It was only just a dream

Safaree POV

"Get your hoe ass up, draya!" Nigga kicked her in the stomach when he seen her arm twitching.

"I know you untied that nigga wrist & I smelled your cheap ass perfume on him! You fucked this nigga again?! Huh?!" He kicked her again.

"Ahhhhh! No please stop it! You could kill the baby!"

"I DONT GIVE A FUCK! IT'S NOT MY BABY SO FUCK YOU AND THAT PIECE OF SHIT ASS NIGGA YOU FUCKED!" He grabbed her by her hair and pulled her to the other side of the room.

"She raped me.."

"Shut the fuck up!" He pulled her dress up and forced himself inside of her. I seen Nicki's face again instead of draya's and my eyes watered.

"GET THE FUCK OFF OF HER DAWG!" I screamed.

"Oh so now you care about her?! HA! Shut yo ass up and lay there in pain!" He yelled. I calmed myself down as the pain in my ankle ceased and draya's face appeared again. This is crazy. I miss my baby so so so much. But im not gon' cry cuz I dont want this nigga to think that im weak. I turned my head as he continued to rape her infront of me. Just then the door opened and in appeared joshua. Roland and raygen's dad.

Roland POV

"Ayo, wayne can iiiiii-" I stopped when I seen that he wasn't in his room.

"yo WEEZY?!" I yelled walking down the stairs.

"Stop yelling lil nigga" he was loading bullets into this pistol.

"Woah. Can I see that?"

"Man no. You think im tryna let nicki kick my ass?" He looked at me.

"Well man where you finna go with that?" I asked.

"Look. Some nigga is holding safaree hostage and we gotta go find him. Can you keep this a secret from the girls?"

"WOAH WHAT?! You gotta let me help!"

"Nah little man. I wouldn't want something to happen to you"

"Wayne come on man. We in this together. I promise I wont let you down. I wanna know who got my bro scaff as much as yall do. Please" I said. He sighed and nodded his head.

"Come on"

Nicki POV

I let raygen drive us to safaree's hotel just incase he asked whose idea it was for us to come over here.

"Do you see his car?" She asked.

"Nah. It's probably parked in some bitch's driveway knowing his need for sex" I rolled my eyes. She slammed her break and my head collided with the dash board.

"FUCK! RAYGEN!"

she put the car in park.

"One, this is why you should wear a seatbelt. Two, stop being so freaking petty! You were just talking about how much you miss him. So freaking difficult" she said slamming the car door. I rubbed my forhead and fiddled with the door handle.

"I dont know who you think you're talking to little girl but you need to shape up right fucking now!" I yelled. She kept walking.

"Raygen shanelle collins, im talking to you!"

"Yeah yeah yeahhhhh! Just come on nicccc!" She ran in the double doors and past the concierge not even bothering to ask what room he was in, so I did.

"Excuse me?"

"Woahhhhhh that's a pretty bright mark on your forhead sweetie" the old lady told me.

"Dont remind me! That devil child did it!" I rolled my eyes.

"Anyway can you please tell me what room safaree samuels is in?" The lady pushed her glasses on to her nose and I looked around the hotel lobby. It was pretty cute.

"Hm... it seems to me that mr samuels checked out sometime around 2 am this morning" she said. I scrunched up my face.

"Who the hell checks out of a hotel at 2 in the morning? Something aint right. Gotta be a groupie" I bit my bottom lip.

"Are you sure you looked up the right name? I know my bestfriend and he wouldn't just spend the night at some skank's house. He always has a back up plan just incase something doesn't go right"

She side eyed at me and continued typing. My phone vibrated in my pocket and I answered it without looking.

"NICKI!?"

"RAYGEN?!"

"GET UP HERE NOW! ROOM 507! HURRY!"

Safaree POV

"Aye man I think she's had enough. I know ya dick numb" I said. It's been about 3 hours and dude still ramming her. I couldn't give a fuck about her feelings but I cant watch this for too much longer.

"And can I atleast get some meds for my foot? Fuck. This pain is crucial man you're killing me!"

He laughed and zipped up his pants. He spit on draya and dragged her by her hair out the door. She was out cold.

"That's kind of the point safaree. Like I said, you'll be dead In less then 2 months" he put on his shirt.

"Now, im gonna go home and get some rest. I'll have my boys take care of you"

"Nigga with all this blood im losing imma be dead before you get the chance to lay a finger on me. Fuck you"

He smirked and walked towards me. He took his gun from his loop and butted me with it in the head.

"AYE FUCK! I swear to God you better say your goodbyes to everybody you love now cuz a nigga aint gonna be tied up for long! Shit that hurt!"

"Next time watch your fucking mouth. With that big ass head you got im surprised you even felt anything" he slammed the door.

My head was pounding and im hungry. My crew need to get on it and they need to get on it now. When my phone dies that's it for me and they cant track me anymore. It's been 3 days.

Nicki POV

I rushed off the elevator and ran to the room raygen told me to go to. I took my heels off and started running as fast as I could.

"RAYGEN! OPEN THE DOOR!" I banged on room 507. It crept open and I hesitantly walked in. Now I know she's playing with me cuz who else could have opened this door?

"Raygen come on, stop playing. We didn't come here for this!" I walked around the room and seen a few fitteds, chains and sneakers. Safaree's room? I walked over to the bed and ran my hand over his sheet. I smiled. He laid his head here. I really do miss my baby but where the hell could he be? I seen a loose piece of paper on the night stand and retrieved it. It was titled "my love for you"

"Nicki. My queen. Im sorry for all the pain I've caused you. Past and present. I know I can be on some little boy shit sometimes, but that's just to get attention from you. To get under your skin. Remember when you were about 8 and I proposed to you with some cracker jacks and a watermelon ring pop? Those were the days.. when you weren't stressed and didn't fuss at me all the time. But I promise when I get a hold of that ass, baby that stress will be gone as soon as you let out that first moan, which im dying to hear again. It's music to my ears, but im not rushing you with your beautiful ass. Moral of this letter is, I love you and I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. On some deep shit. But will you ever read this letter? Who knows. Im a bit of a pussy when it comes to expressing my feelings if you haven't noticed by now.
           Xoxo, your man safaree. *kissy face*"

I wiped my tears and let out a giggle at the last part. He's such a clown, but the sweetest one I've ever met. Where is he?

"Nicki.." someone said just above a whisper behind me and I jumped.

"Shit raygen you scared me! Where have you been?"

"Playing with a friend.."

"Raygen im not in the mood for games right now, okay. Come here. Why are you standing like that?" I asked confused. As soon as she started to move one foot, she fell flat on her face. I screamed when I seen there was a knife deep in her lower back.

"OH MY GOD RAYGEN! WHAT THE FUCK?! SOMEBODY HELP ME! PLEASE!" I wrapped one of her arms around my neck and was about to pick up the rest of her body when I heard a gun click.

"Put her down.." a voice said. I did as told while shaking and crying.

"Who are you?"

"For me to know and you to find out Ms. Nicki.." the voice said.

Ms. Nicki? Ms. Nicki.. the only person who called me that was...

"Dalia?"

She hit me in the head with a gun and I blacked out.

Roland POV

"Where did you say grizz was?" I asked wayne. I loaded the gun he gave me and pointed it at the window. I laughed at the image of me shooting someone.

"We was supposed to meet up at my crib but I told him to go to Nicki's. And put that shit down man! I dont even know why I gave it to you" he snatched it from my grip and put it in the glove compartment.

"Hold the hell on.. if we were supposed to be keeping this from her why are we meeting here?"

"I changed my mind. They should know what's going on. Cuz if you get hurt
that's my ass and vice versa" he shook his head and put the car in park.

"Fuck!" I said under my breath.

"This is a bad idea wayne!" I slammed the door and followed him into the house.

"Yo, grizz!" He yelled.

"Sup, boss's boss!" He came out the kitchen with a sandwich.

"Nigga you eating and we posta be handling business. Where are the girls?"

"I dont know. I used the spare key Martin left under the mat. They weren't here when I got here" he took a big bite out of his sandwich.

