"I mean... nah, no one is sitting here"

"Thanks" he smirked at me and sat down.

Safaree POV

I jogged upstairs to take a shower and clear my head a bit. As I let the water beat against my body, I thought about Nicki and how perfect she was. Besides my moms, she was the only woman who could get on my softside. I shook my head at her spoiled ass, she could always get what she wanted. Her voice was like music to my ears. Her soft hands made a nigga bout go weak in the knees. Am I gay for saying that? And dont get me started on her perfect shape. I would love to have her pinned under me, screaming my name over and over while she came on my dick. But that's a story for another time.

Man, I really like Nicki. And yes more than a friend, but just dont know how to tell her. She would probably laugh and tell me to get out of her face and that I play too much. I'll be crushed. But im never one to back down from what I want, so Imma put my plan into action later on.

I hopped out the shower and decided to throw on a black polo tank that showed off my muscles, some bandana shorts and a pair of lebrons. I threw on a few chains and a black fitted. I stopped in front of my full length mirror and did a jail house pose. I stroked my goatee flashed a smile showing my grill.

"Im icey, nigga. I stay shittin' on all you bitch ass niggas" I grabbed a pack of starburst off my dresser and headed out the room to see Nicki with her hand over mouth giggling. I sucked my teeth and popped a red starburst in her mouth.

"So you spying onna coon now?"

Nicki POV

I hopped out the shower and decided I wanted to be basic today. I lotioned down my body and put on some black yoga pants and a black long sleeve. I walked out the room to make sure safaree did what I asked him to when I seen him talking nonsense to himself in the mirror. I put my hand over my mouth and tried my hardest not to laugh.

"So you spying onna coon now?" He popped a starburst in his mouth. I dead faced him.

"Nigga, this my house. I can do whatever I want. If I wanted to I'll take yo door off the hinges" I put my hand on my hip and shifted all my weight on to my right leg. He came towards me and pushed me back against the wall a bit with his torso.

"So you telling me...." he popped another starburst in his mouth and placed his hand on the wall behind me.

"That I..." he put his face in my neck. I inhaled some of his polo cologne and my knees bucked. he placed his other hand on my lower back and pulled me closer to him and off the wall. Oh my god, what is he doing?

"Dont be helping you pay bills around this bitch?" I parted my lips to speak but nothing came out. He placed a wet kiss on the side of my neck and I tried not to moan.

"Saf-"

"Huh? Is that whatchu saying, Nic?" He interrupted. He placed too more soft kisses on my neck and gripped my back tighter, causing me to moan softly.

"N-N-No that's not what im saying at all" he pulled back from my neck and hovered over my face. For some reason I was hoping that he kissed me, but he flashed a smile instead. The fuck?

"That's what I thought, lil girl" he let go off me and popped another starburst, heading downstairs. I let my mouth drop as he seen him walk away.

"Fuck you, safaree!" I frowned and followed behind him. My mind was racing a million miles a minute. Why was he starting to look so good to me all of a sudden? Why did I want him to kiss me? Why did he think it was okay to be kissing on me?..... Am I catching feelings for safaree? I paused all movement.

"No, I cant be. Me and SB would never work and im not gonna question myself about it anymore." I semi whispered.

"What was that, Nic?"

Shit! Why do I always have to think aloud?

"Oh, um nothing. Did you contact them?" I sat down on the sofa criss cross apple sauce. And brushed a piece of hair behind my ear.

"Ya, lemme see if she hit me back. It's onpy 12:30 so you know they got class" I nodded my head.

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Okay yall I stopped here because I kinda ran outta ideas, but imma post part 2 tomorrow. I swear I been writing this all day and it dont seem to be getting any longer.

*sigamese twins* anyway, give me feedback. part 2 and visuals tomorrow.

Wednesday, July 30, 2014

1

*UH, How imma come on it? I just come on it. Another bitch, why would you put a bum on it? Special Olympics, imma go dumb on it. No bike tricks, but imma stunt on it.*
 
- Nicki Minaj's "ROCKSTAR" verse blastes through my pink beat's pill. Ya see, I could never wake up like a normal person with a regular alarm tune playing on my phone because I always drift off into a deep sleep. Every night. Dont ask. Daddy & Roland hates it because it wakes them up too. But hell, we all got the same schedule so wake yall asses up. Roland is my older brother. Nigga think he can boss me around just cuz he's ONE year older than me. Please. Imma end up poppin' him in those big ass lips of his one day. Everybody we come across thinks we're twins cuz we look EXACTLY alike.
 
But truth is we're a year apart. Im 16, he's 17. We're both juniors in high school and we'll be graduating together. Pretty dope, right? Only exception for me is that I started kindergarten when I was 4. Daddy never really told me why. Anyway, me and bro have style for days, you'll never catch us slipping. I got niggas lined up around the corner and he got bitches. Im never really the one to brag, or the cocky type, but it is what it is. *shrugs* I have curves in all the right places, c- cup breast, fat ass, and of course a pretty face.
 
