Rejection

Safaree POV

I just got a call from raygen's school about her getting into a fight. I dont know what that's all about but im about to go see what's up. I guess she asked him not to call Nicki but I dont blame her. She treats these kids like they're her own and all hell would break lose.

As I parked and got out I seen a fine ass honey with some leggings and heels on. I dont really do darkskin girls, but she was pretty cute. She aint got that much ass, but she about a 7 in the face. I pulled up my pants and power walked catching up to her.

"Excuse me. Is this yours?" I pulled a dollar out my pocket on the sly.

"Oh, no. But I'll take it" she laughed and grabbed it from my hand placing it in her purse.

"What's up? Im safaree"

"Im draya" she smiled.

"Hey, you have a pretty smile"

"Well thank you, safaree. Yours is not so bad either" she blushed.

"Well, ya know" I popped my collar.

"You're silly. So why are you here?"

"Uh my little sister got into fight so im here to see what happened"

"Really? My daughter got into a fight too.... oh gosh. You dont think?" She asked. I just shook my head.

"I guess we'll be finding out" I opened the double doors for her and walked in afterwards. My phone vibrated in my pocket and Nicki's face popped up on my screen indicating that she was calling. The picture was from when we were in new york visting the fam. It was after her and micaiah had a pillow fight and her hair was all over head, laying down all out of breath. She had on a white beater and basketball shorts looking as sexy as ever. I pressed ignore and sighed. She dont want me. I gotta get over her some how.

When we walked down the halls I seen how the teenagers dressed these days. It's reallll different from back in the day. Now, everything is extra tight. Skinny jeans, muscle shirts. Back then niggas kept it baggy. Dont want ya meat to make an appearance.

"Ahh.. mr. Samuels. Good to see you again" mr. Blake smiled and shook my hand.

"You too, sir." I wiped my hand cuz this nigga palm was sweating buckets.

"And mrs. Meanings. You're here like every other week but it's good to see you as well" he chuckled. She just smiled.

"So. Raygen and dalia seemed to have got into a little altercation.." I interrupted him with a laugh. Why he couldn't just say a fight?

"Something funny?"

"Nah, carry on" he gave me a look and continued.

"Like I was saying. Dalia is the one who started the little altercation by pulling raygen's hair. I wasn't told what raygen did afterwards but she seemed to have broken poor dalia's nose. Would you like to press charges, draya?"

"Hell yeah!" She shot up from her seat.

"Where is my baby?! I want raygen expelled!"

"Woah, woah, woahhhh..." I interrupted.

"Now im sure what raygen did, there was a very good explanation for it. Seeing that your daughter started the fight. Plus she cant be expelled, it's the last day so you need to chill" I said.

"I guess you're right" she rubbed her temples and sat back down.

"Now, dalia should be in the nurse's office and I dont know where raygen is. She stormed off after I told her she couldn't cheer in tonight's game"

"Hold the hell on... why not?"

"I dont allow this type of behavior in my school, mr samuels."

"Okay, and? Im pretty sure it wont happen again but she's been talking about this game all week. Yeah fighting is not the best way to solve problems, but why would you take away what's most important to her?"

"It's called consequences.."

"Yo, you gon' stop talking to me like im stupid or something... you know what? Whatever, man. Thanks for your time" I walked out of his bitch ass office, going to find raygen.

"Hey! Aren't you... nicki minaj's boyfriend?" This pretty little white girl asked me. I chuckled.

"Sadly, nah. Bestfriend. Why wassup?"

"Oh, sorry! You must be looking for raygen? Im her bestfriend jada. I'll bring you to her" she grabbed my hand and led me towards what im assuming was the gym. I seen raygen sitting on the bleachers with her head resting in her hand, watching roland practice.

"What's up, little one?" I sat next to her.

"Scaff! What are you doing here?" She hugged me around my side.

"Gotta call from that bitch nigga blake about you fighting. So glad that this is yall last day, we finna have mad fun over the summer, kid!"

"Wait... so you're not mad?"

"Not exactly cuz I know that girl did something to piss you off. Is that blood on your shirt?" I pointed. She looked down.

"Ugh. Ew, yes! Please dont tell nicki about this"

"Oh im not, because you are"

"What?! Why?!"

"Because it's something she should know. Yall are becoming closer and she wants to know if she can fully trust you."

"Scafffffff" she frowned.

"Ray..." I gave her a look.

"Fine. After we audition I'll tell her"

"Aight, cool. You nervous?"

"As heck! But I know I can sing better than shanelle so I should be good" she shrugged. I laughed.

"Ah that's fucked up"

"It's true! But please take me back to the house so I can get outta these clothes, then come back to support my brother"

"Aight. Let's go little one. Yo, ro! See you tonight"

"Word, beezy!" He shot a 3 pointer and made it.

"You are such a show off, bro." Raygen shook her head.

Nicki POV

"Why this nigga not answering my calls" I threw my phone on the table.

"What do you expect? You shut that man downnnnn" sherika said.

"Yeah I know and I feel horrible now. I miss him it's been 4 hours" I pouted.

"Awww, he should be home soon" sherika said half not listening. She was shopping online. The doorbell rang and I got up to get it. There was raygen standing there with her hair all over her head and a semi ripped shirt.

"What happened to you?" I asked. My eyes wandered to SB who was about to back out the driveway.

"I will tell you later, Nic"

"Yeah alright. Go inside and sit with sherika for a minute" I rushed her in.

"Safaree!" I yelled. He acted like he didn't hear me and continued backing out. I grabbed a rock out of my garden and threw it at his window. He stopped immediately and got out of his car to examine it. He didn't play about his precious little cars.

"What the fuck is your problem, yo?!"

"I know you heard me calling you, safaree! Where are you going?"

"None of your damn business" he ran his thumb over the scratch the rock made and got back in his car. I walked up to it.

"I dont deserve to be treated like this, safaree!" I put my hand on my hip.

"Ha! And I do? You got some nerve.."

"What is that supposed to mean?"

"Nothing. Look, I'll see you later" he sped off. I watched his car until it was out of sight and counted to 10 to control my breathing. When I walked back in the house I heard raygen and sherika laughing. I sat down at the island.

"Raygen, tell me what happened at school.." I tried to say as calm as possible. When she turned to look at me her face went from joy to fear.

"I g-got into a fight"

"With who?"

"Dalia.." she sighed.

"She's the biggest hoe in school, she doesn't know how to keep secrets & she said fuck me so I lost it" she played with her fingers.

"Oh. That's fucked up. I hope you won" I scratched the back of my neck. Her eyes got wide.

"Ofcourse! But hold on... so you're not mad either?" She asked.

"Girl, hell no. I would have beat her ass too. I told you you remind me of a younger me"

"Wow. Daddy would be pissed"

"Yeah speaking of him... you should press charges raygen. It's your decision but you need to do the right thing, babe"

"I know and I've decided that im gonna do it. My cheek still hurts" she touched her cheek and frowned.

"Aww, baby. I'll stop and get you some cream for it on the way out. But you're father is gonna be in jail the whole summer. Are you aware?"

"I honestly dont even care anymore, nicki. As long as I get to stay with you im gucci"

"Great, cuz that's the plan." I smiled.

"Now go upstairs and get cleaned up. After the game were going to see wayne so please dress nice."

"Nicki... I always dress nice. Zont zo it" she flipped her hair over her shoulder and walked upstairs. Sherika laughed.

"What happened out there, Nic?" Rika asked.

"Nigga done lost his everlasting mind. That's what"

"We heard yall yelling. Raygen said it was probably over something stupid so that's why we was laughing when you came in. You straight tho?"

"No, rika" I frowned.

"I just have this feeling that.... that I should apol-apol-apol-"

"The fuck is wrong with you? Spit it out"

"Apologize!" I semi yelled, then swallowed.

"Oh, lord. Nicki you only apologize to a nigga during sex" my mouth dropped.

"That is so not true!" I threw my head back laughing.

"Deadass. But you gotta do what you gotta do, boo. Get your man back" I sighed and bit my bottom lip. We'll talk about it later.

I took my phone out my pocket and facetimed my mom. When her face popped up on my screen I smiled instantly.

"Hi mommy"

"Hi, onika. How are you?"

"I would lie if I said I was fine." I sighed and put my phone up against the sugar bowl on the table so I wouldn't have to hold it anymore.

"Talk to me, baby."

"Safaree is in love with me"

"Oh, baby. Everybody knows that" she chuckled.

"Yeah everybody except me and now I feel like crap for turning him down. He's not even talking to me, mom" I placed my head on my hand.

"Well you do know how stubborn you can be. Nicki you know in the back of your mind you have a special place in your heart for that big headed boy ever since you met him, you just haven't figured out how to push it to the front. That's how I was with your father at first, now look at us" she smiled like she was reminiscing.

"Why are you always right?" I made a stank face at her and she laughed.

"Well, ya know how I do" she popped her imaginary collar.

"Oh god, mom please"

Raygen came downstairs looking almost as cute as me. She came behind me and wrapped her arms around my neck and gasped when she seen my mom.

"Hi mama carol!"

"Hi, sweetie! How has my girl been?"

"Im fine, mama. Just living, ya know. I cant wait to see you guys!"

"We cant wait to see you either, baby just a few more weeks. Give roland a kiss for me I gotta go. Nicki, I love you. Call me later. Muah" she ended the call before I even got to say anything.

"Well okay then..."

"Rika do me a favor. Call safaree, then let me speak to him"

"Im not finna get in yall mess, Nicki" she threw me her phone.

"Now leave me the hell alone. Im tryna find a new design to add to YOUR collection"

"Collection?" Raygen asked.

"You know I appreciate you right? Raygen go make you something to eat, I'll be in the back" I walked Into the study and shut the door. I sat criss cross apple sauce on the leather couch and dialed his number. He picked up on the 4th ring.

"Waddup, sis?"

"Wow, safaree..."

"Nicki? The fuck you want girl"

"Who the fuck do you think you're talking to?! Im not one of your little hoes, safaree! Why are you treating me like this?!"

"Rejection fucks me up in more than one way, onika! This isn't the first time you have done this to me and I know it wont be the last. So I should move on right? Right. And that's what im gonna do. Im moving out"

"What? Safaree please just talk to me, I hate when you yell at me" my voice cracked. He sighed.

"Man, look. I'll see you at wayne's. If you wanna talk, that's what were gonna do." He hung up. I just threw the phone on the couch and let out a scream.

Roland POV

"Aye man, so I gotta tell you something" jaylen told me. After sipping some of my water I twisted the top back on already knowing what he was finna say.

"You dating my sister?" I asked looking straight ahead.

"Yeah. I really like her, ro. She's different from all these other chicks and after today I feel like she can trust me."

I grabbed the hem of his white beater and jerked him towards me.

"Hurt my little sister and imma fuck you up" I said looking into his eyes.

"Damn nigga, this is actually the first time I've been scared of you" he jerked me off of him and laughed.

"Im serious man. My lil sis is my world, she's all I got. Bitch ass pops done already got her fucked up in the head" I sighed.

"I promise to you. You my fucking brother, dude. I would never do anything to hurt my girl" I just nodded and looked straight ahead cuz I aint wanna get emotional.

"So I seen you and my sis talking the other day. You like her?" He asked opening a twix.

"Who ya sis?"

"So you telling me you aint know jada wilcox was my sister?"

"Oh shit... nigga I aint know her last name! But yeah she cute, im crushing."

"Mhmm that's what's up. Maybe can go on double dates and do all that other corny shit" we laughed.

"You know they gon' make us. But let's go get suited up for tonight. Last game baby!"

Safaree POV

I got out the car about to walk into this place im posed to be meeting draya at. Nicki really has some nerve asking me why im "treating" the way I am as if she didn't trigger this action. I love her so much but she really got me fucked up.

"Hello, safaree" draya hugged me.

"What's up" I sat down and folded my hands into my lap.

"Are you okay?" She asked me.

"Not really, but how have you been?"

"It's only been a couple hours, safaree" she laughed.

"I've tooken dalia to the doctor to get her nose wrapped up so she can cheer tonight"

"Oh cool" I said leaning back into my chair. I was so aggravated. My phone rang and I answered with out looking at it.

"Do you not love me anymore, safaree?" The person said. I just laughed. She must really be out of it.