"And I gotta stuff my face. Might be my only chance. Imma be shooting niggas up all day, ya know?" He said with a full mouth.

"Say nigga again and imma be shooting your ass up" wayne smacked the sandwich he was eating out of grizz's hand and I laughed.

"Take it easy, bro"

"You take it easy. Let's bounce!"

I shook my head and followed after them. I dont know how all this is gonna plan out, I just wanna know that safaree is okay.

"Aye nah. Get in the back" Grizz opened the passenger door.

"What?"

"You heard me. Get in the back!"

"Man you get in the back. I rode to this location in shotgun and imma ride back in shot gun" I folded my arms.

"Get in the back, lil man! We gotta go"  wayne said.

I let out a breath and mugged grizz.

"Move the black person to the back as usual. Martin aint die for this!"

"Shut the fuck up and ride, lil man. Do me a favor and call raygen see where they at"

Dalia POV

After hitting Ms. Nicki with the gun I dragged raygen by her hair and pulled her over to the bed. I pulled the knife out her back with no hesitation and she screamed.

"Oh, shut up" I pulled my phone and dialed a number.

"Hello?"

"I got her"

"Good job, baby girl! Imma send josh down to come get yall so just hold tight for a minute. Dont let her get away!"

"Oh, trust me. She isn't going anywhere" I hung up the phone and let out a laugh.

"W-why are y-y-you doing this?" Raygen said. She slowly seemed to be losing conscious. She laid flat on her stomach. I stepped on the knife wound.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!" She screamed.

"Wake up, bitch! Im not finished with you just yet. You ruined my life and now it's my turn to ruin yours" I grabbed her by her chin and kissed her.

"I love you, raygen. I've always loved you but you've been too blind and caught up in that dick head of a boyfriend of yours! Fuck him!" I screamed with rage. I went in to kiss her again but she bit my bottom lip. I slapped her across the face hard and she cried.

"Im nothing but nice to you and this is how you treat me?!?!" I got up and went to the bathroom to wipe the blood from my now gushing lip. I wet some tissue and held it there. When I walked out I seen that Ms. Nicki was no longer laying on the floor. I slowly looked around the room and reached for my gun.

"Where'd that fake ass mentor of yours go?" I pointed the gun around the room and behind doors. I quickly got angry and knelt down to raygen's level. I grabbed her hair, banged her head on the floor & put the gun against her head. I could tell she wanted to scream but nothing would come out.

"WHERE DID SHE GO?! YOU GOT THREE SECONDS TO SPEAK UP OR YOU'RE DEAD!"

"1.." my eyes wandered the room again. Nothing.

"2.." where the hell could she be? She didn't leave because the chain lock is still on the door. Sneaky little bitch.

"3.." I looked down at raygen. I dont want us to end like this. I love her so much but she humiliated me in front of the whole school and that's a big no no! Something I'll now have to deal with next year and for the rest of my life.

"Any last words?" I stroked her chin.

"P-p-please dont sh-shoot me" she swallowed hard. Her nose was bleeding and her eyes kept rolling to the back of her head. I noticed she kept directing her gaze to the bathroom.

"Aw. Poor baby. I wouldn't want you to go through anymore pain so how about I just end your life right now?" I smiled and kissed her cheek.

"NICKI!"

"Have a nice time in hell, bitch!"

..WHAT!?

**CLICK.. BOOM**

Nicki POV

I woke up to loud screaming. I grabbed my pillow and sighed into it. Getting out of bed and slipping on my slippers, I sighed. Ray has been having these nightmares lately. She wont exactly tell me every detail but I know that she gets killed in every one. I closed my eyes and counted to 3 before I opened her room door.

"Raygen, sweetie.." I slipped under her covers and tried to hold her. She grabbed me and started to sob into my boobs. It startled me, but I just grabbed the back of her head and held her while she cried.

"This one felt so real..." she whispered.

I sighed and stroked her hair.

"Tell me about it. Im here for you ray you can talk to me"

"Dalia.. she was trying to kill me and she was acting so freaking mental. And scaff! Draya raped him and her boyfriend shot his foot off and was torturing him! And my dad.. he was part of the clan. Roland, grizz and wayne were coming to his rescue. And then me and you... dalia stabbed me in the back and she knocked you out with a gun! Then she shot me in the head! I know it's a lot to cope but it just felt so real, Nic!" She cried shaking.

I let my tears fall as well. I hate that she's going through this.

"Raygen listen to me babe. Im gonna do everything in my power to help you through this okay? You're not alone and ylu never will be. Let it all out, babygirl" I rubbed her back while she nodded her head and sobbed.
About 20 minutes later she stopped but I was drifting back off to sleep. She nudged me and I looked down at her. She looked at me with a small smile.

"What?"

"I love you so much, Nicki. Now that you're here I dont know what I would do with out you" she looked back down and sighed. I smiled big.

"I love you so much more, raygen. I couldn't see my life without you in it now that you're here" I kissed the top of her head.

"We've had the house to ourselves for about a month now and I kind of miss the guys. Can we call scaff?"

"Sure ya can.. ya hungry? Im gonna go make us some breakfast" I pushed her off of me and started to walk down stairs.

"Nic I said WE!" she followed behind me stomping her big feet.

"And I said YOU. Me and safaree have nothing to talk about. And stop walking so hard, little girl!"

"It's not my fault I have heavy feet gosh! And sure yall do!"

Here she goes... her phone vibrated and she smiled down at it.

"After I talk to jaylen were calling safaree.." she pointed at me and walked to the living room.

"You cant make me!" I stuck my tongue out and rolled my eyes. I got out pans and a baking sheet for my homemade cinnamon rolls. As I was getting my ingredients out the fridge the door bell rang.

"Whooooo is ittttt?" I sang. I opened the door before I got an answer and was met with the face of ameena.

"Hi new friend!" I laughed.

"Hello!" She hugged me. I welcomed her in but before I could follow behind her the doorbell rang again. Well alrighty then.

"Rika I told you to be here by 11."

"Bitch it's 10:30. Move" she pushed past me.

"Girl get smart with me again and imma throw you out on ya ass" I smacked her ass as she walked towards my kitchen.

"Ouch, Nicki!"

I laughed.

"Damn you're beautiful. You look familiar do I know you?" She said when she saw ameena.

"Hi, you're very pretty too!" She laughed.

"Im raygen's mother, ameena. Nice to meet you" she held out her hand.

"Im sherika. And girl around here we hug" sherika pulled ameena into a hug and she giggled.

Raygen POV

"I miss you too, baby. I haven't seen you in 2 weeks" I frowned and plopped down on the couch.

"Yeah. Maybe I can take you out saturday?"

"Sure. I'd like that" I smiled.

"Tell jada I miss her as well! But I got another call coming in babe I'll call you back"

"Aight i love you"

"I love you too" I smiled. I hung up and seen that a facetime call from scaff was coming in. I pressed answer and cheesed.

"Eeeeekkkk! Hi scaff!"

"Ahhhhhh! Hi ray!" He mocked.

"How's my fav little lady?" He showed his pearly whites. He looked kind of worn out and tired. He had on his fitted and a white tee with red basketball shorts. His beard was kinda scruffy.

"Im fine. Scaff have you been sleeping?"

"Yes but not well" he sighed.

"Nicki is on my mind constantly. Knowing she's not right next to me or were not in the same prescence before I go to bed, I just stay up all night worrying about her. It's been like that every since I met her and it pisses me off knowing that she doesn't go through the same process"

"That's where you're wrong Mr. Beezy. I know she misses you but she just denies it. Like okay.." I propped my hand on my knees and sat the phone on the arm of the chair.

"Sometimes I find her daydreaming and then she just randomly smiles. I've never seen her like that before but I know she's thinking about you." I seen him smile.

"Just dont give up hope, okay? That woman loves the fu-"

"Excuse me?" He gasped and made his voice high pitched.

"She loves you scaff" I giggled.

"Raygen!" Nicki called for me in the background.