I love Nicki Minaj with a passion. I swear that's my bestfriend in my head... Anybody pop off at the mouth about her around me and all hell breaks loose. I mean, living in cali you woulda thought we would have bumped into each other in a shopping center, right? But seeing as though in a past interview she mentioned she did most of her shopping online. Anyway, daddy coaches the San Francisco 49ers, so money was never really a problem for us. Even though I know not a single thing about football, it's pretty cool being on the big field surrounded by all those sexy football players. My, oh, my. But bro loves it.
 
Im captain of the cheer squad so of course these females have more than one reason to hate on me. I mean, I must be doing something right...... mama walked out on the family when I was around 3. I hate her so much to the point where if I was to ever come be in contact with her presence again I'll punch her dead in her nose. Yeah, I know that's the woman who birthed me and I should respect her by any means. Blah blah blah. But her leaving really hurt me to the core. Daddy doesn't know how to fully raise me into a woman.
 
I thought men were known for walking out on their families. Deadbeats. But, I guess that's an unfortunate topic. Anyway, you'll learn more about me later on. I should get dressed before im late for this hell hole known as school.
 
I threw the covers off my body and turned the volume down a few notches on my phone before roland decides to bust (pauz) in my room with some slick shit to say. I roll my eyes just thinking about having to hear one of his rants today. I headed to the bathroom to do my daily routine.
I grabbed my pink rag off my bath rack and ran it under scorching hot water. As I let the rag rest on my face for about 10 seconds, then removed it, I scanned over my natural beauty. I bit down on my lip thinking about hoe much I looked like mama because I didn't really have it in the bag with daddy. Roland does tho. I brushed my teeth and stopped in front of my closet deciding on what I was gonna put on for the day. I walked to the back of my closest really contemplating....
I decided on my floral print tube top and a pair of baggy cargo shorts. I'll wand my hair when im finished.
 
                                            Roland POV
*Pussy ass nigga stop hating. Lil tunechi got dat fire, and these hoes love me like satan, mannnn. Yeah, fuck wit me and get bodied, and all she is dick. She's onna strict diet, that's my baby*
 
I woke up bobbing my head to the music. Lil wayne is raw as fuck. That's my nigga. Drake something straight too. I threw my legs off the side of my bed and rubbed the sleep outta my eyes. This waking up early shit is hell, I cant wait til summer break, man. I lazily walked over to my closet and ran my hand over my face. I let out a breath. What to wear, what to wear. I walked to the back of my walk-in really contemplating.
 
I decided on a navy blue nike shirt, ripped acid washed jeans, white nike socks, blue and white jays, and a NY fitted. It's the last week of school, so you know me and sis gotta be on our A game with style... Raygen id my main nigga. If nobody else got my back, I know she do. And I got hers. No doubt about it.
 
I walked into my bathroom and looked over my scrufft face. I ran my hand thru my rough curls and let out a loud sigh.
"Fuck am I gonna do with all this hair?" I thought to myself. I hated that long, thick, hair ran in the family cuz my shit went down my back. I really be having no clue what to do with it. I meab, I go with raygen every other week to get a trim but I really dont be seeing the difference.
I wonder how long my mama's hair is. I know we got the from her side of the family, because I know for a fact we didn't get it from my pops. I knew she was pretty by the pictures pops used to show us, and ray (raygen) looks just like her. I shook my head at the thought of her.
 
After I finished my hygiene routine I tugged at my basketball shorts and walked out my bathroom. Being the team captain of my basketball team at Aragon high school, I gotta keep my head straight. Lot of people depending on me, yo.
                                                  No POV
As raygen finished wanding her hair, she stepped over to her vanity and applied some mascara and a coat of lipgloss to her full lips. She then grabbed her 'ONIKA' Perfume by Nicki Minaj and sprayed it about 20 times in the air, then stepped into it. When she reached her neck, her eyes rolled to the back of her head. She sighed.
 
"Smells so damn good..." she semi whispered.
Roland stood at the crack of her door no longer being able to hold in his laugh. Scaring raygen in the process. She dropped the perfume on her toe as she tried to see who was creeping at her door.
 
"Ouchhhh! Shit, roland!" She reached down to grab her foot, bouncing backwards on one leg and tripping over her carpet. Roland laughed hysterically trying to find the strength to go and help her up.
 
                                        Raygen POV
My toe hurts like fuck! Damn! I dont know why Nicki even had the audiacity to make these bottles so heavy. I glared at ro (roland) as he was coming towards me.
 
"Dont. Fucking. Touch. Me." I said through gritted teeth and swatted his hand away. He sucked his teeth.
 
"Chill, sis" he reached his hand out to me again.
"Nah you 'chill' bro" I rolled my eyes and grabbed his hand anyway because I do need help getting up off this damn floor. I hate his ass. He helped me sit on my bed.
 
"Grab my shoes out my closet" I demanded. He looked at me like I was a gay nigga tryna touch his peen. He started to walk out my room.
"Nah, you good" I raised my eyebrow.
 