"Of course I love you, Nicki. But you laughing in my face when I told you how I felt about you, hurt me to the core. It's like you dont care about my feelings" I ran my hand over my face.

"I care about you, faree. More than you think. Please just come home so we can talk about this I have something really important to tell you"

"She does, scaff!" I heard raygen yell in the background.

"Nicki im not gonna come home tonight but we can talk at the game, okay. I gotta go" I hung up not even realizing draya was still here.

"Nicki, huh? You have a girlfriend?" She asked.

"Not exactly but I have somewhere to be. I'll call you"

"Let's just ride together. Were going to the same place, right?" I sighed. I know nicki is gonna be pissed but it's my turn to get back at her.

"Yeah, let's be out"

Raygen POV

"Yall good now?" I asked Nicki.

"Well he's calmer than he was before so I guess that's a start. I just want my baby" she frowned.

"Oh so that's your baby now?"

"He always has been to be honest but im just now realizing it. This absurb" she said getting up to retrieve her keys.

"You better apologize when you see him, Nicki. He deserves it"

"Thanks for pointing that out, doctor phil" she rolled her eyes.

When we got to the game we parked and got out. We seen safaree get out the car with some chick. I stood close to her and grabbed her hand just in case she tried anything.

"Who is she, safaree?" Nicki asked eyeing the girl.

"Dalia's mom." I answered for both of them.

"Raygen" she said snobby. She must have known I beat her daughter's ass.

"Why are you here with her, scaff?" I asked him. He was looking down at the ground.

"I just met her today and she needed a ride"

"Bullshit!" Nicki yelled. Her breathing was hitched. She was just like me when she got mad.

"Count to ten, Nic. Just chill" I told her.

"You good?" Safaree reached out for her and she smacked his hand.

"Dont touch me, nigga. You sure as hell didn't care this morning so why care now? Im good" she flipped her hair over her shoulder and strutted away.

"You should take her back where she came from. Her daughter's nose is pretty fucked up I dont think she's gonna be cheering tonight" I rolled my eyes at safaree, gave draya a fake smile and followed behind Nicki. When we entered the gym the first face I was greeted with was daddy's. He was sitting right on the first row of bleachers with some lightskin lady. I grabbed nicki's hand quickly and squeezed it.

She looked at me with worry in her face then followed my gaze.

"Ray do you wanna go back to my place?"

"No but I do wanna know why he's here. I thought he was getting locked up"

"You haven't talked to the police yet, raygen. They know nothing about this shit remember?" She said getting pissed off.

"Okay okay let's just sit on the opposite side and try to avoid this whole situation" I said leading her.

"Raygen?" The pretty lightskin lady who was sitting next to daddy called my name.

"Um who are you?" I asked confused.

"Sweetie im your moth-" daddy nudged her.

"Friend. A friend of your father's. You are so pretty oh my god can I hug you?" she said getting teary eyed. I wrinkled my eyebrows at her and frowned. Am I that pretty to be getting emotional?

"Well thanks and hello to you too, miss but I really have to find a seat before they're all taken but it was nice to meet you. I dont know why you're here with this bastard though" before I could walk away daddy grabbed my arm. Nicki was already sitting down so I had no help.

"Let me go!" I tried to say as calm as possible.

"Look im still your father and you will respect me. I just want to apologize about what happened. I wasn't aware of what was happening and im sorry"

"Yeah you sound very freaking sincere. but that didn't give you the right to almost rape me. You coulda found a hoe on the corner, daddy. To tell me and my brother that we were a waste of sperm. Drunk or not, some father you are. You're never there for us so dont try to be now. We're moving in with Nicki" I snatched away from him.

"Joshua? You called my kids a waste of sperm and almost raped my daughter?! What is wrong with you! I guess you never really changed. You're still that nigga with issues" The lightskin lady slapped daddy.

"Wait im sorry what?" I asked. She looked at me and frowned.

"Nothing, sweetie. Forget I said anything. Im a therapist in training. Call me if you need anything. My name is ameena." she handed me a napkin with her number on it. Some therapist she is. She must not be very professional to be handing out napkins. Her name sounded very familiar tho. I kept repeating it over and over in my head. I watched her storm out and walked up the bleachers to where Nicki was sitting.

"Is it me or did that lady kind of resemble you?" She asked me. I just shrugged and sat down. She actually did.

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Wayne POV

I sat in the studio waiting for Nicki to come down with her little minions. I really hope she isn't wasting my time. I texted my baby mama and told her I'll pick lil tuney up when I leave.

"Aye baby, when Nicki getting here?"

"Lil barbie said give her 5 minutes" he said. A few minutes later there was a knock at the door. I got up to get it and in came nicki, raygen, roland and safaree.

"My babyyyyy!" Nicki hugged me.

"What's up, Nic? SB"

"What's good.." safaree sat in the lazy boy that was by the window and kept his gaze on his phone, which was kinda strange cuz he always kept his nose in the situation.

"Yo, wayne! It's a pleasure to meet you, bruh! You are raw as hell I been rocking witchu since ya dreads was neck braids!" Roland yelled in a high pitched voice. I laughed and dapped the little nigga up.

"Pleasure to meet you too, little man. I heard you got bars. Care to share em?"

"Fuh sho"

"And you must be raygen? You're a little cutie"

"She's 16, wayne" nicki said.

"Chill it was just a joke, Nic. Such a buzz kill"

"I'll be 17 in 2 months. Pleasure to meet you, weezy F baby" she winked and shook my hand. Lord.

"Im telling jaylen" roland said taking out his phone.

"What?! Chill, ro. You always gotta ruin something"

"Who's jaylen?" Nicki asked.

"Her boyfriend" roland said putting his phone away. He put his hair into a ponytail.

"The hell he aint" safaree said getting up to stretch. Everybody laughed except nicki and raygen.

"Alright I could care less. Let's get this show on the road" I clapped my hands together and walked to the back room.

Roland POV

I guess im going first because raygen looks shooks. But im cool.

"Come here, sis" I said.

"You got this. Just concentrate om them vocals and dont mess up. You can sing better than half the girls alone in this industry" I said hugging her and kissing her forehead.

"Thanks, bro. Good luck" she said. I smiled and wiped my hands on shirt cuz they were sweating. Before I walked back birdman gave me this ticket that said "survivor" and stuck it on my shirts.

"What's this for?" I asked.

"That's what you are for making it this far. A survivor" he swiped his hand across the sky.

"Thanks, man" I walked back to where wayne was and he did didn't look intimidating at all. He had his feet up on his deck, drinking an orange soda chilling.

"Okay little man. Show me what you got." Wayne said.

"You're gonna go in that booth there and record what you're gonna spit. I save all my audition tapes so wr can later on reminisce"

"Cool cool" I stepped into the booth and put the beats on. Thank God this glass is tinted. I rapped something heavy I wrote after my pops malested raygen. I found myself crying and quickly wiped my tears before walking out the booth. A nigga done cried more than a man is supposed to in less than a week.

"Wow. You wrote that?" Wayne asked.

"Y-yeah" I said.

"Calm down little man" he laughed.

"That was really deep and I would like to see more of you. You can add some new flavore to the team. Welcome to young money!" He got up and pulled the trigger on this gun and confetti came shooting out. "HYFR" blasted thru the speakers and in came grizz with his camera.

"Congratulations, dude! Any words for the camera?" I just stood there in shock.

"YOUNG MULAH BAYBEHHHHH!" I yelled and did rockstar symbols. I did a backflip and exited the room.

Raygen POV

Im not gonna be able to see roland when he comes out because there are a whole bunch of sections to this fancy ass studio. I was in the waiting room by myself. Nicki and safaree went somewhere that I dont know of. I just know they didn't go together.

"Come on back lil cutie" birdman said to me. He gave me a sticker that said "lil cutie" and placed it on my cheek.

"Thanks" I laughed.

"No doubt. Go on back" I walked back and there was wayne chilling, not looking professional at all. I let out the breath I was holding. Maybe he wont be too hard on me.

"Hey lil cutie. Nice to see you again"

"Same" I said looking around. He had pictures of all his artist around the room. I looked at Nicki's with her pink and black hair and chubby cheeks. Aww. I looked at drake and this nigga was cheesing from ear to ear. He still cute tho.

"So you're gonna go in this booth right here for me and sing your little heart out."

"Okay" I said not asking any questions. I just wanna get this over with.

I sung what I wrote after daddy malested me. I tried to add some jazz by hitting a few notes that I didn't think I could. I stayed in the booth for a few minutes thinking if I wanted to change and sing about something I wrote a few years back. But whatever it's cool. I wiped my tears and walked out. Im sick of crying. Wayne got up to greet me.

"What the fuck was that?" He asked me.

Nicki POV

"I know they're gonna make it. So, on saturday let's throw them a welcome party. Maybe at wayne's mansion?" I asked safaree. He still had his nose all up in his phone, laughing nshit. I guess he was texting his darkskin hoe.

"Safaree Lloyd samuels if you dont fucking look at me when im talking to you.." I semi yelled.

"Last time I checked you weren't my mother, onika" he looked up from his phone.

"I still want some fucking respect! Every time you get mad you shut out the world! I will throw you out on your ass so fucking fast.." I stopped before I said something I regret.

"You know what? You wanna talk? Let's talk, babygirl" he pulled the chair I was in towards him and placed his hands on my thighs. I froze up instantly.

"Talk to me"

"Look, I know I hurt your feelings and I feel so bad about it. At first I thought you saying you were in love with me was some type of joke because you were always like a brother to me. But safaree, now im realizing that IM in love with YOU. I have dozens of trust issues and you are like the only person who can push past them and make me talk about whatever im feeling. This day has been hell because you weren't showing me the attention I needed. Safaree, I love you. I love you so much" I was now crying. He smiled at me and wiped my tears with his thumbs. He pulled me into his lap and kissed my cheek.

"Wow, Nicki. Was that so hard? I have never felt so shut down by a woman before" he laughed.

"But you... you're different. I will never do anything to hurt you, Nicki. But im not perfect so if I happen to, I'll do everything In my power to get back Inside your heart. I'll give you my all in the bedroom and outside of it, girl. We can make this work. OTM and SLS" he smiled at me.

"I love you, safaree"

"I love you too, Onika. Now give me my lips girl" he said inching his face towards mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him with so much passion. The grip he had on my lower back made ne feel safe.

"I've missed these.." I whispered against his lips.

"They missed you more" he said biting my bottom lip. I grabbed the back of his head and slipped my tongue into his mouth, wrestling with it. I started grinding on his manhood and he broke the kiss.

"Woo, shit. Nicki we cant do this here"

"Why nottttt?" I whined. I tried to kiss him again but ended up kissing his ear because he move his head.

"Because I said so. Now get up and let's plan this party" he stood me up and slapped my ass.

Raygen POV

"You d-dont like it?" I asked shaking.

"What?! I loved it! Shit, girl you're better than shanelle!" He screamed. I laughed and wiped my tears.

"Oh my god! You scared me to death" I told him.

"Im sorry, lil cutie" he hugged me. He popped the trigger on some gun looking thing and confetti came out. A song he did with drake then came blasting through his speakers. Grizz came busting through a door that I didn't know was there and put his camera in my face.

"Congratulations, lil cutie! Any words for the camera?" Grizz asked hugging me from the side. I just sighed and smiled into the camera.

"God is good"

Fuck you thought?

Raygen POV

"Psssttt.." somebody poked me in my side. I groaned and rolled over on my stomach.

"Let's face it... she's not gonna wake up she's probably OD tired" somebody whispered. I squinted my eyes to see lauren and candi standing over me. I shut my eyes back quick and let out light snores.

"Lemme go tell Nic" candi said.

"What?! No! It's her last day why would she not wanna go?"

"Well you wake her ass up then, laur"

"Gladly" I heard feet shuffling then my bed shift. She blew her breath on my face and my eyes shuttered open.

"Ewww, lauren. Did you brush?" I scrunched up my face. Candi snorted and we both looked at her.

"You some type of pig, bitch?"

I laughed and hit lauren in her chest while she kept a straight face.

"K get out so I can get dressed" I pulled my shorts out my butt and headed for the bathroom.

"Why? Were all girls here..." lauren licked her teeth and pushed her boobs together.

"Omg laur, stop. You know I lowkey have a thing for girls" I blushed.

"What?!" Candi yelled

"Nicki!"