"Yoooooooo?!" I answered.

"We got company! Come speak!"

I rolled my eyes.

"Yes ma'am! I'll be right back, scaff dont hang up!" I propped my iphone up on the coffee table, facing the kitchen.

Safaree POV

"You know you can just call me back later.." I tried to say before she walked away. I sighed and propped my head on my elbow. I tried to look past the western windows that was in front of the kitchen, but couldn't. About 5 minutes later my stomach started growling. I got up and got some chewy chips ahoy cookies and a lemonade from the fridge.

When I bit into the cookie I seen Nicki walk out of the kitchen smiling. She had on these black shorts, a white tank and her hair was in a messy bun with a black head band. How fucking sexy could she be?

"Damn.." I mumbled. She stopped all movement and looked around the room.

"Who said that?"

"Over here, Nicki" I chuckled.

"Oh. Well hello, talking iPhone" I could tell she was trying her hardest not to smile.

"I know you wanna talk to me. Come here"

She sighed. "Safaree I have company to tend to.."

"Just come here man" I smacked my teeth. She rolled her eyes and sat on the couch where I couldn't see her.

"Nicki turn the phone to where I can see you. Damn how stubborn could you be?"

She snatched the phone and the cute little vein in her forehead made an appearance.

"You know what safaree if you're just gonna insult me the whole time im gonna hang up. Im in a good ass mood and im not gonna let you or anybody else mess that up" she chewed on her bottom lip.

"I couldn't help myself. You're so cute when you're mad"

"Fuck you" she giggled.

"I miss that smile... I miss you... I miss my girl" I said.

"Good to know. You shouldn't have fucked up.."

"Nicki.."

"What safaree?"

"You dont miss me?"

"Did I say I didn't miss you? I dont believe I did"

"So tell me you miss me..."

"Why safaree? Im allergic to missing people" she faked a sneeze.

"Man quit fucking around. When can I come home?"

"Never"

"Why?"

"I dont like you, safaree"

"You love me.."

"Ha!" She laughed.

"Nicki tell me you miss me."

"Why safaree?"

"It'll make me feel good. Hearing that come out your mouth will hold me off until I phy2 see you"

She twisted up her lips and squinted.

"That's the dumbest shit I ever heard."

"Tell me or Im telling raygen where your toy draw is"

Her eyes widened.

"You wouldn't. I changed it"

"Oh yeah? RAYG-"

"I miss you safaree! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you" she kissed the phone.

"I miss you more baby" I chuckled.

"You need to fucking shave, scrub" with that she rolled her eyes and walked off. I went into a trance.

"That ass doe!" She flicked me off and entered the kitchen.

Say what now? Pt. 1

Dalia POV

*2 days ago*

"What was it that you want me to do again, sweetie?" Draya asked.

"Do you ever listen, mom? God. I need you to crash that party, find safaree and get him to break up with Nicki. Using every cheating lie in the book. I know yall haven't even been talking a week yet but it's worth a shot. Anything to break raygen down."

"No. Im not doing it. Dalia, if raygen wasn't pressed about them not being BEFORE they were  actually together. Why would she stress it afterwards? Me and safaree are on a good track and I dont want to mess that up" she continued to do whatever she was doing on her laptop. I grabbed a fork off the plate from the pasta salad she was eating in front of her and rolled up behind her.

"Have you forgotten who my daddy is, draya?" I grabbed her neck and twirled the fork from her neck to her cheek.

"Get that shit out of my face, dalia" she snatched the fork and threw it across the room.

"You must of forgotten who the mother is. Now go upstairs and take your gaht damn medication before I take your phone!" She shouted.

"Ugh! IM TELLING DAD!"

"I dont give a fuck! That man does not run my life, dalia!"

"I dont do what now?" Daddy came from around the corner and dropped his suitcase.

"Daddy you're home!" I ran to him and he picked me up.

"I missed you!"

"I missed you too, baby. Now go upstairs and do your homework or something while daddy has a little chat with mommy" he said. He always talks to me like im a 3 year old. I did as told but stopped at the top of the steps so I could take a peek and see what was going on.

"Hey, baby" she stood up to greet him but he pushed her back down on the couch.

"Sit down, bitch!" He came behind her and pulled her hair so that her neck was bent back.

"So what was that you said? I dont run you? Bitch, I made you!"

"No baby that's not what I said at all!"

"So what the fuck did you say, draya?! Cuz I know im not deaf nor stupid!"

"Baby please you misunderstood that's not what I said at all! I said you've given me a very good life"

"SO YOU LYING NOW?!" He slapped her across her face.

"You gon' do what my daughter want you to do or next time imma do more than slap your dumb ass! Do you hear me?!" He shouted. Mommy looked up at him with fear in her eyes.

"I SAID DO YOU HEAR ME, DRAYA?!" He grabbed her by the throat with both hands.

"YES I HEAR YOU! LET ME GO" She cried. I felt so bad but this has to be done. I shut my room door and finished planning.

*present day*

Nicki POV

"Girl, gone. Safaree is not dumb. He would never be brave enough to call somebody as good looking as me his sister." I flipped my hair over my shoulder.

"Bitch, you aint all that with your deflatable ass!" Draya yelled. I looked down to the floor and let out a laugh. So this bitch wanna go there? Hm okay.

"Bitch, get a needle and pop my shit then since it's 'deflatable'. ALL of it may not be real but my shit still fatter than yours on my worst day! Punk ass bitches only be having one comeback and it's ALWAYS about my booty. Girl, bye with them fake ass red bottoms, crooked ass eyelashes and that dusty ass weave! You aint no where near my level"

"Nicki, please just chill! Draya, why are you even here?" Safaree stepped up.

"Last time I checked this wasn't invitation only, safaree. You just texted me last night and said you miss me. I thought you were coming over once you put your scary lil bitch to sleep?"

"Oh that's why you kept turning over every time your phone buzzed, safaree?! You texting other bitches in my presence?! Huh?!" I mushed his head.

"What?! Nicki, no! I was texting rex about getting the promise ring here on time! It was obviously a surprise! Stop nudging a nigga head girl!" He grabbed my arms and held them by my side.

"Oh, that was a good excuse, safaree. Did you also tell her about the time we fucked in the janitors closet when we got called to the school for raygen and dalia?" Draya laughed.

"That's a lie and you know it!" Raygen walked in along with the rest of young money.

"Little girl, go outside and play. My daughter shoulda beat your ass when she had the chance!"

"Who got their shit tore out the frame though?! Oh, yeah. YOUR BITCH ASS DAUGHTER cuz it sure as hell wasn't me! I never liked you draya, I knew dalia would always get you to try to betray me!"

"Chill, sis!" Raygen tried to run up and roland held her back.

"Okay draya you have crossed the line. It's about time for you to leave" safaree pointed to the door.

"It's been time for your raggedy ass hoe to leave, safaree!" I yelled.

"Bitch, run along and go get another abortion" draya said. That's it. Before anybody knew it I kicked that hoe in her shins and when she bent over in pain I kneed her in her face. She tried to swing on me but failed. She fell to the floor and I got on top of her and started punching the shit out of her face with both fists. I dug my knee in her stomach and grabbed her hair and started beating her head into wayne's marble floors.

"What the fuck, Nicki?!" Safaree yelled. He grabbed me by my waist and pulled me off of her but I dug my nails in her face one last time.

"NO, what the fuck SAFAREE!?" I yelled. I elbowed him in his chest so he would let me go.

"How did that bitch know I got an abortion, safaree?! You were the only person besides my mother and jelani who knew! How could you share some shit like that to a bitch you haven't even been knowing a month yet?!" I cried. I wiped my tears because i didn't wanna seem weak.

"Nicki I swear on everything I love i never told her that shit! You know wikipedia be having every aspect of your life, I would never share that information baby!"

"Dont BABY me. You're so fucking stupid safaree! Just when I was actually wanting to start building something real with you, you and go and pull some shit like this! Go be with that bitch! Go put a promise ring on that bitch finger since you sharing personal secrets and saying you miss the hoe behind MY fucking back in MY fucking bed, safaree?! MY BED?! I hate you! I hate you, safaree!" i started beating on his chest. Safaree grabbed my waist and tried to pull me into him but I smacked him across his face and ran out the house.