"Oh, im 'good' huh? Hmm, okay. We'll see who's really 'good' when I dont make you omelet,  nigga." I pushed myself off the bed. Ro whipped his head around so fast I thought it was gonna do a 360 spin. He rushed back over to me.
 
"Okay nah, chill chill chill, ray" he roughly pushed me back on my bed. I giggled.
"Which one's?"
 
"My white roshe runs" I said while pointinh to my closet. He's such a sucker when it comes to food. I shook my head as he came back out my closest with the right shoes. He even bent down and put them on for me. I smirked.
As he was finished tying them, I patted his head.
 
"Good boooooooyyy" I snickered. He mean mugged me and shoved my hand away as he got up to fix his clothes.
 
"Fuck outta here with all that" he jumped up and smacked the board above my bedroom door before exiting. He turned around and gave me a cheesy smile.
 
"I still want my omelet." He said. I flicked him off and got up to retrieve my cheer bag.
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                                           Nicki POV
I was sitting at the island in my kitchen with my mac infront of me, going through my emails. One in particular with the subject reading "YO!!!!!" Stood out to me, so I clicked on it. It was a youtube link from baby, telling me I should look at it ASAP. I shook my head at his dramatics and clicked on the link. A pretty light skin girl with long hair and a cute light skin boy, who im assuming was her twin brother, appeared on my screen. They were dressed as me and rapping our "sunshine" verse. I giggled as I turned the volume up on my computer before leaning back into my chair.
 
"I'll make them girls jump like im criss-cross" the girl grabbed a jump rope off her her bed and started doing a double dutch routine, as the boy was in a squat position cheering her on and blowing a whistle. I threw my head back laughing hysterically.
 
"Yo, I really cant." I wiped a tear that manged to escape.
"Safaree, come here!" I yelled. I knew he was in our home gym because I could hear weights hitting the ground all morning. A few seconds later SB appeared in the kitchen. As he opened the refrigerator to grab a water, I stared at his chiseled back, which was dripping in sweat, and bit down on my lip. As he turned around, me and his 6pack had a stare down and I instantly became wet. I looked down between my legs shocked.
"What the hell?" I said outloud, not really meaning to.
 
"Wassup?" Safaree said, now leaning over me trying yo get a glance at what was on my computer screen.
"Oh, I, um... wanted you to look at this" I leaned up and started the video over.
 
"And get away from me you stinky boy" I swatted the air in front of my nose. He sucked his teeth.
 
"Man, whatever." He grabbed the towel that was resting around his shoulders and dabbed the sweat off his forhead. I let out a giggle.
About 2 minutes in the video we were both nearly on the floor in laughter, then we noticed something. As I rewinded the video back and let it play I noticed they threw their own little freestyle in there.
 
"Yo, that was hot!" Safaree interrupted. I chewed down on my lip and leaned back in my chair again.
 
"Yeah, it really fucking was." I placed two fingers on my chin and made a beat on the island with my fist. I scrolled down to the comments sections and clicked on on the girl's youtube channel to see that she did quite a few covers to my songs. She was def a barb. Her name was raygen. Raygen collins.
 
"Hmmm... her profile says she's only 16 which means she's still in school. Safaree, find a way to get in touch with them for me."
He sucked his teeth.
 
"Boy..." I pointed my finger in his face.
"Why I gotta do it?"
"Because I asked you to." I raised my eyebrow.
"That dont mean sh-"
"Faree, please?" I gave him my best puppy dog face. He leaned his head back and let out a loud sigh. He leaned over the island and jerked my laptop his way. I hit him in his chest.
"Dont break my shit, safaree!" He sucked his teeth again.
"Like it's a problem for you to buy a new one. Yeah, whatever."
I rolled my eyes at him being mad and stood from the chair at the island.
 
                                         Safaree POV
Before nicki went upstairs she came up behind me and wrapped her arms around my neck from behind me, seeing as the position I was in leaning over the island. She gave me a kiss on my cheek.
 
"Thanks, babyboy" she said in the most sweetest tone I ever heard. I turned my head in her direction and gave her body a once over, licking my lips in the process. She had on some fuzzy zebra pajama shorts and a white tank top. Her hair was in high ponytail. Boy, did her natural beauty look good. She smelled good as hell too, boyt had a nigga mesmerized.
 
"You're welcome"
She smiled as she let go of my neck and turned around to go upstairs. My eyes traveled to her add as she walked up each step slowly, making me go into a trance. She added a extra little bounce which made it jiggle. I swear she was doing this shit on purpose. I shook my head.
"That's ya bestfriend, nig. Calm it." I let out a sigh before making a youtube account and leaving a comment under this raygen girl's video.
 
 
 
 
 
so what yall think? what it too short? what do yall think of raygen and roland? give me feeback. please. (: *smiles*
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raygen
 
 
what she wore
 
 
 
roland (and the outfit he wore)
 
 
 
josh (their dad)
 
 
 
nicki
 
 
safaree