"Really candi?!" I yelled.

"Really what?" Nicki came from around the corner and laid on my bed with lauren.

"Lauren & raygen wanna eat each other's pus-" lauren threw a pillow at her before she could finish & I sighed. Nicki raised her eyebrow and frowned.

"Here I am tryna be a good person and get ready for my last day but nobody wont leave me be" I slammed my bathroom door.

Lauren POV

"Yo, Nic. When is ray turning 18?" I looked down at my nails.

"Next year why? First of all what did yall do to my baby? She knows better than to slam doors in this house" She said looking at her phone.

"Lauren tryna fuck" candi stated.

"You snitching ass bitch this is why I dont fuck with you!" I yelled.

"No im not nicki, I promise" I shook my head.

"You damn right you're not. 1, she's too young for you. 2, im pretty sure she's strictly dickly like her big sis."

"1, were like 8 years apart. 2, you must have not heard what she said before you came in the room & 3, you like pussy on holidays nicki. Dont forget what happened on safaree's birthday" I flipped my hair over my shoulder and walked out.

"Im not playing with you, lauren!" She gasped.

"Im just fucking witchu, Nic!" I yelled.

"Welp... imma go play with roland. Uh, I mean.. wake him up!" I heard candi say.

"Lil slut!" I yelled.

"Yall need to leave both of my babies alone! Gaht damn milfs" Nicki said.

Safaree POV

"Yo, Nic?!" I wandered through the house looking for her.

"What safaree?" Her and raygen came out of her room. She was holding her stomach.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked Nicki.

"The big baby has a little tummy ache" raygen teased while rubbing her stomach.

"Im not in the mood to play right now" she shrugged raygen off.

"Have a good last day, my love. Scuse me" she kissed raygen's forhead and pushed past me.

"I love you, Nicki"

"Yeah, me too" roland cosigned. Nicki turned around and gave a weak smile.

"I love you too, babies" she went to her room and closed the door.

"Well dont yall look cute in yall matching blue" I leaned up against the wall and chuckled.

"Nigga, that's gay. But we always dress alike on the first and last day. Give the people something to remember, ya know?" roland said.

"Thanks scaff, take care of her"

"I got you, little one" I smirked.

"Aye yall still coming to my game?"

"I dont know if Nic will be up to it, man. But me & the girls will be there. Maybe my homeboys too" I shrugged.

"The girls?" Raygen asked.

"Sherika, lauren, candi, thembi.."

"Oooo my babies! I miss them!"

"Oh aight, cool." I dapped up ro and hugged raygen as they made there way out the door. I went to the fridge and grabbed a gingerale and 2 aspirin. I walked upstairs to nicki's room and lightly knocked since she says im heavy handed. I got no answer so I slowly cracked it and seen her asleep.

I sat the aspirin and gingerale on her nightstand and gently shook her.

"Nicki..?"

"Hm?"

"I got you some gingerale and aspirin for your stomach. Do you need anything else?"

"No safaree im fine, thank you" she turned over on her side in her bed and whimpered. I took off my shoes and chains and pulled her covers back so I could slide under.

"SB, what are you doing?"

"Sshhhh" I pulled her closer to me so that her butt was a few inches from my pelvis. I placed my hands on her stomach and rubbed it in circles.

"That's nice but I dont need your help okay? You can go now" she shrugged me off.

"Nicki chill, let me help you. Take these damn pills" I handed her the gingerale and aspirin. She took them after looking at me like i was crazy. She looked too tired to put a fight and I knew that. As she layed back down I pulled her body towards mine and put my hands under her shirt. She jumped.

"Shit, boy! Your hands are freezing"

"Breathe, Nicki" I laughed. I rubbed my hands up her stomach a little bit higher and moved my face towards her neck.

"So..." I breathed into her neck.

"I heard from a little birdy that you've been stressed lately" I licked the back of her neck.

"Care to tell me why?" I heard nothing but pants.

"Hmmm?" I ran my left hand up to one of her boobs and played with her nipple, while I ran my right hand down her stomach and into her jogging pants. I played with her clit.

"Mmmmm, sssssssss. S-s-safaree stop it"

"Now we both know you dont want that. If you dont tell me why, imma just make you" I turned her over on her back and got on top of her. I kissed her neck a bit more sloppy this time.

"Why have you been stressed nicki?"

"Uh I-i-i-i dont k-know" she rubbed her hands up and down my sides. I pulled her shirt over her head and pulled down her jogging pants.

"How dont you know?" I licked two of my fingers and shoved them inside of her. I watched her eyes shut tight.

"Uhhhhh!" She moaned.

"Tell me nicki" I moved my fingers at a slow pace and kissed from her neck down to her boobs.

"Mmmmm, shit. Everything's that's been going on just been kinda h-hectic lately"

"And why is that?" She moved her head to the side and I bit her neck.

"Ouch, safaree! That's gonna leave a mark!"

"I dont give a fuck" i sucked on the spot I bit to ease the pain and moved my fingers at a faster pace. I kissed from her jawline all the way to her chin and watched her lip tremble.

"You know im here for you. There's no need for you to be stressing, babygirl" she looked at me intently and bit her lip.

"Kiss me, faree" I smiled and slowly lowered my face over hers. Our lips met and I swear I felt a spark. I felt her hands go inside my shirt and glide over my abz. I licked her teeth a little bit so I could gain access to her tongue.

I moved my fingers around inside of her searching for her g spot. When I found it I hit it one time then played with her clit.

"Oooo, shit! Sssss uhhhhh" She moaned into my mouth. I sucked on her tongue and hit her g again.

"Please stop playing faree, I need it!" I sat up in the bed and hit it 3 more times. I pulled my fingers out and placed my head between her sweet spot. Shit smelt good and it was glistening. I gave it a wet kiss then began to eat her slowly. She arched her back. I grabbed her thighs and made my tongue hard, darting in and out of her.

"Oh my god, safareeeeee!!!"

"What?" I said. I ran my hands up and down her sides and stared into her eyes. I licked up and down her folds like a dog drinking water, then nibbled on her clit. Her legs started to shake.

"Ooo, shit damn! Mmmm, do that again!"

"Do what?" I lifted my head and rubbed her clit with my thumb.

"Dont play with me, safaree!" She tried to push my head back down but I moved her hands.

"Im not. Do what, babygirl?" She sucked her teeth.

"Bite this pussy again, faree" I smirked and went back to work. I nibbled on her clit and watched her lip tremble. Her legs started to shake again as she rubbed my head. I reached up and played with her boobs as i watched the faces she made while i was pleasing her. I shoved my tongue deep inside of her one more time before she bust on my face. She pulled my ears and her legs shot straight up in the air.

"FUCK! SAFAREEEEEE!" I caught chills when I heard her scream my name. I came up and kissed her so she could taste herself. She grabbed the back of my head and swirled her tongue around my mouth like she was tryna figure out what she tasted like. I bit her bottom lip and squeezed her ass as I slowly broke the kiss. She slowly pulled away and smiled. She looked away shyly & laid her hand over her chest while trying to catch her breath.

"Yo Nic?! SB?! Where yall fools at?!" We heard someone yell from downstairs.

"Shit! Sherika" nicki scrambled to her feet and grabbed her clothes.

"Why the fuck she here so early?" I asked taking off my shirt.

"Because after she dropped off grizz I told her to come over and chill. Why are you taking off your shirt?"

"Cuz it's soaked in your nut and it's too cold in this house for me to claim that im sweating. Wouldn't want her to suspect anything" I said nonchalantly. She came and stood in front of me while zipping up her jeans.

"Safaree, you do know this was a one time thing right?"

"I knew your selfish ass would say that. But why?"

"Your head game is off the chain and im pretty sure you know that, but me and you? We would never work" She laughed.

"So that's fucking funny? How you figure?" I pulled her close to me by her hips and stared into her face.

"Safaree...." I cut her off by crashing my lips into hers. I kissed her with so much passion, as if I was expressing my feelings to her thru this kiss. I felt her knees go a bit weak so I cupped her ass and squeezed it. After our tongues did a little dance I pulled away and kissed the tip of her nose. Her eyes slowly fluttered open.

"Im in love with you, Nicki. I wasn't supposed to tell you like this.... but dont knock shit til you try it. Just know I aint gon' be around ya little ass for too much longer because I dont take rejection well" and with that I turned around and walked out of her room, slamming the door behind me. Let me get out this house.

Nicki POV

I jumped when my door slammed. I stood shocked and touched my lips as I tried to process all that just happened. Safaree is in love with me? Safaree is in love with me? What the fuck? When our lips made contact tingles went through my spine. When he touches me I go weak in the knees. And I haven't got busy in awhile but he really just made my body feel soooo good.

Maybe im over thinking this whole situation but I honestly think me and safaree would never work. It feels kinda awkward for me to be getting down and busy with the dude who I feel like is a brother to me. Fuck this shit.

I grabbed my black toms and put on a tight fitting black t-shirt along with my white skinny jeans. I applied some mascara and a coat of lipgloss to my lips and put my natural up into a messy bun. I grabbed my Michael kors bag and prada shades and gave myself a once over in the mirror. Bad bitch central.

I walked down the stairs greeted by sherika, lauren and candi raiding my refrigerator.

"Hello, bitches" they turned around to look at me with different items piled into their arms and mouth.

"Hey girl" sherika said stuffing marshmallows into her mouth.

"We had to stall time waiting for yo ass to get dressed"

"Speaking of that... why did SB come out of your room half naked?" Candi sat down at the island with a sub sandwich she made and some doritos.

"Um.. I wasn't aware of that. I was asleep"

"You sure? Because he looked pretty pissed"

"Yes! And why are yall eating? I thought we were going out to lunch?"

"Girl, no. We came over to go to roland's basketball game. Why spend money on food when we can eat your shit?" Lauren said pouring a glass of juice.

"Whatever... I guess you're right" I sighed and lifted myself on top of the counter.

"Mmmmm, safaree" candi moaned.

"Oh my fuck! Ooooo" Lauren screamed. She rubbed her boobs together.

"Yes! Uh! Bite this pussy faree!" Sherika rode her seat. My mouth dropped as I covered my face and blushed.

"Shit! Was I that loud?!"

"Yes girl! Was the dick good?" Sherika said.

"How long has this been going on and why haven't you told us?!" Lauren yelled.

"I just wanna know the details" candi bit into her sandwich.

"OKAY FIRST OF ALL.... we didn't fuck. Is he here?"

"No he left AFTER putting on a shirt"

I sighed.

"I got finger fucked and recieved some head.. that's all"

"BITCHHHHHHHHHH!" Candi screamed.

"Fuck you mean THAT'S ALL? I didn't know you and big bro had something going on"

"Because this is the first time this has happened! He told me he was in love with me.." I frowned.

"Everybody knows that.." lauren said.

"What do you mean?"

"The way he looks at you. Talks about you. Protects you. His face lights up everytime you walk into a room. That aint no bestfriend shit, Nicki. If you haven't noticed that by now im sorry to tell you this, but you're stupid as fuck." Candi shrugged.

"Wow. And now I totally feel like shit because I rejected him. I just think me and safaree would never work you know? I cant really explain it's just a whole bunch of negative shit racked into my brain. Ugh"

"I think I know how you feel because he's been your bestfriend since yall was fresh out the womb. But think about it, you'll never know what will happen until you actually experience it. Give him a chance, Nic." lauren said.

"Yeah. Yall would be cute. Ugly asses"

"I really hate yall. Yall are always right" I frowned and crossed my arms.

"That's our job bitch. So how's his head game?!" Candi said.

"Girl hush and eat that dry ass sandwich!" Sherika said.

"Honey chileee let me just tell yall... that was one of the most intense oragasms I've ever fucking experienced. He made my body feel so damn good" I shrieked while kicking my legs in the air. They all laughed and spazzed with me.

Raygen POV

I walked down the halls of aragon high school feeling myself. I was supposed to meet jada in the gym for a early morning practice but im not really up for it so maybe we can just chill. I stopped at my locker to stuff my bookbag in there because I know I wont be needing it. It's the last day, hell. Turn up!

When I closed my locker I was greeted with dalia's face.

"Oh, hey"

"So um are you gonna tell me what the hell's been going on with you lately?! Why you aren't returning my calls or my text?"