I took off my heels and started running. I dont care where, just not here.

"NICKI! PLEASE WAIT" I heard safaree yell. I stopped only because I stepped on something. Must have been a sharp ass rock cuz that shit hurt!

"Are you okay?" Safaree knelt down to my level.

"Get the fuck away from me safaree! You dont care about me!"

"Nicki dont you ever fix your fucking lips to say I dont care about you! I care about you more than anything in this world! Hell, more than my damn self and I think I just did a good ass job of showing it! Nicki, I wanna be with you and only you. I have a bond with you that I could never have with nobody else, babe. I think me and you could build something amazing if you give us a try. You cant trust these hoes and draya is a prime example" he said. He wrapped his hand around my waist and pulled me into him.

"Dont say that stupid ass bitch's name around me ever again, safaree." I said. His chest jumped up and down a few times so I assumed he was laughing.

"But I dont think I can do this..."

"Nicki, please.." his voice cracked. I looked up and felt something wet on my forhead. He was... crying?

"Faree?" I wiped his tears with my thumb.

"I swear I dont do this often.." he said. I laughed.

"What is it that you need from me nicki? Just tell me and I'll try my hardest to give it to you. If we dont try and make this work our friendship will never be the same. Please." he said. We were staring in each others eyes.

"Time and space. Time to think about all of this, safaree. That's all I need" I looked away. He sighed.

"Well if time is what you want, time is what you get. The space part got me because I dont know how long I can stay away from you without missing you like crazy." he kissed me on my forehead and started walking back to wayne's.

"Hey, safaree..." I stopped him.

"Yeah?" He turned around

"Te amo"

"Te amo, babygirl" he smirked and walked away. I wiped my remaining tears and walked back to wayne's as well. I seen raygen sitting on the front porch alone with her head in her hands.

"Hi, babe." I sat next to her on the step. She didn't say anything, just hugged me.

"HB, please dont be mad at me." She started crying in my dress.

"Hey, hey, hey..." I pulled her face up to make her look at me.

"Why would I be mad? Tell me what's going on." She looked down for a few seconds then spoke.

"I told dalia about your abortion & she must have told draya. But that was like 2 years ago when she asked me to tell her everything I knew about you because I do know a lot about you but I didn't mean for things to go down like this nicki im so sorry just please dont hate me please remain my mentor" she was talking a mile a minute. It was kind of hard for me to understand her because she was crying.

"Okay raygen just slow down babe im over it. How did you know?"

"You told me" she wiped her tears.

"Well... you told the world. Remember when you wrote autobiography?"

My mouth dropped and I just stared straight ahead for a few seconds.

"Shit.... SHIT! SHIT! SHIT" I stood up and paced the ground.

"What?! What's wrong?!"

"Me and safaree's whole argument was based on me accusing him of telling that bitch my business! I thought he told her I got an abortion! Oh my god!"

"Just calm down, Nic. Explain it to him later"

"I just... feel so bad. I've been treating my baby like shit this whole week... all for what?" I sighed and sat back down. All of a sudden I burst into tears. I covered my face with my hands and just let it all out.

"Nicki?" Raygen wrapped her arms around me.

"My father made me do it. That wasn't me, ray. I wanted to keep my baby boy but I would have lost everything! And it turned out... I lost everything when I killed my baby because HE was my everything" I broke down.

"Nicki, it's okay. You and safaree can build something new. Build a new family. Okay? Please dont beat yourself up about this HB it was in the past. Im not saying forget that you had the abortion, that's not what im saying at all because I know still to this day it's eating you up. But from what Im hearing it wasn't your fault. It wasn't your fault, Nic. He's in a better place now. Better than this cold fucked up place. It wasn't your fault okay?" raygen broke down with me. She's so mature for her age. I love this little girl so much. We just sat on wayne's stoop and cried, holding each other until my car showed up.

Safaree POV

After I left wayne's crib I called up grizz and rex and told them to meet me at the bar. I ordered 2 rounds of vodka on the rocks and waited til they got here. I was gonna have grizz make a vlog of me and the time that im away from nicki so I can show her later on in life. Also some times that we were together. I miss my baby but I hope this all works out in the long run.

"Hey, faree" I rolled my eyes. Just the person I wanna see.

"I advise you not to call me that. Fuck you want?" I turned to her and she had a neck brace on, a black eye, a cast around her arm, a couple scratches on her face and one crutch.

"DAYUM!" I tried my heardest not to laugh but it slipped out. A nigga had a buzz.

"Are you laughing at my injuries, safaree? This is really not funny. I can have that bitch of yours wiped out in 2.5 seconds."

"Why the fuck are you doing this, draya?! How did you even know I was here?! What do you want from me?!"

"I want you, safaree! I just... you're everything I want in a man. My past relationships haven't gone well and I just want you to love me" she touched my shoulder and I shrugged her off.

"Son, you barely know me! I dont want you. Im fighting for who I want as we speak and it's not YOU, draya. You're fucking up my life! You wanna remain associates? Okay, cool. But I'LL tell you when we can ASSOCIATE. Please just leave me alone"

"I dont know what you see in her! Ugh!"

"I see way more in her than I'll ever see in you.." I mumbled.

"Now please get the hell out of my face before my boys get here and tap that ass" out of the corner of my eye I seen her pull something out of her bag, then leave. Crazy ass bitch.

"Hey, dude" grizz came in with his camera.

"What's up, grizzly?" I ordered 2 more rounds. I downed the shot I had before draya arrived, then downed the one the bartender slid me. I was feeling good.

"So how are you and boss lady?" He asked.

"She tripping something hard. I miss her, but I mean imma give her all the space she need."

"I feel you bro" grizz pointed his camera towards both of us and we downed another shot. I got a text from rex telling me he couldn't make it. Me and grizz just talked and joked about a few things and I actually felt a bit better.

"Well, hey safaree. I gotta go dude. Sherika wants me home to help with dinner" he closed his camera.

"Ha! Big rik got you on lock." I laughed.

"Aight bro see you soon" we dapped. When I downed that last shot the room started spinning and I was getting light headed.

"Woah..." I payed for my drink and tried to stand up.

"Are you okay, sir? If you've had too much I can call you a cab?" The bartender asked.

"Im fine, really. Thank you" I stumbled out the door and into the parking lot. I scratched my car door a little bit trying to insert the key in the hole until I felt a bag being lifted over my head. I fought my hardest to get it off but the person kicked me in my back, resulting In me hitting my head on my car window and blacking out.

Nicki POV

"I wanna be where the commas' ll be but I need a hood nigga with the llama degree. Get the limited edition, aude mar it could be. In a pivotal position, gotta pardon the fee. Cuz he bought a couple bags and he sent a couple whips and he took a couple trips and it's dinner and a myx and he never with no other chicks, frontin' like he slick cuz it's levels to this shit and she could never be Nic. Niggas be falling in love with this pussy. Mean stewed chicken and bake him a couple cookies. Dick on veteran, aint fucking with rookies, saw the high school video, now he wanna play hookie. Baddest bitch, im the catalyst. Aint never been done bitch I added this. Nah, I aint gotta shoot I got mad assist, bouta put a couple pieces onna mannequin. Gotta big billboard out in madison. At the trump and you bitches at the raddison. Got the 22 on me and it's thin, shoot movies, jennifer anniston"

I walked out of the booth and sighed.

"Hey, ray.. what do you think I should add to the hook?"

"Huh?" She asked. She looked up from her phone. She was stuffing her face with popcorn and orange soda.

"You heard me, little girl. And I thought I told you no food in here? I just got this shit remodeled"

"Im sorry, Nic but im sooooo hungry. I didn't eat at all last night. But here's what we can do" she reached over and started writing on my pad. She paused for a minute and made a couple faces. When she was done writing she smiled and put the the pen down.

"There... now go and slay my masterpiece" she shooed.

"Yes, master" I placed my beats over my ears and she started the beat.

"You decide you'll be mind, you can cum inside. You the type that can make me prioritize. Hit my phone it's alrightttt. Hit my phone it's alrighhhhtttttttttt. You reply, what's your sign, you're a c-uh-ancer. You deny that you're shy, maybe we should slide. I wanna be with youuuuuuuuuuu. I wanna be with youuuuuuuuu, baby"

I chewed on my bottom lip for a few seconds. I walked out of the booth and laughed.

"Who are you dedicating this verse to?" I asked her.

"I should be asking you the same thing, ms maraj" she raised her eyebrow. I frowned and sat on her lap.

"Okay now nicki you are NOT light!"

"Raygennnnn. I feel like being babied. Please just hug me" she rolled her eyes and wrapped her arms around me.

"I really like this verse, Nicki."

"Same. Thanks for the hook, I love it."

"I miss scaff..."

"Me too, babe" I pouted.

"Dont start!" She started tickling me. I laughed so hard I farted. Her mouth dropped while I died laughing.

"Ewwwwwwww onika what did you eat?!" She pushed me off her lap and onto the floor. She walked out the studio fanning the air but I was too weak from laughing to get up.

"Raygen come back! Help me!"

Safaree POV

I woke up to my head pounding and a burning sensation around my wrists and my ankles. I felt a breeze flow through my ass and I panicked. I was tied up to a bed butt naked, ropes around my ankles and wrists. I tried to break free but that only made the sensation worst.

"Ayo what the fuck?! Somebody help me!" I looked around at my surroundings. The walls were a dirty brown and there were cardboard boxes in the corner. The bed I was tied to had no headboard and the sheets were black. The door creeped open and in came draya with a video camera. She moved the boxes out of the corner and set It up over there.

"You dirty bitch! Why are you doing this?!" I screamed.

"Well, it's good to see you too safaree." She laughed. She stripped out of her robe and was butt ass naked. I tried my hardest not to get hard, but she was pretty sexy. Nipples and pussy pierced. But the neck brace made her less attractive. She started walking towards me.

"W-what are you doing?" I asked already knowing the answer.

"HELP!"

"Shhhh just relax, baby" she rubbed up and down my chest. She grabbed my penis with force and licked the tip. I just kept quiet because I knew there was nothing I could say for her to let me free. This bitch is crazy. She deep throated me until I came. She then eased herself onto me and rode. My face showed no emotion. This hoe is weak. I let a tear escape because all I can think about is Nicki.

"Mmmm" she moaned.

"See, baby? This is all I wanted. Why is it that Nicki gets to keep all this good dick to herself?"

"Me and Nicki haven't made love yet. I swear to God when I get up outta here imm-"

"Shut up! Fuck me, safaree!" She smacked me.

"What the fuck, yo?! Im tired of getting slapped by you bitches!" I yelled. I then had an idea.

"You want me to fuck you, huh?" I smirked.

"Mmm yes!" She threw her head back. I started bucking my hips and pushing inside of her. Her face told me she was enjoying it until I bucked her off of me and onto the floor. I tried to free myself once again and didn't care about the pain I was creating because of the adrenaline pumping through my body. I got one of my ankles free but it wasn't too long before she hopped back up. She slit me on my thigh with a blade and I yelped in pain.

"You crazy ass bitch! I swear if I get free this will be your last day living!"

"That's what they call me! Now shut the fuck up and give me my nut safaree!" She rode me again and this time, bounced up and down on me. I felt something wet on my thighs and it turned out to be her 2nd orgasm.

"Damn you got some bomb ass dick!" I shut my eyes tight because I felt myself about to bust.

"Shit!" There is no condom! I bucked my hips again but it only made me wanna nut faster. I wiggled my right wrist and out came my hand but it was too late. I came Inside of her. She smiled and eased herself off of me. I snatched the blade she laid on the bed and cut myself free. I grabbed draya by her neck and flung her against the wall.

"WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS?!" I yelled. Her eyes widened and she started shaking.

"IS THIS WHAT YOU LIKE DOING?! RUINING PEOPLE'S LIVES FOR A LIVING?!" She said nothing and I punched her in her eye. She screamed.

"ANSWER ME, DRAYA! SINCE YOU WANNA ACT TOUGH LIKE A NIGGA, THAT'S WHAT IMMA TREAT YOU LIKE!" I yelled. I then seen Nicki's face instead of draya's and I let her go with no hesitation. My face dropped and I stumbled back and fell onto the bed. I looked around the room for my clothes and put them on. I dat back down on the bed and ran my hands over my face.

"I just want what nicki has..." I finally heard. I let out a cold laugh.

"I haven't been able to give Nicki shit because I met your fucking stupid ass! You ruined my fucking life, yo! If you end up pregnant im not providing for that baby cuz everytime I see it imma wanna strangle it! This is not the way I wanted to have my first child and you're definitely not who I want their mother to be" I clenched my jaw and got up to walk out the room.

"Safaree, please dont hate me. Sit down we can talk about this" she cried.

"Go to fucking hell" I snatched away from her. As soon as I opened the door my face was met with a fist.

"You didn't think you were gonna be able to get away that fast, rich boy? Now did you?" It was a nigga. I just coughed up blood. I heard draya laughing before I was punched again. I blacked out.

Raygen POV

"Hey, nic?"

"Yes baby"

"It's been 3 days. Scaff isn't answering his phone. Im worried" nicki turned around from the stove and laid her spatula down.

"Well I dont blame him. He's going through something right now, just like I am. But he's just being extra as usual. I still answer my phone" she shrugged.

"Wow. You're actually saying that about someone else?" I laughed.

"Shut up before I kick you out my house. Where is your brother?"

"He's been kicking it at wayne's.." I say.

"Oh okay." She flipped the bacon over amd checked her phone.

"So about what I wanted to talk to you about. Do you remember that lady that you said resembled me at the game?"

"Yes. What about her?"

"She's.......... my mother"

"What? How?!" She yelled. I told her everything ameena told me about her having to leave us. Nicki look dumbfounded.

"So does this mean you're leaving me?" She said nonchalantly.

"You dont even have custody of us, Nic. Nobody in the government knows we're here" I laughed.

"But no I'll never leave my nicnac. She just wants visitation rights." I got up and grabbed a piece of bacon off the plate. She sighed.

"Well I guess that's fine. Are you calling her mommy?"

"Nah. I probably will eventually but right now it just feels weird. Im just glad she's... here ya know? I was never a daddy's girl"

"Well that's great babe. What do you want to do today?"

"Im taking you to meet her. Then we're going to check on safaree" I looked at her.

"Why cant you go check on him yourself? Since that's your bestfriend and he's all you talk about... YOU go check on him"

"Nicki..."

"Okay okay. Get a damn plate. You fixing your own food"

Safaree POV

I woke up to water being splashed on my face. My hands were tied up to this pole but they had me sitting on the ground. I seemed to be in an abandoned warehouse.

"Get yo bitch ass up, safaree"

"Who are you?" I coughed.

"Your worst nightmare" he smiled. I just laughed.

"And what is it that you want from me?" I asked. He grabbed a chair and pulled it up to me.

"For my girl draya to get pregnant by you. I kill your ass and she gets all your money. And I want that fine ass girl Nicki you be with. After I get tired of fucking the shit outta her every night, I kill her and take all her money. Happy ending"

"Nigga you sound stupid as fuck" I laughed.

"Unless you in the will yall niggas aint getting shit. That's a bitch ass move. Work for your own. Speak ill about my lady again and imma beat yo fucking ass dawg" I spat. He stood up and kicked me in my stomach.

"Nigga I always get what I want! Know that!"

"You sound real mad.." I laughed.

"That's also a bitch ass move. Just talk to me, bitch! You aint gotta put yo hands on me!"

He threw the chair at the wall and yanked me by my shirt.

"That's the thing. Im done talking to punk ass, safaree. I told what I want and im gonna get it. So dont tell me what you think I should do" he spit in my face.