"Listen can we talk about this later?" I turned to walk away but she grabbed my wrist.

"No we cant! Im your bestfriend raygen, you should be able to tell me these things without hesitation!" I snatched away from her with rage in my eyes.

"You know what... you dead to me now. I haven't been telling you shit lately because you run your damn mouth too much! Fucking any and everything that walks in school! People are starting to call me a hoe from hanging with your ass and im starting to regret it cuz everything I've told you you've never been able to keep to your self! Go be besties with shanice cuz yall sure as hell act like the same person" I yelled trying to get my breathing under control. She looked so hurt but I didn't care I've been needing to get that off my chest since 9th grade.

"Fuck you, raygen" she spat. I looked to the ground and laughed. I rolled up my sleeves and grabbed the hair tie off my wrist to put my hair in a ponytail.

"What was that? After everything I've done for you and it's fuck me? Fuck raygen? Ha! Very funny. If you've only known the shit I've been through this past week. But it's gotten better because of the NEW people who've entered my life. So imma go chill with my REAL bitch, jada, and watch you wonder the halls like a lonely motherfucker because I was your only real friend. So fuck me? Fuck outta here girl"

I turned to walk away when I felt her jerk my ponytail. I turned around and socked her dead in her nose. She fell to the floor, blood trickling down her face. I grabbed hovered over her and grabbed her neck and slapped her across her face.

"You made me break a nail you weak ass thot! And you better keep my name outcho mouth!" I threw her head back to floor and continued to punch her until i felt myself being lifted into the air by some strong, soft hands.

"Let me go!"

"Aye chill, it's just me! Let her go she aint worth it" it was ireland carrying me away. I looked around at everybody who was crowded around us with their phone cameras, laughing and cheering.

"Bruh put me down!" I slapped her back one hard time. She bent over in pain dropping me and her.

"Ireland!" I screamed.

"Im tryna save your little ass from getting into some shit on the last day! You know blake dont play what so ever. I thought that was your girl why yall fighting?" She asked helping me up. We started to walk down the hall.

"First of all that wasn't a fight cuz she aint hit back. That was me beating her ass. & I'll text you about it later, okay? I gotta go."

"Wait man, come hereeee" she snaked her hands around my waist.

"Ireland please... im not in the mood"

"I just want a kiss.. please?"

"Well I guess it's the least I can do. Bring dat ass here girl" I pulled her close to me by her shirt and placed my lips on hers. She put her hands on my butt and i squealed.

"Stop!" I pushed her away and turned away blushing.

"Man you be playing with me. Let me take you out!"

"I'll think about it. I just beat a bitch ass, im feeling good! See you at the game, boo." I laughed. I was on my way to the cantine to meet jada when the intercom buzzed.

"Raygen collins, report to my office immediately" blake's voice boomed.

"Ughhhhhhh!" I stomped. I pulled out my phone and texted jada.

Me: see you in 2nd period. Will explain everything later.

Jada kiss: okay, baby. You better not be in no shit, I need you tonight! I got you some doritos btw.

I laughed. As I was putting my phone away I seen jaylen walking down the hall looking like his dog died. I waved at him but he just gave me a scowl. I frowned. Guess I'll talk to him about it later.

When I walked in blake's office I seen dalia holding her head back with tissue on her nose. I rolled my eyes and sat 2 seats away from her.

"Why am I here?"

"Why do you think you're here?"

"For something stupid.." I crossed my arms.

"Well you seemed to have broke her nose and she's decided to press charges"

I sucked my teeth and let out a light laugh.

"Always been little punk" my leg bounced up and down.

"Excuse me?"

"Girl I dont believe I was talking to you. Sit back in that chair with your broken nose and stay in your lane before I break something else!"

"Raygen!" Blaked raised his voice.

"What?! If only you knew all the messed up stuff she's said to me! Yall dont what I've had to go through this past week, bruh!" I got up amd paced the room.

"Look can I go now?"

"Sure... as soon as I tell you that you wont be cheering in tonight's game"

"What?!" I shouted.

"Over something so dumb?! She made the first move and I just wanted to show her I was playing with her!"

"You know I dont allow this kind of behavior in my school, both of you! And since you made more damage to her, you will be facing the consequences"

"But!"

"Do I make myself clear?!"

"Ughhhhh!!! You a weak ass bitch, yo! Dont ever try to contact me again!" I stormed out the office and called jaylen.

"Sup.."

"Meet in the courtyard?"

"I dont think that's a good idea."

"Jaylen please? I need to see you" he sighed.

"Alright be there in 10" he hung up. As I sat on one of the benches, tears streamed down my face. This whole situation is just nuts. I thought about daddy and the condition he's probably in. It's been a week since the incident and we haven't heard from him. I just hope the idiot is okay.

"Raygen.." I looked up to see jaylen. I quickly wiped my face and got up to hug him. He didn't hug me back so I grabbed his hand and placed them on my back.

"Please hold me, jay" I sobbed into his chest. He sighed and rested his chin on top of my head.

"What's wrong with you, babygirl?" He sat me on his lap. I sighed and told him everything from the almost rape to meeting Nicki.

"I'll kill that nigga, bro" I laughed at him acting like my brother.

"I still love him tho cuz that's my father. He was drunk and I dont think he was aware of what he was doing. I mean, I cant hate him" I played with the string of his jacket.

"So are you gonna tell me why you've been avoiding me all day?" He was staring into space.

"I seen you kiss that bitch" he twisted up his face. I giggled and twisted his ears.

"I dont like girls, jaylen. But she likes me and she helped me get out of a situation earlier so I thought the least I could do was give her a kiss"

"So I just helped you now. Do I get a kiss?"

"Huh? Oh boy, please. You not my boyfriend" I flipped my hair in his face. He smacked his lips and gripped my waist.

"Be my girl then, ray" he looked at me and licked his lips. I blushed.

"I'll think about it" before I knew it he crashed his lips into mine and I melted. It was a soft sensual kiss. He slipped his tongue into my mouth and that's when I pulled away.

"Oh my god!" I touched my lips and laughed.

"Raygen?! I've been looking for you!" It was jada. I hopped off of jaylen's lap and fixed my clothes.

"Damn I seen yall swapping spit. When this happen?" Jada said.

"Right now" jaylen stood up and draped his arm around my shoulder. I giggled.

"Imma go call Nicki. I'll talk to you tonight" I  pecked jaylen's lips anf walked away with jada.

"Jada bug?"

"Yes, baby.."

"Blake aint letting me cheer tonight" I frowned.

"What the fuck?! Why?! I need you I cant do this routine by myself and I know those bitches dont got my back like you do!"

"I knowwww but I just let my anger get the best of me. I fought dalia" it was quiet for a few seconds then jada died laughing.

"Bitch! Why you aint tell me? I could have helped you. Her and shanice been talking so much shit this year with their loose pussies" she twisted her hsir around her hand.

"I swear you're more black then white" I laughed.

"You know im more like my mama, girl. But for real fuck blake and this dirty ass school. If you not cheering neither am I."

"Seriously?"

"You know im rocking with you til the end. They can go out during halftime and look stupid cuz none of them were paying attention at practice last night"

"Them bitches can suck my ass" I laughed.

"Okay seriously we need to work on our cussing."

"I know right. Let's go get baptized together" I looked at her and we busted out laughing.

"Can we go find your brother?" She asked shyly.

"Mhmmm. You like him?"

"I mean yeah, he's cute and sweet just like you" she smiled innocently.

"Knock yourself out girl. He should be in the gym as usual but imma call Nicki so she can take me home. Im not finna stay here"

"Alright, mama I'll see you tonight."

"Fuck vine bitch!" I yelled while walking away. We both died laughing.

"Wait! Girl come here you gotta see this!"

I rushed inside to see what she was talking about. I seen Nicki on our school TV and lit up instantly.

"Hi, my name is Nicki Minaj and im here to relay a message for raygen and roland collins. Do you guys have what it takes to be apart of young money?" She pointed to the camera and winked. It then transitioned to wayne's face.

"Wassup, raygen and roland. Im lil wayne. Nicki has been telling me a lot of good things about yall and I wanna see what yall got. I want yall to come down to my studio and audition for me. So tell me... do you have what it take to be apart of young money?" He pointed both of his fingers in the camera. Safaree's face then popped up.

"Aye! I know yall lil niggas can do it.."

"Safaree!" Nicki yelled in the background.

"This is being aired at their school"

"So? You act like they dont use the phrase nigga. Anyway, blow it out the water, yall! Make papa faree proud!" He flashed a smile showing his grill and popped his collar. Sherika, lauren, candi, nicki, safaree, and all of young money then flashed across the screen.

"Do you have what it takes to be apart of young money?" They said in unison. Wayne then yelled his signature

"Young mula baybehhhh!" And smacked the camera out of grizz's hand. You heard laughing, screaming, nicki cussing wayne out and then the screen went blank.

Preparation

"Candi?! Thembi?! WHAT IN THE ABSOLUTE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YALL?!"

They were on the floor rolling.

"Son. You.. you.. you shoulda seen your f-face" candi held her stomach.

"I should cut yall nipples off and make yall eat em. I was scared shitless! LITERALLY! How did you bitches even get in my house?"

"Your door down here was unlocked, you dumb bitch. And we seen these costumes in the closet when we was taking off our shoes, so we put em on" thembi said. Nicki got up off the couch and stood behind candi and thembi. She yanked their hair and banged their heads together. She laughed as they yelped in pain.

"That's for pulling my hair and making me shit on myself! This aint no cheap ass weave that you bitches be wearing. Yall yanked my shit hard! Now get yall shit and get the fuck out my house! Yall done pissed me off for the night"

Candi rubbed her head and smacked Nicki's butt before she walked away.

"Damn Nic. Stupid bitch! It wasn't that serious it was just a joke. Bout gave a bitch a concussion from thembi's heavy headed ass!"

"Fuck you, candi" thembi took her sock off and threw it at her.

"Bitch I shit on myself! IM A GROWN ASS WOMAN AND I SHITTED ON MYSELF SO TELL ME HOW IT ISN'T THAT SERIOUS?!" Nicki stomped up the stairs but stopped once she seen safaree.

"You aight?!?!?" He was outta breath.

"Im fine now, but I coulda been dead cuz it took you a year and half to get down here" she rolled her eyes.

"What you mean? What happened?"

"Look, man... ask them" she pointed down the steps to candi and thembi.

"Now move so I can take a shower please. Be ready in an hour cuz were going to the studio" she pushed pass him with a mug on her face. He stared at her butt for a few seconds then frowned.

"Nicki, why is there a big ass lump in your draws" he tried to keep himself from laughing.

"Stop looking at my ass all the damn time safaree, fuck you! Creep!" Nicki started taking her clothes off as she ran up the stairs.

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Raygen POV

"1 and 2 and 3 and 4, 5, 6, 7, 8" i was in front of the gym showing the girls the new routine me and dalia came up with.

"No, becca. It goes like this" I got into stance.

"Step right, step left, toe touch! Toe touch! After the second toe touch you drop down into a split and throw your arms into a V" after I did the demonstration I heard the doors slam and seen ireland walk in with my brother's basketball team.

"Ayeeee can you do a split on the dick? Can you do a split on the dick?" She clapped and did a lil spin.

"Little girl sit down, you dont even have a dick" my girl jada butted in. She came and sat by me and started doing stretches.

"I dont believe I was talking to you tho"

"But I was talking to you" she gave her a stank, fake smile. I giggled

"Chill, jada. Ireland why are you even here? Your team is practicing in B gym" I sat in front of jada and pulled her arms towards me as far as they could go.

"Maybe I just wanted to come and be a perv" she licked her lips

"Listen. Ion need no shit, okay? We gotta practice this half show routine for the last game friday and we dont need no distractions, so can you please leave?" Jada then pulled my arms like I did hers.

"Yeah, imma go. Just know you will be mines one day" she turned to walk away.

"Good luck with that, honey"

"Girl, how do you put up with that? Bitches like her should be illegal" jada said.

"I dont even know jaeeeeee. I dont have a choice" I frowned.

"I mean, that could be a good thing though. You attract both sexes so you gotta be doing something right."

I giggled. "Yeah I guess you right. A bitch been working hard on this figure" I grabbed jada's hands and ran them over my boobs and down my sides. I watched her mouth drop.