"YOU A FUCKING BITCH BOY! WAIT TIL I GET OUTTA THESE FUCKING ROPES IMMA KILL YOU AND THAT BITCH OF YOURS PUNK ASS NIGGA! IM CALLING SHOTS" I yelled. I was so livid. This nigga really just spit in my face. Im anything but a punk and this nigga gon' feel my wrath!

"Good luck with that, safaree. You'll be dead in a month or so" he sat in the corner eating peanuts and smiling at me.

"Nigga you gay" just then the door creeked open and in came draya.

"Oh so you and ya bitch in on this together? Cute" I rolled my eyes.

"Watch your mouth, safaree"

"Why? Yall pussies gon' kill me right? Might as well talk wreck less"

"Baby, watch this nigga. Imma go get us something to eat" he kissed her cheek and left the room. She nodded and just stared at me.

"You're so cute even with all those bruises" she said.

"Fuck you, rapist" I rolled my eyes.

"I told you I was sorry, faree"

"DONT FUCKING CALL ME THAT!" I breathed heavy. I miss my Nicki. I tried my hardest not to start crying. I dont know what it is about Nicki but she makes me so emotional. Then I remembered! I got my phone in my boxers.

"Come here, draya I got a lil secret to tell you" she came and sat on my pelvis.

"Come closer" I said. She leaned forward  and i kissed her neck.

"Mmm"

"Untie me so I can touch you" I whispered.

"I.. I cant" she said.

"Please... I'll make it worth your while. At least just one hand" I said. She gave in and started to loosen the rope so one of my hands slipped, while kissing me. It's funny cuz she must really like me. I scrunched up my face and groaned. When my hand was free I punched her in her forehead and slung her by her neck into the wall. She hit her head so im guessing she was unconscious.
"Sorry not sorry" I said. I reached in my boxers and smiled when my phone was in my hand. Im not gonna call nicki cuz I know she gon' freak. So I called rex.

"Wassup nigga where you been?" His voice beamed thru the phone.

"I need you to listen and listen carefully, bruh. I'm being held hostage by this pussy nigga and his girl in an abandoned warehouse"

"WHAT?! BY WHO?!"

"Nigga just stay calm. Draya and her dude. Listen call up vince and marcus and the boys. Get yall straps and track down my motherfucking phone to find me!"

"Aight bruh okay I got you. Imma kill that nigga! Is it just him?"

"For now. Listen just dont tell nicki or the kids" I hung up cuz I heard footsteps. I slipped my phone back in my boxers and put my hand back behind my back.

"What the fuck happened to her?" He asked.

"She slipped on them damn peanut shells bruh " I said with a straight face. He shrugged and threw me a McDonald's bag.

He grabbed his gun from behind his back and my eyes widened. He came and untied my hands and my eyebrows raised. He pointed his gun at me.

"Aye man dont do no stupid shit with that.."

"Shut up, bitch" he shot my right ankle and I screamed.

"I untied you so you can be nice and healthy before I murder yo ass" he laughed.

"And I shot yo foot so I know you won't take yo ass nowhere. Eat up sucker"

"Fuck you pussy boy!" I spat. I took off my shirt and wrapped it securely around my ankle to make the bleeding stop.

"AHHHHHHH" any sudden movement hurt. I shut my eyes tight and held my breath. When I opened my eyes this nigga was eating a big mac and smiling at me.

Raygen POV

I was taking Nicki to meet Ameena for the first time. She lived with her mother who I guess is my grandma now. The house was a pretty decent size. When she opened the door ameena had on this pretty yellow sundress. She was so beautiful.

"oh my gosh you didn't tell me you were bringing this famous beauty with you, raygen. Pleasure to meet you, Nicki!" She shrieked.

"Girl, beauty is an understand for you" nicki hugged her. We walked in and they sat down and immediately started talking. I just stood there with my mouth open.

"Oh so when two grown woman get together it's like im not even here huh?" I rolled my eyes. Nicki just laughed and ameena motioned me over to give her a hug. I sat on her lap and she kissed my forehead and stroked my hair.

"Wow yall look so much alike" Nicki smiled. Ameena seemed to be crying. She turn and wiped her tear and I frowned.

"Mom!" She yelled.

"Mom?" Nicki said.

"Mom!" She yelled again. Some lady came aroumd the corner wiping something on her apron. She had pretty long hair with a hint of gray. Deep dimples and she was a bit thick.

"Why are you rushing me, ameena honey?" She turned to look at me, then nicki.

"Oh my, honey hi! Pleasure to meet you! Nicki minaj is sitting on my couch!" She laughed.

"As you can see were big fans of you in this house" ameena said.

"it's adorable! Im fans of you guys now too" nicki laughed and got up to hug the lady.

"Oh, and my beautiful grandbaby" she smiled at me.

"My name is sherry but you can call me nana, okay?"

"Yes ma'am" I smiled small at her and gave her a hug.

"Now.. yall hungry? Want something to drink? I made lunch" she offered.

"Well we just ate breakfast but I could eat again. Whatever you made smells delicious!" Nicki said.

"Fat self" I mumbled.

"Be nice.." ameena laughed.

"So.... mom" she looked at me and I watched her eyes light up.

"Yes.... DAUGHTER?"

"Have you heard from that punk ass father of mine?"

"Actually sweetie, I have. He's very sorry for what he's done and he wants you guys back home"

"Ha!" I yelled.

"Never. And you agree with him? Im so ready to be 18" I brushed past her into the kitchen.

"Raygen sweetie would you like some of these cookies I made?"

"Sure nana that sounds lovely" I forced a smile. She smiled as well hearing the nameni called her.

"Dangggg Nicki slow down" I laughed at her. She was stuffing her face with cookies and downing the milk.

"Im sorry but I haven't had cookies like this since the last time I seen my mother. Which was 2 years ago" she licked the chocolate off her fingers.

"Oh gosh, I cant wait to get to new york to meet your family!" I squealed.

"Me neither, babe" she stuffed another cookie in her mouth.

Grizz POV

"Grizz, wayne is on the phone!" Sherika yelled. I sat my camera down.

"Coming, babe!" I kissed her cheek as I took the phone from her and she giggled, going back to stir the spaghetti.

"Wassup, wayne?"

"NIGGA GET HERE NOW! THEY GOT SAFAREE!"

"WHAT?! WHO?!"

"Look man I dont know who but draya has something to do with it. Whatever you do dont tell the girls! Bring ya ass!" He hung up. I let out a breath.

"Listen babe wayne needs me for something so imma go. Call me if you need anything!" I threw my shoes on and grabbed my keys. Shits about to hit the fan.

Welcome to the fam

Raygen POV

I woke up to my phone ringing. I sighed and reached over to my nightstand to grab it.

"Hello?"

"Raygen? It's ameena. We met at roland's basketball game last night. Listen, I have something important that I need to tell you and your brother. Is it too early for yall to meet me somewhere?"

I looked over at the clock that ready 8 am.

"Actually it's about time for me and ro to be getting up anyway. Were going to have breakfast at roscoe's with a few friends. Meet us there?"

"Okay sweetie, see you then"

What could be so important that this lady has to tell us? Who is she and why did she sound so worried? I walked to roland's room and stood over his bed.

"Get up, nigga" I popped him on his forehead. His eyes shot open and when he seen me he smacked his lips.

"Man you play too fucking much" he said rolling over.

"Roland seriously get up" I said shaking him.

"You remember that lady who came with daddy to your game?"

"Mhmmm"

"She wants to meet us. Said it's important"

"For what?"

"I dont know but I told her to meet us at roscoe's with jaylen and jada. Now get up, boy!" I walked out of his room and peeked into scaff's room. He wasn't there. I wonder if him and nicki are still bickering. I then walked to nicki's room and cracked her door. I seen two lumps in the bed. WHAT! I ran over to the bed and jumped in between them.

"What did yall do last night?!" I asked.

"Shhhh, raygen" nicki mushed my face and rolled over. I lifted one of safaree's eye lids.

"Scaff... what did yall do last night?" Before I knew it he grabbed me and lifted me in the air.

"Ahhhhhh! Put me down!"

"Why you all up in the koolaid and you dont know the flavor, little girl? Me and nicki aint do shit but make up last night" he said.

"With sex?! Oh my gosh, you guys!"

"No, ray" he laughed.

"But it was storming last night and you know nicki punk ass scared of thunder. So, it was safaree to the rescue" He started shaking me like a shake weight.

"Okay put me down before I pee on your head!"

"Tell me you're sorry for interrupting my slumber!"

"SAFAREE AND RAYGEN!" Nicki yelled. Me and scaff looked at each other and said uh oh in unison. He put me down.

"Can I just ask one thing before I leave yall alone?"

"Wassup, coon?"

"Meaning you too, Nicki" I said. She rolled over and layed on safaree's chest, rolling her eyes at me in the process.

"Oh my god, are yall together?!" I screamed. Nicki blushed and covered her face with scaff's arm. Safaree just shook his head and threw a pillow at me.

"Yall ugly!" I yelled before walking out the room smiling. My babies.

"Get up, roland!" I yelled walking by his room seeing him still asleep. After taking a shower I put on a white t-shirt, black levi jeans and my powder blue jays. I sat at my vanity and curled my hair with a middle part. Adding some mascara, eyeliner and accessories to my outfit. Im cute and ready to see my man. I grabbed roland's keys and waited in his car for him. He came out in a plain red tee, cargo pants, fire red jays and a bulls snap back.

"Took you long enough with your ugly ass" I said cranking up the car and pulling off.

"Yo we didn't even tell nicki we was leaving"

"Boy her and safaree was laid up in the bed. She wasn't thinking about us"

"Laid up?"

"Laid up. On some husband and wife shit" I said turning into the roscoe's parking lot. Roland sucked his teeth.

"So they been fronting this whole time about being together?"

"I think this just happened, ro"

Walking into roscoe's we seen jaylen and jada already seated. Jaylen stood up to greet me.

"You look nice" we hugged. I giggled.

"Thanks baby" he helped me get into the booth.

Roland POV

I sat down next to jada in the booth and scanned over the menu. Man, she smells good.

"Good game last night, fellas" jada said crossing her legs. She had on some shorts so they was looking nice.

"Thanks" I said not even looking her way.

"Roland.." jada grabbed my chin and made me face her.

"You have no reason to be nervous around me" she said. I twisted up my lips.

"How you figure a nigga nervous?" I pecked her lips and she giggled.

"It's obvious" she scanned her menu.

"So.. me and roland are signed to young money" raygen blurted out.

"YES! I knew yall could do it! My babies got talent" jada said stroking my arm.

"Word. That's what's up. Im finna have a famous ass girlfriend" jaylen said.

"I doubt im gonna blow up.." raygen said playing with her finger nails.

"Girl, please" I said.

"Why you think that, ray? Yall niggas got talent for real. Yall should get big in no time" jaylen said.

"Thanks babe" raygen slightly smiled.

"Aye aint that the lady who wanna talk to us?" I pointed. Raygen turned around in her seat and shook her head.

"We'll be back yall" we got up to greet the lady.

Raygen POV

"Ameena?" I tapped her shoulder and she turned around. She looked at me and roland and brought both of us into a hug. We looked at each other and raised our eyebrows. When she pulled back she was crying.

"You guys are so beautiful" she said.

"Have a seat"

"Um.. do we know you? You look familiar" Roland asked. Ameena sighed and twiddled her fingers.

"Your father didn't want me to tell you guys but he's been making horrible decisions lately and im so not for them."

"What is it that you need to tell us? You're scaring me.." she looked at both of us intently while tears poured down her face.

"Im your mother.... You're my kids" she said. Me and roland looked at each other and laughed.

"That's not true. Our mother died a few months after we were born. Daddy told us she had cancer" I said. She put her hand over her mouth and shook her head.

"No, baby. He made up that lie because I wasn't ready to raise you guys. I was only 17. Your father was heavy on drugs and he used to beat me so I left his ass. I tried to gain full custody but the judge thought I was too young and immature, so he got to keep you. The cancer part was true but I beat it about 2 weeks ago" she smiled and wiped her tears.

"It hurt me to the core to leave you guys but I had no other choice, babies. Between the chemo and all the court dates, they wouldn't give you back to me. But I see your father has done a good job of raising you guys. Please dont hate me" she said.

I looked over at roland and he was crying and breathing heavy. I grabbed his hand from under the table and squeezed it about 10 times. I wiped his tears and turned my attention back over to ameena.

"I dont know whether I should be upset or happy to see you" Ameena got up out her seat and pulled him into a hug. He cried into her shirt while she rubbed his back.

"Im so so so sorry baby boy" she cried. Everybody in the restaurant were looking at us like we were crazy. Roland sat back down and folded his arms into his lap.

"I aint never cried so much, man" he said. Ameena laughed and took off a locket she had around her neck.

"Hey I have one of those. I keep it around my ankle. I had it since I was like 2" I said taking off my right sock and shoe. It was a broken heart and she had the other half. I looked up at her and she was smiling. I teared up.

"Mommy.." I said just above a whisper. She nodded her head and then brought me into a hug. Since I was so short, she had her chin resting on my head.

"This is so crazy" I said and sat back down.

"I know, you guys. Im so sorry for staying away so long I just hope yall dont hate me"

"Well we dont love you. But we dont hate you either. You didn't walk out because you didn't want us and it's understandable that you were too young"

"I guess I can rock with that. It takes some time to actually get to love a person. Im a complete stranger to yall right now but I hope we can build some new memories together. Gimme fist" she pounded me and then roland (pauz).

"But there's one exception to this" she said.

"If the police catches me with yall, I could go to jail. I have no custody of yall and that's what im gonna work on getting back, okay?"

"Okay" we said in unison.

"Were staying with Nicki right now so we're fine. Her and safaree are really good and protective over us. But custody is really nothing. Me and roland will be off to college in another year or two" I said.

"Well atleast visitation rights. I dont wantvto have to keep sneaking around in order to see you guys. But okay, babies. I have to go give me a hug"

"See you around. Call us anytime" I said. We walked back over to our dates.

"What was that all about?" Jaylen asked rubbing my thigh.

"Yeah, baby. Why were you crying?" Jada asked roland.

"Let's just say it's something that we've been waiting to happen for a long time now"

Nicki POV

"Did the kids tell you they were leaving?" I asked safaree when I walked back in the room. I sat at my vanity and started doing my hair. I just got out the shower so I had nothing but a towel on.

"Nah" safaree came behind me and undid my towel. It dropped to the ground and he started kissing on my neck and massaging my boobs.

"Safaree if I drop this flat iron" I moaned more than stated.

"Why haven't you gave it up, yet?" He whispered in my ear.

"It's only been 1 freaking night, safaree. Im not a piece of meat" I shrugged him off and continued doing my hair. I straightened down my back with a side part.

"I know baby and im not saying you are but do you know how long it's been for me? Chill out"

"Im chilling, safaree. Just because you haven't stuck your dick in anything lately doesn't mean you have to rush into things with me."

I dropped my towel and put on my thong set. I put on this baby blue sundress and diamond encrusted sandals. A tennis bracelet and diamond hoop earrings. I sprayed my givenchy perfume four times and stepped into it.

"Baby, look. That's not how I meant I-"

"I get it, safaree. Leave me alone." I started to walk out of the room but he grabbed my arm and pulled me into him. He had on nothing but some polo boxers.

"You smell nice, baby. And you look beautiful" he cupped my ass.

"Can I have a kiss?" I said nothing and just folded my lips together. He slid his tongue over my bottom lip and suckled it. I gave in and wrapped my arms around his back.

"Teasing isn't gonna get you anywhere, mr samuels." I whispered and gripped his manhood. I grabbed the back of his neck with the other hand and licked his ear. He became hard instantly.

"Shit, Nic. So let me do more" he picked me up and put me against the wall. I wrapped my legs around his waist. He started kissing on my neck and rubbing up and down my thighs.