"Baby if I had a dick it would be standing at full attention" jada confessed. I put my head down cracking up. She suddenly let me go as my brother walked over to us.

"What yall got going on over here?"

"Dont worry about it, stanky. Go throw ya lil ball" I stood up and pulled my shorts out my butt before walking away.

Roland POV

"So what's up? Im roland" I reached my hand out for her to touch. She smiled.

"I know who you are. Im jada" she shook my hand. I smirked.

"Jada huh? That's cute. You know no offense or anything but for a white girl, you got it going on" I looked her up and down. She put her hands on her hip and did a little spin for me.

"Im dominican, boo. But thanks. You're not so bad yourself. But shouldn't you be practing? Big game friday"

"Yeah I'll get back to the hoops as soon as I get your number" I looked her dead in her eyes and she blushed.

"Give me one good reason why I should give you my digits"

"Well, for starters. You're beautiful and I would love to get to know you" she twisted her lips and walked away. I thought I said the wrong thing before I seen her retrieve her phone from her bag.

"Put it in"

"Pauz.." we both laughed. I put my number in her phone. I took mine out my sock and gave it to her. She took a quick selfie and gave it back to me.

"Aye ro! Come on man!" Jaylen yelled.

"I'll be right there!"

"See you around, roland.." jada pushed my shoulder before walking away.

"Yeah..."my phone vibrated in my sock and I seen that a tweet notification from tunechi came to my phone, saying that he was in LA for the weekend. I wonder if I can finally get the chance to meet him while he here! I'll talk to Nicki bout it later. I put my phone back in my sock and amped up.

"Okay yall let's do this! We gotta win friday!"

Nicki POV

"I know wayne bu-"

"Yeah, yeah yeah I kn-"

"Wayne! Can you let me talk?" I sighed.

"Im listening"

"So while you here I was thinking you could meet these kids me and safaree found on youtube. They're really talented teenagers wayne and they're very sweet" I chewed on my bottom lip waiting for his answer.

"So you mean like... think about signing em to young money?"

"Well, yeah.. maybe you and baby can sit down and watch them while they do a lil audition."

"I dont know, Nic. I aint tryna have a bunch of teens with minimum talent on my label that dont know what they doing. I mean we got twist, chuckee, and reginae and they been on the right track LATELY. But you know when they slip and fuck up in school or something,  that shit falls back on me and how im mentoring my artists"

"I know wayne. The girl's name is raygen. She's a cute and sweet little ladybug and I think she'll get along great with reginae and them. Her voice is out of this world. Im gonna be mentoring her but I haven't told her yet. Ole boy's name is roland and he got a few barz. I dont know if safaree is up for mentoring him, we haven't talked about it. But do you think you'll be up for it? I dont know, just promise me you'll think about it"

"Hmm... okay yeah, Nic. I'll think about it. By the way you talk about them I can tell they got a little something going on and you never disappoint me. I'll tell you what, I got a show in san diego on friday but bring em by the studio and we'll see what they working with"

I screamed with excitement.

"Eekkk! Thank you thank you thank you, tune!!!"

"Damn Nic, dont be screaming in a nigga ear like that"

"Pauz" I laughed.

"Yeah yeah, whatever. I dont care about none of that shit. But I got sound check I'll hit you up tomorrow or something"

"Alright baby and thank you for this opportunity"

"No doubt, Nic. I love you"

"Love YOU, wayne!"

I hung up the phone excited for this weekend's events. Dont really know how imma bite my tongue about this, but we'll see. I put my phone in my purse and began writing. I took a sip from my water and grabbed a handful of almonds. I hummed the beat of the track in my head that bobby v sent over called "sex in the lounge"

"Faree, come start it up for me. Imma go in the booth" I looked over at him and he had his headphones in. I picked a almond from the bowl and threw it at him. He took one of his ear plugs out.

"What's wrong with you? You never tune me out during a session" I frowned.

"Nothing im coo'. Just checking out this new joint kevin gates dropped. You need something?"

"Yeah, imma get in the booth now" I wrapped my blanket around my shoulders and stepped in the booth. I put my beats headphones on and gave safaree the okay. The beat blasted in my ear and I smiled. I love music. It keeps me sane.

"He addicted to hustle, im addicted to fame. Though he packing that muscle, im addicted to brain. Im addicted to chilling, make a hell of a killing. Dont I stunt on dese bitches? Man im bad as a villian. Get the gun imma hunt em. When im done imma done em. When we leaving the lounge, imma keep it a hunnit. It went down, nuff said. Pull off in that thanggg and it's blush red."

Safaree smiled at me as I walked out the booth. As I sat in the chair next to him.

"Yo, was you talkin' bout my aventador in the last verse?"

I took a piece of gum out my pocket and put it in my mouth.

"What makes you think that?"

"One thing for sure is that you barely even own anything that's red"

"Okay? And?" He couldn't see how I was looking because I had my shades on.

"Girl stop bullshitting and tell me"

"Maybe I was, maybe I wasn't. I do not know safaree" he dead faced me.

"Did you like it?"

"Yeah, it was dope. You gon' have the best verse as usual. Ion really like this song tho" he started messing with some things on the board.

"Why not?"

"Bobby v ass singing bout nonsense" he laughed. I stared at the side of his face. He had the cutest smile.

"Play it back for me" he did ass told and we bobbed our head along to the beat.

"I think imma put this one on my album, faree"

"That's wassup. You always go in the right direction"

"Thanks. Ready to go?" I watched as he got up without a word and started gathering my stuff and his. He walked out the door and I followed. As we got in the car my favorite song came on.

"Oooo, faree turn this up!!!"

"Man nicki this white ass song. Go on somewhere"

"Shut up! I would love to collab with her!" I twisted the knob and sung along to the music. I danced in my seat snd swung my hair around.

"Dancing in the mirror, singing in the shower! Lada dee! Lada dah! Lada dahhhhhhhhhhhhh! SINGING IN THE SHOWER!"

Safaree smacked his lips.

"You serious right now?"

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Josh POV

I couldn't tell my kids that I was going to meet up with their mother. Their emotions could go 3 ways: happy, angry or confused and I know for sure happy wasn't gonna be one of them. I turned into a burger king parking lot and parked. Out of all places she wanted to meet here? Confused isn't the word. Until I seen somebody approach me with a BK uniform on. She knocked on my window.

"Sir..?"

"Yes?"

"Miss ameena sent me out here to assure that you were her baby father" I laughed at her choice of words.

"Yes, that's me. But who is she to be barking orders at you. She couldn't walk out her to assure herself?"

"Well she's my manager. An no sir, she cant. She has this machine that connects to her nose that she has to walk around with, so she asked if I could come out here and that's what I did. Come in when you're ready" she turned to walk away.

"That's what I planned on doing" I unbuckled my seatbelt and followed her in. As I looked around the restaurant i walked over to the only table I seen a medical machine at.

"J-josh?" There sat this light skinned beauty that I once fell in love with years back. She stood up to greet me.

"Wowwwww long time no see, cracker barrel" that was the nickname she gave me. She laughed but it ended with a slight cough.

"Y-yeah I know" as we took a seat I studied her face. She was still as pretty as I remembered her. Beautiful smile. But she just looked a little.... worn out. I cleared my throat.

"So you work here at burger king?"

"Yeah. It's pretty embarrassing to be working here at my age but I never went to college to actually apply for a good job"

"maybe if you woulda stayed my wife you would have just as good of a job as me" is what I wanted to say.

"So.. you wanna hear about your kids? That's what we came here to talk about right?"

"Oh yes, t-them. How are they?" She played with her fingernails.

"They're greater than I thought they would be without you. Raygen.. she's such a daddy's girl and she has this beautiful voice. You know that Nicki Minaj girl rapper?"

"Yes what about her?"

"She came to my home today and told me she wanted to sign raygen and roland to her little label. I dont really know too much about it. But to tell you the truth, I dont want them to do it. I want them to focus on their last year of school."

"What? Joshua, that's great! You cant let a big opportunity like this pass them by. They would hate you forever. Yeah school is very important but they could always be home schooled if things get too risky for them"

"No. Absolutely not. I dont want my kids to think they're too good to be going to public school. That Nicki minaj character seems a bit immature for her age and that big headed boy she came with"

"Josh dont be ridiculous. I think Nicki is a great role model, I've done my research. She's a very elegant, lovely, inspiring young woman who has been through alot to get to where she is now. And if I cant get back into raygen's life, she's the best understudy" she held her chest while she coughed and hacked some stuff into a cup.

"Who are you to be telling me how to raise my kids?" I gave her the coldest stare.

"They're my kids too, josh.."

"THE HELL THEY ARE!" I slammed my fist on the table. People started to turn their attention toward us.

"Do you know how stressful it is for me to have this coaching job and be a single father?! Im not home 3/4ths of the week and I know my kids need me! So does my team! So dont give me no fucking lip about what you think is right for MY children! You didn't seem to give a fuck 17 years ago so dont start now!" I clenched my jaw and balled up my fist.

"Joshua please calm down." She touched my hand but i yanked it away.

"Im sorry for walking out the way I did but.. the cancer was too severe. I didn't want the children to see me that way.. and I still dont" she put her hand over her mouth as she let tears fall.

"So they went from 'your' children to 'the' children? You're pathetic." I got up from the table and exited the restaurant.

"Fuck!" I banged on my hands on the steering wheel. Let me find the nearest bar.

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Raygen

*when a good girl gone, she gone foreva. See you cant make it rain without the stormy weather. And it's funny when it rains, when it rains it pours. Neva woulda happen if I woulda stayed in doors. Woulda neva happened if I neva traded in my text book. Cuz now im hot but all the critics say im just looks*

I reached around for my phone with my eyes still closed.

"Hello?" I said groggily.

"Raygen shanelle collins get your butt up!"

"Nic?" I looked over at the clock.

"It's 6:40 am I dont have to be up for school for another hour"

"Oh for real? Darn. Well aren't you excited for your second to last day of school?!"

"I probably would be more excited if I was still asleep. It's not that big of a deal"

"Come on, ray. Talk to me. I took a nap so im up early. Im bored"

"Nicki nooooo go wake up safaree" I whined.

"I tried but he wont budge. He's a deep sleeper" she sighed.

"Oh" was all I could say. I was dosing back off.

"Fine go back to sleep with your ugly self. I know you had a long day. Call me later. I miss you"

"K" I let the phone slide down my face as I drifted back to sleep.

*10 minutes later*

I heard my door open but I didn't feel like opening my eyes. It was probably roland coming in my bathroom to get some tissue. He always tends to blow it up around this time of the morning.

I squinted my eyes when I heard something fall off my dresser. I squinted my eyes to see daddy wobbling all over the place. He was taking off his belt.

"Daddy? You need something?" I rubbed my eyes and sat up a little in my bed. He took off his pants and sat on the side of my bed. He tried to yank my covers off but I pulled them back up.

"Stop it!"

"Come on, baby. Daddy just wants to play" his words slurred. He pulled my comforter down and slowly rubbed up and down my thighs. I had on nothing but some shorts and a white tank with no bra on. If he knew I got my nipples pierced he would kill me.

I shrugged him off and placed his hands back by his side.

"Daddy, you're drunk. Let's get you to bed. I'll bring you a glass of water and a couple Tylenol"

He roughly pushed me back on my bed and pinned my arms above my head hovering over me. He pulled up my shirt and some drool slid from his lips. He ran his thumb over my right nipple then suddenly stopped.

"So you got your nipples pierced, huh? You think you grown?"

"Daddy no, please stop! I'll take them out im sorry!"

"Too late! Since you think you grown imma treat you like you grown!" His took his peen out his boxers and rubbed it on my stomach. Tears rolled down my face as I tried to wiggle from his grasp.

"Get off of me!" I kneed him in his balls which caused him to buck forward. He bit my forhead and slapped me across my face.

"You fucking bitch!"

"ROLAND PLEASE! HELP ME! DADDY STOP YOU'RE HURTING ME!"

"That stupid ass brother of yours aint gonna do shit! Open your legs!" He tried to spread them open but I wouldn't budge. Since I cheered, my thigh muscles were no joke. He flipped me over sat on my butt. He pushed my head into my pillow with one hand and pulled my shorts down with the other. He slid his peen up and down my crack as I pleaded and cried for him to stop.

"GET THE FUCK OFF OF HER" Roland busted through my door.

"Go back to bed you little bitch boy! This aint none of your concern"

"MAN" roland ran and punched daddy dead in his jaw. He fell off the bed and hit his head on the wall. Roland jerked his shirt and started punching him some more. I pulled up my shorts and grabbed some sweatpants and a hoodie out my closet. After I threw them on I tried to grab roland off of daddy.

"Ro please come on we have to go!" I pulled his shirt so hard that it ripped but he wouldn't budge. He grabbed daddy's neck and punched him 3 times in his nose. Blood trickled down his face.

"ROLAND!" He let him go.

"Both of you motherfuckers were a waist of sperm" he spit.

"So were you bitch!" Roland kicked him in his chin. His head flew back and hit the wall once again, knocking him unconscious.

"Oh my god, ro! Look what you did he could be dead" I cried hysterically seeing my daddy in this state.

"So! Fuck that nigga! Let's go!"

Roland POV

I grabbed some sweats and a hoodie from my room and threw them on. I grabbed raygen's hand and we walked down the stairs.

"Go get in the car ray" I threw her my keys but they dropped to the ground. She was staring at the wall, shaking uncontrollably.

"RAYGEN!" She jumped.

"Stop yelling at me! Shit" she picked up the keys and left out the door. I know she's hurting and scared but we have to get out this house. I grabbed 2 waters and honey buns. I walked out the house and slammed the door.

When I got in the car raygen was staring straight ahead still shaking.

"Ray give me your phone so I can call Nicki"

"I l-left it in the house. Please dont make me go back in there ro im so scared!" She pulled her knees up to her chest and cried. I rubbed her back.

"Dont worry I'll go get it. Just please stop crying, baby girl I hate when you do. I'll be right back" I ran in the house and grabbed her iphone and charger. I ran back to the car and searched her call log for Nicki's number.

Nicki POV

I was sitting in the tub taking a nice hot bubble bath when my phone rang. I grabbed it off the toilet seat and picked it up on the 4th ring.

"Raygen I told you to call me when you go to to lunch, not during class" I swirled the bubbles in the tub with my finger.

"N-N-Nicki it's roland"

"Oh hi babe. What's up?"

I heard heavy breathing and him telling raygen to calm down. I grabbed my towel off my granite sink and wrapped it around my body. I walked into my room and sat on my bed.

"Roland I need you to talk to me, okay? What's wrong?"

"He tried to r-rape her"

"Who tried to rape who?! Tell me what happened!" I pick out a thong set and slipped it on. I put on a pair of jeans and a elmo shirt.

"If I talk about it I feel like imma break down. I swear to God imma kill that nigga for touching my sister!"

"Okay baby calm down for me. Breathe. Where are you?"

"I dont know just driving... ray please stop crying, man! Sit back and put ya seatbelt on!"

"Roland listen to me. She's gonna cry because she's in a traumatized state. Dont yell at her. If anything try to calm her down but you shouldn't be driving right now. I need you to look at your surroundings and tell me where you are"

"We just hit malibu..." he sniffed.

"Really? Okay that's great I live in malibu. What do you see?" I grabbed my red toms out my closet and walked downstairs.

"Uhh.. I see a mall, a QT, food lion, and a sign for the nearest beach"

"Alright I know exactly where you are! Pull in to that QT and wait for me to get there. Lock your doors and try to comfort your sister the best you can, okay? Do you need me to stay on the phone?"

"Okay and no her phone is gonna die any minute now. Im scared, Nic. But dont tell nobody I said that I gotta rep to protect." I could tell he was crying because his voice was a little shaky. I let out a light laugh.

"Dont worry babe, I wont. I'll be there in 10 minutes" I hung up and set my phone on the island. I rubbed my temples and leaned up against it.

"Safaree!"

He came jogging upstairs with no shirt on and his pants hanging half off his ass.

"What?"

"Okay, first of all. Why are your pants hanging half way off your ass.."

"Cuz I was taking a shit, that's why" he pulled up his pants and buckled his Michael kors belt.

"Anyway something happened with raygen and roland. They're at the gas station down the road we need to go get them"

"Them lil niggas drove an hour to malibu for what? What happened?"

"I dont know but im gonna find out. You coming or not?" I grabbed my keys out the fruit bowl heading for the front door, not really waiting for his answer.

"Wait Nic, my butt stank! I need to wash!"

"Take a shower when we get back, shitty! I need your help. Put on a shirt and let's go"

Roland POV

"Ray?"

"Hm?" She wiped her tears and looked at me.

"You okay?"

"Not really, but im still alive and a virgin so I guess im good. I cant believe he would go as far as raping me tho" more tears poured from her eyes. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into my chest. She sobbed into my shirt and I rubbed her back.

"I promise I'll kill that nigga. I shoulda did it when I had the chance"

"No, ro! You know how long you would have been put away for murder? I cant have that, I need you bro! He's not even worth it. Im glad you beat him as bad as you did"

"But he put his slimy lil meat on you, bruh. Now you finna be traumatized for life" I let a few tears fall. I hate to see my sis in pain. She looked up at me and frowned.

"Why are you crying baby boy?" She pulled her sleeve down some from her hoodie and wiped my face.

"Because I hate seeing you cry nshit. You my other half, man I dont like seeing you in pain"

She laughed a little bit.

"But you saved me, ro. You're my hero. You stopped him before he could go any further and I thank you so much for that."

"You aint gotta thank me. It's my job to protect you" I kissed her forhead and hugged her.

"I love you, roland."

"I love you too, raygen. I got you."

Raygen POV

I love my brother. He's all I got. I seen Nicki and safaree pull up to the pump in front of us. I lifted off of ro and sat back in my seat and sighed.

"Watch she finna go ham with her sensitive ass"

"Right" roland laughed.

"Oh my god, my babies! Come on let's get you in my car" she opened my door and help me out.

"Wait, hold up. I cant just leave my car here"

"You gotta point. Safaree, ride to the house with roland"

"Aight" safaree helped me in Nicki's passenger seat and kissed my forehead before he closed my door. We pulled off and Nicki grabbed my hand that rested in my lap.

"You wanna talk about it?"

"Not really but I guess I will" I sighed. I told her everything starting from after we got off the phone. When I was done we were both in tears.

"Im so sorry that had to happen to you, babe. This feels like deja vu" we came to a stop light and nicki went into a trance. I reached over and wiped her tears.

"But, hey..... im okay right? Besides this bruise on my cheek im fine, Nic. Please stop crying im okay"

"I know, ray. But you'll have to live with this terrible memory for the rest of your life. Im still not over it..." she chewed on her bottom lip as the light turned green.

"So where is he now?"

"I dont know. Ro beat him up pretty bad. He banged his head on the wall so we left him unconscious"

"Damn. Lil ro knocking niggas out now? I knew he was hard but I aint know he was that hard"

"Pauz" I said. She dead faced me.

"are you gonna press charges?"

"Can we talk about this later please? I have a headache and I just wanna lay down" I whined.

"Sure. But were gonna gave to talk about this sooner or later" we pulled into her driveway and my mouth dropped. When we entered her house it dropped even further.

"Your house is like a freaking mall compared to ours!"

"Eh. It's not all that" she shrugged. There was this mat by the door that she placed her shoes on so me and ro did the same. She put her arms around our shoulders and we sat down on her couch.

"So, my babies. I take it as tho you dont wanna go to school today?" We both shook our head no.

"Good cuz I wasn't gonna let you go anyway. You guys can stay with me now, as long as you want. This is a 8 bedroom house so pick any room you want. I will assure you guys that as long as you're here, me and safaree will never let anything happen to you"

"Thanks, Nic" roland rubbed his temples. she kissed both of our foreheads before getting up to go sit by safaree.

"So yall friends now?" I smiled. I just want them to be together already they're adorable.

"Nah. Me and this ugly boy will never be cool" Nicki laughed. Safaree threw one of the starburst he was eating at her head.

"Nigga, throw another piece of candy at me and see what happens!"

"Is that a threat, shrimp?" Before any of us knew it Nicki's little ass jumped on safaree.

"What I tell you about calling me that, tank?!"

"Who the hell is tank Nicki?!"

"Tank.. as in tank head!" she started dying laughing at her corny joke. I looked at roland and shook my head.

"Get off me, woman!" Safaree tried to get Nicki off of him but he ended up tipping their chair resulting in them falling back. I hit roland's chest and died laughing.

"Can yall stop being childish? Where the kitchen at a nigga hungry" roland got up to explore.

"Ewwww safaree I forgot you had cooties! Yall safaree took a doo doo before we left the house and he didn't take a shower!" Nicki got up off safaree and tried to run away but he caught her ankle and she fell forward.

"Dont be putting my business out like that, what's wrong with you?! Now im bout to sit on ya head!"

Nicki shrieked.

"SB I'll make this your last day living, I swear to god! Try me if you want to!"

"Nickiiii my face hurts. I need an ice pack" I frowned holding my face.

"See. Get off of me safaree I have to get my baby some ice" safaree started tickling Nicki while she gasped for her.

"Apologize for saying I have a shitty ass!"

"It's t-true but okay im s-s-sorryyyy! Stop im gonna pee!" Safaree got up off of her an returned to his seat. Nicki stayed on the floor for a few seconds before looking at me and roland.

"Aye Nic, you think I'll get to meet wayne while he's here?"

"How do you know he's in cali?"

"I have his tweets come to my phone"

"Well actually babe you will be meeting him friday" nicki smiled. I watched roland's eyes go big.

"STOP PLAYING! HOW?!"

"Yeah, how?!" I cosigned.

"Wellllll.." nicki came and plopped in between us on the couch.

"I think you guys have true gifts and I want the world to witness them. How would yall feel about auditioning to be in young money?" We both went silent. I looked over at safaree, then at nicki, then at roland. Our smiles rose at the same time. I didn't say anything I just jumped up on nicki's couch.

"THAT WOULD BE FUCKING AWESOME!"

"Little girl if you dont get down off my couch!" I plopped down and laughed. Me and roland placed kisses all over her face.

"Eww yall, get offffff"

"Thank you so much, Nicki!" Roland moon walked over to SB and took his hat off his head and placed it on his. I hugged Nicki from her side and layed my head on her boob, trying to process everything that's going on.

"Uhhh Nic... this is great news and all but my face still stings"

She placed her hand on my cheek and frowned.

"Well come on let's go get you an ice pack and I'll show you to a room if you wanna lay down" I followed her into the kitchen and sat at the island while I watched her make a homemade ice pack.

She came and sat by me. She held the ice pack on my cheek for me and looked into my eyes.

"What?" I asked.

"You kind of remind me of my younger self" she giggled. I just smiled and touched her hand that was on my cheek. When roland and safaree came into the kitchen she moved her hand and walked away.

"Yall gonna come watch me play tomorrow?" Roland grabbed a orange out the fruit bowl and played with it.

"Sure why not. But if you lose imma embarrass ya little ass on that court" safaree said.

My phone vibrated.

Dalia: why aren't you in class?
Raygen: we'll talk about it later.

I put my phone on the table and closed my eyes, not even realizing I was falling asleep. Suddenly I felt myself being lifted in the air.

"Let's get you to bed, baby girl" safaree carried me uo the stairs like I was a baby being rocked in his arms.

"Im not a baby ya know.." I yawned.

"Yeah but you built like one, nugget"

"Heyyyy... that's not nice scaff" I frowned.

He opened the room door with his foot. He tucked me in and kissed my cheek before he left. I fell fast asleep.

Only the beginning

Raygen POV

If Nicki expects me to focus on my school work after she just came and surprised me like that she's a silly motherf-

"Raygen!" Dalia yelled, snapping me outta my thoughts. It was lunch time & me and my squad (cheer squad) were sitting down eating.

"Huh?"

"You haven't even touched your food girl. What's up?" She dipped her fry in ketchup and stuck it in her mouth.

I decided not to tell them about Nicki yet. I couldn't risk them laughing in my face and calling me a delusional bitch, so I would wait until I had enough proof to show my girls. Nobody but me, ro & blake were graced by the presence of a queen so imma keep it on the D-low til the end of the week.

"Nah, I'm just not hungry" I said pushing my plate away.

"Well did you recieve some dick in the last period or so? Because that smile hasn't left your face since I seen you" my white friend jada asked. I squealed. Everybody at the table laughed

"Eeeeeekkkk!! No, yall. Shut up. I promise I'll explain it to yall by the end of the week, but I just cant right now. Just know it's something life changing & major." To be honest, it hasn't even sunk in yet. And I know Nicki has something up her sleeve because she's keeping it a secret.

"And why not?" Shanice asked.

"Cuz she said so now shut the fuck up shanice. You know she dont like you, so keep your mouth closed cuz nobody wants to smell your dick breath" dalia told her.

I laughed & shook my head when I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.

Anonymous

**: raygen?

Raygen: yes. Who dis?

**: waddup, boo. it's jaylen (;

I sat my phone back in my lap & looked up cheesing hard as a bitch. All eyes on me.

"Who was that?" I looked around at each face one by one. Nosey son of a bitches.

"Wellllll... I met this new boy in class today. He's.... cute" if my smile could get any bigger it would.

"Ooooo what's his name?" Dalia asked.

"You dont need to worry about that right now. K?" I smiled at her. She rolled her eyes
"You dont tell me shit anymore & I dont like it"

"What do you m-" before I could answer her my phone vibrated again.

Jaylen: aye you doing anything after school?

Raygen: actually I am. But maybe after practice if im not too tired I'll hit you up (:

Jaylen: aight ma 😘

"Yo, mami!" Zeke's loud ass called my name from across the cafe.

"See yall at practice" I grabbed my book bag & got up to walk out with him. We walked and sat in the courtyard since lunch was our last period.

"Where were you last period?"

With HB!

"Ummm, in blake's office. Ro got into some shit and put my name into it as always. Im like the peace maker" I sighed.

"Mami, your brother is so damn fine!" Zeke licked his lips. I smacked his chest.

"Z, ewwww!! Dont even think about it. My bro would never like dick"

"How could you be so sure?" He sounded so serious.

"Nigga we have this conversation like twice a week" I laughed.

*okay I geddit lemme think I guess it's my turnnnnn. Maybe it's time to put this pussy on ya sideburnzzzz*

My phone rung but I didn't recognize the number. I answered it anyway cuz it could be important.

"Hello?" I said cautiously.

"Ray? Why are you whispering?" The person laughed.

"HB?!" I yelled.

"Raygen?!" She yelled back in the same tone.

"How did you get my numberrrr?" I laughed.

"Well after we left yalls school, me and safaree went and met your father and discussed some thingssss. So I guess that's your answer. He seems like a very nice guy"

"Oh my God! What are yall hiding?! I cant take thisssss" I whined.

"Dont worry your pretty little head about that" she made a beat with her lips into the phone.

"Nicki can you not..." I looked over to see Z mouth "who's nicki?" But I waved him off. I looked to my right & seen jaylen walking towards me smiling. I smiled back and came back to reality when I heard Nicki doing her ugly laugh in my ear.

"HB i gotta go"

"Wha? Why?"

"I'll tell you when you and faree get here"  I stated still looking at jaylen coming towards me. He was so damn fine.

"His name is safaree..."

"Yeah yeah" I hung up. I know that was wrong but she wasn't getting it. We would talk when she gets here. I laughed to myself as jaylen approached me.

"Zeke, go somewhere" I semi whispered.

"Bitch, why? He aint nobody important" he rolled his eyes.

"Wassup, ray? Zeke" my heart skipped a beat when he said my name. Wtf?

"Dont speak to me" zeke folded his arms.

"And why is that, lil suh?" Jaylen pulled his pants up and spit to the right of him. I sucked my teeth.

"Ew, nigga!" He looked at me and flashed a smile.

"Because you're taking my bestie away from me" zeke said. I laughed

"Z, what the hell are you talking about? We just met today, papi" I touched his arm & laughed.

"Papi?" Jaylen raised his eyebrow.

"Yeah nigga, this my papi" I laughed even harder and put my leg over zeke's lap. He stroked it. Jaylen scratched his head.

"Oh u-um. Well I didn't know"

"Boy please, im gay. But trust me I can see the future. Yall are gonna become very close" he grabbed his bag and started to walk off.

"I'll call you after practice!"

Safaree POV

"Yo, Nic. Imma stop and get something to eat real quick." She looked up from her phone.

"Faree, no. We have to go get my babies" I sucked my teeth.

"Nicki we just left them not even 3 hours ago. A nigga gotta eat, we'll pick them up something too"

"How about we just take them out to eat?"

"Ehhh... yeah I guess that'll be coo'"

"Yaaayyyy" she did a little dance in her seat. I looked over at her and smiled.

"You cute as hell" I said not meaning for it to be out loud. She looked over at me with those pretty brown eyes and stared at me for a few seconds as if she was tryna read me.

"Thank you, safaree. That felt nice coming from you" she giggled.

"What you mean by that, shrimp?" She pinched my elbow meat.

"Dont call me that! And because usually when you call me pretty, or tell me I look nice, something ignorant comes after it" she chewed her bottom lip. We pulled up to a red light and I reached over and pulled her lip from her teeth.

"Chill with that lip biting shit, yo" she grabbed my hand and placed it in her lap.

"Safaree im gonna ask you something and I want the truth" she looked me in my eyes.

"What's up, Nic?" I put my head back against the seat and we was just staring into each other's eyes on some deep shit.

"What's been with your change of attitude? Like, I noticed you would just come up and touch me in spots where you normally wouldn't. And it seems like you been down in the dumps a little bit. Faree, if there's something you wanna talk about, im always here"

I sighed and looked down in my lap. Should I tell my bestfriend now or later that im in love with her?

"Well see the thing is I-"

*beeeeeeeepppp!*

We're still at a redlight. Dead.

"We'll talk about it later" she let go of my hand and I had a silent fit. I stuck my head out the window

"I'll move when I wanna move, bitch ass niggas!"

"Safaree! Chill" she laughed.

"Let's go pick up my babies" I shook my head and drove off.

Roland POV

I walked out the gym with my shit to see raygen chilling with my nigga jaylen. They was all close nshit. I walked over to them.

"I know the hell NOT. Get away from my sister"

"Chill, ro. We aint doing nothing but talking"

"Yeah, and just talking turns into just fucking so get the fuck away from my sister, nigga" I dropped my gym bag and this nigga didn't look shook at all. I looked over at raygen and we both bust out laughing.

"Nah im just fucking with you. What yall got going on?" I dapped jaylen up and sat down in between them. I seen raygen roll her eyes and I laughed.

"Nothing just chatting it up. You gon' be at practice tonight, bruh?" He asked

"Oh shit, I forgot. Yo ray, Nicki still coming?"

"Yeah" she replied looking down at her phone.

"Yeah. Aight imma be there later bruh"

"Who Nicki be?" I smiled & looked over at ray.

"A close friend. She cute as hell too" I licked my lips. I felt a hand hit the back of my neck.

"The fuck, ray?!"

"She dont want you & you know that. Dont be talking bout my sis like that" she pointed her finger in my face.

"Girllllll BOO" I waved her off.

"Yall a trip" jaylen laughed. He got up and pulled his pants up with him. He grabbed ray's hand and gently pulled her up so that her chest met his. I seen him whisper something into her ear & she giggled. He walked away and she sat down smiling.

"You like him or something?"

"None of your business, ugly" she took out her phone and used it as a mirror so she could apply some more lipgloss. I smacked my lips.

"You are my business"

Raygen POV

Before I could reply to his annoying ass I seen this pepto pink car pull into the front of the school. I giggled. Nobody but Nicki.

"Let's go, bro!" I grabbed his hand and we ran towards the car. I seen the doors slowly rise up and out came SB.

"Waddup, coons?!"

"Waddup, beezy?!" I hugged him around his waist. He's so tall. I have mad respect for safaree and dont understand why ppl tend to hate on him. One reason for sure is because his bestie is the most beautiful woman on the planet. The best RAPPER alive. And they think that he be spending all her money? Nah. Fuck all that. Safaree building his own brand. This nigga cool smh.

I pulled back from him and realized I was crying. I quickly wiped my tears.

"Woahhh, wassup ray? What's with the water works?" He kneeled down to my level.

"I honestly dont know. I just love yall so much like this has been the best day of life. Ugh! You and Nicki have made me cry so much today. Sick of yall" he laughed and took one of his chains from around his neck and placed it around mine.

"We love you too babygirl" he kissed my forehead and I smiled.

"Lawd, safaree. You just cant keep kissing me offguard like that. Your lips are no joke"

He died laughing.

"Well, aren't yall cute" Nicki smiled then dropped it in 2.5 seconds.

"Get in the car or im leaving with out yall" she slipped her shades back on and got in the car.

I tapped safaree's side and he bent down to my level so I could whisper in his ear.

"You know she trip every time you show me affection cuz she like you"

"How you figure?" He looked at me and folded his lips.

"Cuz I know these things, beezy. This is how I am with ro when he talks to other girls infront of me. Only exception is that I dont like him, I just wanna be the only girl in his life. That's how Nicki feels about you but I know for a fact not in a brotherly way. Cuz why would she be tripping bout a 16 year old, ya know? Tell her how you feel cuz I know you hiding it from her." I patted his chest and hopped in the back seat with ro when Nicki started beeping the horn.

"Chill, woman!" SB yelled.

Nicki POV

Safaree needs to chill with all this excess attention he's showing raygen. I feel like he's doing it to piss me off. Yeah, she's a little girl but I feel some type of way. Or am I tripping? I like SB and all but I could never see myself with him. That's my BEST FRIEND. It's kinda weird, ya know? I cant with myself right now. Lemme just try to focus on the road.

"Nika, you okay?" I looked in my rear view mirror to see raygen looking at me intently.

"Yeah babe im fine. Why you ask?"

"Because everytime you chew on your bottom lip you're in deep thought. I know you and all your ways, HB. Been rocking with you since I was in 6th grade but we'll talk about it later" I smiled. I love her.

I know she's TM because when we went to meet her father he showed me her room. I seen my posters, lipstick, perfume, albums, bracelets, magazines, you name it. I giggled at how embarrassed she would be if she found out I seen it.

"What's funny?"

"Nothing"

"Girl. Tell me."

"... your dad showed me your room" I busted out laughing when I heard her gasp. She smacked her forehead.

"Nooooo, that's so embarrassing! Remind me to not cook his dinner when I get home. He's on the list of people I dont fuck with I cant right now"

I laughed some more along with safaree and roland.

"Babe, it's okay. Just know you'll be a fan turned friend. Well... little sister" I seen her get teary eyed.

"You know what Nicki pleaas hush. I dont think I have anymore water left in my eye sockets"

"Oop! Where yall wanna eat?"

"Fast food or sit down?" Roland asked.

"Fuck I look like? A sit down boy" I stared at him thru my rear view mirror.

"Oh. Well red lobster"

"Noooo, ro! Chipotle!" Ray stated.

"See! This is why I fucks with you, nig! Yes nicki, Chipotle" safaree looked up from his phone.

"Keep eating that shit and yall gon' turn into some damn mexicans!" I laughed.

"Nah, yall. I think im with ro, I want some gaht damn lobsta!"

"Aight, how bout we do a game of rock paper scissors. I'll play for ray, you play for ro. I win we do Chipotle. You win we do red lobster. Deal?"

"Safaree, im driving"

"I dont give a fuck. Pull over cuz a nigga hungry and time is ticking" he demanded. I was turned on like hell.

"Safaree I am not finna pull my car over to play some damn game"

"Just pull over Nicki, damn!" I hated when he yelled at me but it just goes to show he was serious. I looked at him like he was crazy, but when I seen his stern look I turned my head quick. Fucking asshole. I pulled over into a kmart parking lot.

"SB dont be yelling at my HB"

"Well your HB should learn to listen" he said putting emphasis on 'hb'.

"Safaree shut the hell up! Let's play this stupid game so we can leave." I rolled my eyes. I was pissed at him 1, for yelling at me. 2, for me making me pull my car over. Fuck him.

"2 outta 3" he said. Raygen and roland leaned up and put their elbows up and rested on both of our seats.

"Rock, paper, scissors, shoot!"

Safaree had rock and I had scissors.

"Yasss! Pam pam!" Raygen yelled and I rolled my eyes.

"Come on Nic, you got this. Lobsta! Lobsta! Lobsta!" Roland gave me a lil shoulder rub and I laughed.

"Rock, paper, scissors, shoot!"

Safaree had rock again and I had paper.

"Ha! Rock dont win everytime, nicca"

"Yeah, whatever. One more round.." safaree stated.

"And now.... the moment we've all been waiting for... it all comes down to this... will safaree win aka ice beezy? Or Nicki aka da kid? I'll get back to you with the results in 2 minutes." Raygen had her phone up to her mouth pretending it was a mic.

"Shut up, bruh. Whack ass"

"You shut up, ro!"

"Yall chill out, now! Safaree let's go"

"Rock..." I stared into his mesmerizing eyes. He was so gorgeous and after 10 years im just now actually realizing it.

"Paper..." I then looked at his juicy lips. I wanted them on me again. They sent this chill down my spine. I seen him flash a smile and lick his lips and I looked away shyly.

"Awwww look at papa faree making you blush" ray snapped a picture.

"Hey! Dont post that nowhere" I pointed my finger in her face.

"Whatever im not. Finish the game. Let's go beezy!" I rolled my eyes.

"Scissors... shoot!"

I had paper and safaree had scissors. He won.

"Yeah, niggas! Get with the winning team hoe!" Next then you know I smacked safaree across his face.

"What the fuck, Nicki?!" He shouted holding his cheek.

"That's for cheating... and im not a hoe!"

My breathing was hitched as I put my seatbelt back on.

"Sit back yall" ro and ray put their seat belts on aswell.

"Nicki you know I didn't mean it like that" safaree touched my thigh and I jumped.

"dont fucking touch me" I shrugged him off and pulled off.

No POV

Nicki pulled into the Chipotle parking lot and got out without saying a word. Raygen and roland looked at each other and shrugged before taking their seatbelt off. Ro caught up to Nicki so he could open the door for her.

"Thank you" she smiled.

"No problem" he followed behind her.

"Safaree, you good?" Raygen leaned up in the seat and cocked her head to the side facing him. She rested her head on her hands.

"Yeah, im straight. I dont know why she acting like that. I talk shit on a regular and I wasn't really addressing her as a hoe" he said and rested his hands in his lap.

"I told you why she's acting like this, scaff. You need to tell her how you feel. And if you dont tell her soon I will. I been around yall for less than 24 hours and yall already getting on my nerves." She wrapped her long hair around her fingers and sighed. Safaree smirked at her.

"Yo you mad smart and mature for your age. We gon' become mad close. I already see ro and Nicki building their lil bond already. But you.... you a tough one. And imma teach you some things" she smiled and and he smiled back.

"But on some real shit I know the perfect time, day and place that imma tell her. Bet" safaree rubbed his hands together while looking straight ahead

"Oooo when? Where? How?" Raygen asked confused.

"Dont worry about it right now. Let's get out"

"Wha! So why would you even bring it up if you're not gonna tell me?!" Safaree laughed and raygen mushed his head.

"it's not funny! I hope Nicki smack you again"

"Chill! That's not even right. She small as hell but she hit like a nigga" safaree touched his cheek again. Raygen busted out laughing.

"Bruhhhh I been waiting mad long to let that out. The look on your face was priceless. How you gonna let her lil 4 foot ass push you around? Do better scaff"

He was about to speak until nicki appeared thru the double doors with her hand on her hip. She threw her hair over her shoulder before she spoke.

"Yall coming in or not? This was yall spot so get yall asses out the fucking car and come eat"

Ray and safaree looked at nicki then at each other.

"She dont play huh?"

"Nope" safaree popped the p.

"How do you control yourself around her? She's such a sexy human being"

Safaree sighed and shook his head.

"Pshhhh, I dont even know ray" they laughed.

"Oh, so yall deaf now? Acting like yall dont hear me. Okay I'll remember that." Nicki walked back in mumbling something under her breath. Raygen hopped up.

"Nicki, nooooo im sorry!" She grabbed her hand from the back (lolz) before she could go back to her seat.

"Okay"

"No it's not okay. Turn around and face me"
Nicki turned around and looked raygen dead in her face.

"Okay, now what?" Raygen grabbed her hands and pouted.

"Tell me your not mad at me. I was just making sure your lil boo was okay after you smacked the shit outta him" she let out a giggle.

"That's not my boo. But im not mad at YOU, baby girl" she rolled her eyes at safaree as she seen him get into the line of ppl waiting to get their food.

"Dont be mad at him either, HB. Just know he has something to get off his chest"

"..... which isssss?" Nicki stared at her intently.

"Im not telling youuuuuu" she sang out as she went to get in line. Nicki burned a hole through her back.

"BUT...." she flipped her hair over her shoulders as she turned back around.

"I'll make an exception if you tell me what you're hiding from me and my brother?" She batted her eyelashes. Nicki twisted her lips and looked off to the side.

"Hmm... hell no. I'll find out eventually and so will you, little girl. You will not manipulate me infront of a bunch of mexicans" with that Nicki strutted away.

"You petty, Nic!"

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Raygen POV

"We going home now? I got practice" I asked before taking a sip of my lemonade.

"Me too" ro said.

"Yes, babies. And I probably wont see yall again til this weekend" Nicki stated. We turned at a stop light.

"Whaa? Whyyyyyyy" I whined. Being with them for less than a day and I was already physically and emotionally attached.

"Can we getcho address so we can come visit or something?" Ro asked. He played with the rim of his hat.

"Yall will be fine. It's wednesday." Nicki laughed.

"And because I have to get back in the studio to work on this album. Safaree has to work on his T-shirt line. And yall are busy with the last week of school."

"Yeah. Yall shouldn't miss us too much. Yall finna be just as busy as us" Safaree chimed in. I sighed and threw my head back.

"I guess..."

Nicki looked at me through the rear view mirror.

"We'll miss you too babe"

As we pulled into my driveway we seen daddy outside getting into his car. Nicki put the car in park and we all got out. I walked up to safaree and hugged him first.

"Im hanging this chain on my wall, just to let you know"

"What if I wanted it back?"

"Too bad. You got money. Buy a new one" he laughed and I kissed him on his cheek. I seen nicki and ray hugging so I waited my turn.

"Come here, babe." Nicki pulled me into a hug and I squeezed her tightly.

"I feel like I wanna cry but were only gonna be apart for 2 days" I whined.

"Me too, babe. So if you dont cry then I wont either. We dont need the water works right now cuz the situation is really not that serious" she laughed.

I sighed into her boobs.

"You know... these are really soft" I poked her left tit and she smacked my hand.

"Alot of people haven't been able to get away with that so you're lucky!"

"Safaree would be jealous" I whispered. She looked over at safaree and smirked.

"Yeah, I bet"

"Anyway im gonna be late for practice as usual. Call me! Tonight! Please?" I pouted.

"I promise" she let out her pinky and I grabbed it with mine. She hugged me again and kissed my forehead.

Safaree and ro finished up their convo. He dapped him up before getting back in the car.

"Be good!" He yelled.

Me and ro looked at each other and busted out laughing.

"Yeah right" we said in unison. Nicki beeped the horn before pulling off.

Roland POV

"Where you off to, pops?"

"Um to meet up with a friend real quick. You and raygen gonna be good while im gone?"

I sucked my teeth and gave him a "you serious?" look.

"Aren't we always? You aint never here"

"Dont back talk me, boy. Tell ray to have my dinner ready bout time I get back" he closed his door.

"Yeah, aight. Whatever. Go cater to someone who's more important than your kids" I could tell he wanted to raise his voice but I wasn't tryna hear it. I honestly just dont care for him anymore.

I walked into the house. This nigga stay bullshitting. He never even asks us what we got going on outside of school and it's annoying that he's not more supportive of us. But it's all good. We got nicki and safaree now. Hopefully being with them, I'll be out this house more and more so I wont have to see that nigga face.

I smiled walking into my room thinking about the day I had. Did I really just chill with Nicki Minaj? Shit is crazy and it still hasn't sunk in. Me and ray will probably wild out about it later on. But I know they're hiding something from us and im eager to find out. I mean, it gotta be something semi big for them to be keeping it a secret, right? I dont know man.

Safaree POV

"Hey, ma"

"Hello safaree. How's my favorite son?"

"Im your only son mama" I heard her laugh into the phone.

"Oh boy, hush. Im just messing. How are you?"

"I've been good. Working hard. Me and nicki should be coming to visit in a few weeks for my birthday"

"Oh! How's my Nicki? Yall dont even call me anymore. I haven't seen yall in nearly 2 years!!!!" I could tell she was frowning.

"It never fails. I call to talk to you about something important and you wanna ask about Nicki. Nobody cares about little ole safaree" I sighed.

"Baby, you got something on your mind? I ask about my second daughter everytime we speak. Is there something wrong?"

"Your second daughter, huh?" I laughed.

"She's actually the reason I called to talk to you" I sighed and ran my hand over my face.

"Well talk to me"

"I love nicki, ma"

"Yeah safaree, everybody knows that. Is this some type of joke?"

"Nooo" I laughed.

"Im in love with her"

Her end of the phone was silent for a few seconds.

"I also knew that. Safaree you've been in love with that girl since you've met her. It's no surprise"

"How you figure?"

"You remember when her father used to abuse her? She would call you in the middle of the night and you would coming running with no hesitation. When that foolish boy raped her, YOU were the one who took my baby to the doctor. It was always you, safaree. Jelani's in detroit, carol would always be at work. It was always you, baby"

I sat thinking for a minute. Me and Nicki been thru mad shit, but her the most. I dont know why niggas thought she was some type of punching bag back in the day. And it's not like she didn't stick up for herself, but her smart ass mouth always got her in trouble. I done been in mad fist fights for her lil ass. It still pisses me off that I couldn't take away her pain.

"Yeah mama I know but I dont think she feels the same. Like I been dropping hints but she aint picking them up"

"Well have yall actually sat down and talked about it?"

"Nah, but we're finna be mentoring these kids. We seen some covers of their songs on youtube and their actually really REALLY good. Raygen sings and roland raps a lil bit"

"Awww well baby that's nice of yall. Will they be coming down to visit me as well? I wanna meet them!" I laughed at her excitement.

"Yes mama as long as their father gives the okay"

"Well that's great baby. Keep me posted. And you and Nicki need to sit down and talk, I gotta go pick up your nephew from daycare. I dont know what your sister and that boyfriend of hers been up to but she's been slacking."

"Boy friend?! Since when did her little ass have a boyfriend?!"

"Safaree, she's 20 years old. Let the girl breathe. You've been on her tail since she came out the womb"

"Yeah that's cuz she's fast mama. Why you think she had lil christian at 17? Do you know how many lil dudes I caught in her room when she was still in high school? It's probably worst now that she's in college" I sighed.

"Maybe Nicki can talk to her when yall come up. But listen baby I gotta go. Love you"

"Love you too, mama"

Nicki POV

"Safareeeeeeeeee" I yelled. I want him to come to the studio with me, but I didn't see him in his room.

"Safaree!" Still no answer. I walked downstairs and got a water out the kitchen. I twisted the top off and sipped some before walking into the living room and sitting down. I looked around at all the decor and pictures of my family on the wall.

There was a frame in the corner by the tv that I couldn't keep my eyes off of. It was of me, safaree, his friend thai, candi, lauren and thembi at graduation. We must of have been laughing at something because everybody's mouth was open. I had my arms wrapped around safaree's waist, looking like I was tryna help him from falling because he had one foot in the air.

I decided to text him but still got no answer

"The fuck, SB?! Im not in the mood for your games, I have shit to do!"

I heard something drop so I decided to go see what it was. I think it came from the basement. I grabbed my bat out the closet and tip toed to the door that lead to the stairs. I knocked on it to see if anybody would come open before I would.

"Who's there?!" I opened the door to see 2 people. One in a scream mask and one in a jason mask.

"What the hell?!" I was scared shitless. They grabbed both my arms and I tried to swing my bat but it slipped from my grasp because the grip on my arms were tight.

"Let the fuck go of me, you dicks! Who are you?! What do you want and why do you want it with me?!"

"Shut up, bitch!"

"Ahhhhhh!! Safaree! Safaree help me!" They yanked my hair and covered my mouth and dragged me down the stairs.

Safaree POV

"Yo thai, hit me back later. Lemme go see why Nic tripping"

"Aight bruh"

UH OH! Who could that be? How did they even get in the house? Duh DUN DUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!