"Stop it, we cant. We have moves t-to be made"

"Nah im sure they aint that important"

I pinched his neck.

"Put me down, safaree" he looked at me like I was crazy and I dropped to my feet.

"Now get dressed. When I tell you to do something, that's what I mean. See what you made me do" I said initialling to the red mark that was now on his neck. I frowned and walked out the room. I tried so hard not to laugh. I fixed myself while walking down the stairs.

Safaree POV

I dont know who the fuck Nicki thinks she is but imma show her who's boss sooner or later. I let her little ass push me around too much. She gon' stop hitting on me nshit. Her man aint no punk and she gon' figure that out sooner or later.

I put on some dark gray jeans, a white tee and some red and white jordans. A bulls snapback and a few chains with a rolie. I walked down stairs and Nicki was sitting on the counter swinging her legs back and forth.

"What you waiting on?" I asked.

"You, nigga. We need to head over to wayne's so we can plan this party" she rolled her eyes and hopped off the counter. Grabbing my keys, she threw them to me.

"We're driving your car, big boy. Let's go"

Raygen POV

We walked back into nicki's house and plopped down on her plush sofa.

"We're homeeeee!" I yelled. My voice echoed through the house but we aint get no answer.

"Call her" roland took off his hat and played in his hair. I took my phone out my pocket and dialed her number.

"Hellllooooo" nicki sang.

"Where you at, onika?"

"At your boss house. Why what's up?"

"My boss? I thought you were my boss?"

"No, sweetie. Im your mentor. Wayne is your boss now."

"Oh okay. So why didn't you and your big headed boyfriend leave us a note or something?"

"Well you and your big headed brother didn't tell us yall were leaving, so me and my big headed boo didn't either. Problem?"

"Yes, Nicki! A major one. What the heck are we supposed to do in this mansion until yall get back?"

"Actually we should be back in and hour or two. We have something very special planned for you guys. On your bed I have clothes laid out for you and roland to put on. At 7:00 a car will be waiting for you outside my house. It's gonna take you where I am, okay?"

"That seems like a bit much, lady. But sir yes sir! We have some news to share with you as well"

"What is it?"

"Cant tell you right now, you seem busy. We'll talk later."

"Whatever. Tell my baby I love him"

"I love you too, Nic!" Roland yelled.

"Muahhhh!" Nicki giggled and hung up the phone. I looked at roland and we just stared at each other.

"You know she planning a party right? I took a peek at her planners notebook last night" roland shook his head.

"You always ruining something!" I mushed his head.

"You know nicki got style like hell! Let's go see what we she finna have us wearing!" ro said. We raced up the stairs and into our rooms. There was a note on top of my outfit.

"Raygen. Your color is lime green. In this box you will find a rolex with green diamonds. At the party you will find another member of young money with the same rolie. They will also have on a similar outfit as you. Same color. Were working on a buddy system tonight. You will eat with your partner, drink with your partner and dance with your partner. Just spend the whole night getting to know your fellow label mate. If Nicki or wayne catches you without your buddy, consequences will be made. See you there (;"

"Ahhhhhhhhhh!" I screamed. I finally get to meet the rest of the team! I moved the box out of the way and looked at my outfit. I lifted up a lime green, tight fitting dress. There were black stripes going down the side of it. I looked at the tag that read 'Alexander McQueen' WHAT!

"Oh my god! I could pass out right now" I heard feet thumping against the floor, then roland appeared in my doorway, almost falling.

"Yo! This is trukfit! Like that real deal ass trukfit son!" He yelled. I laughed and sat my dress back on the bed. There were black heels to match at the foot of my bed.

"What's your color?" I asked.

"Well this is cheetah print so im guessing tan. My rolex is dope as fuck too!"

"Right?! But do you think we should invite jada and jaylen if were gonna be on this buddy system?"

"Yeah cuz I mean we can chill with them when the party is over. Introduce them to Nicki and SB" he walked out of my room rapping wayne's mercy verse.

The door bell rang and I ran downstairs to get it.

"Hey, uncle osk! Nicki's not here" I said closing the door. He rolled his suitcase on in anyway.

"I know, babydoll. Im here for you and your brother" he said plugging in flat irons and taking out utensils.

"Oh" I say. He patted the chair he grabbed from Nicki's kitchen table, indicating that I should sit down. He started fussing with my hair.

"Damn girl you almost got more hair than that mentor of yours" he laughed.

"So here's what were gonna do.. some up and some down. The hair on the top is gonna be in a nice neat bun. Your part is gonna be laid for the gods and the hair that I leave down im gonna straighten. Deal?"

"Anything is fine with me. You the boss!" I said. When he was finished he sprayed some oil sheen and shooed me away.

"Wait! How am I supposed to put my dress on with out messing up this masterpiece?!" I panicked.

"Find a way. Step into it! If you need help just call me up there" he said.

"What's up osk?" Roland came down and sat in the chair.

"Oh, boy. Imma just give you two goddess braids going down your back"

As I was on my way up the stairs the doorbell rang.

"Great. Another surprise guest.." I mumbled. In came joyce with all her appliances.

"Before you beat my face can you pleaseeee help me get into my dress?" I whined.

"Sure babes. Let me set up my equipment first" when she was done she followed me upstairs.

"This is so nice!" She said referring to my dress.

"Right?! I cant wait to thank Nicki" we spazzed. She held my hair up as I stepped into my dress.

"Girl your booty is a little bit too big for your age" she struggled.

"Joyce dont rip it!"

"Work with me here!" She did one hard tug and it was finally up.

"Nice doing business with you" I smiled.

"I dont think I can say the same" she rolled her eyes.

"After you put on your shoes meet me downstairs"

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When we pulled up to wayne's mansion he had this big "YMCMB" banner with all of our faces on it. Me and roland's being the biggest, since they threw this party for us. We were gretted at the front gate with glasses full of some fancy pink stuff.

"Pink lemonade, my lady?"

"Lemonade? At a party?" I raised my eyebrow.

"Well wayne said 2/4ths of his artist were under the drinking age so we had to whip something up for yall" the white boy in the tux said. He looked pretty young his self. I took the glass but roland smacked his lips.

"Man fuck all that... give us some of that peach vodka back there" roland said. I just winked at the white boy as I looked over my glass.

"You wont get fired, I promise" I assured him. He shrugged and poured some of the drink in our lemonade glasses. We then walked into the party.

"My babiessssss! Oh my god, yall look amazing!" Nicki rushed over to us as fast as she could in her heels. She pulled both of us into a hug.

"Damn HB you smell good" my eyes rolled to the back of my head.

"And thank you for this dress! I feel like a million bucks" she pulled back and smiled at me.

"No need to thank me, mamas. You deserve it." She then looked at roland and rolled her eyes.

"I told wayne not to send you no damn trukfit! You needed something a bit more fancy for this occasion. It's being filmed!" she walked away fussing, I guess going to find him. I walked up to scaff.

"Looking clean boyyyy!" I teased.

"Thanks babygirl. You look adorable" he hugged me.

"So nicki is your partner? Yall both have on red" I asked sipping my drink.

"Yeah but she haven't been paying me no attention. She been stressing about this party and everything being perfect ever since she woke up this morning. Shit is annoying" he sighed.

"Well calm her down, scaff. That's YOUR girl now. Dont let another nigga get to her and calm her down before you can. That's your priority, playboy" I said sipping my drink again.

"I didn't ask you to give me some perfect ass advice, little girl!" He yelled to me walking in the same direction nicki just went. I just shrugged.

"Is this thing on?" Somebody tapped the mic twice and I directed my attention towards the stage.

"Oh. Hi everybody, im reginae carter" she smiled.

"My daddy is still getting ready but he should be down in a few" she looked at her rolex.

"Oh i forgot these things dont tick. Now, you all know about the buddy system we have going on right? In the backyard behind this fence will be black tents with a patch of your color on the front of it. Inside the tent will be your mystery guess with the same rolex as you. Get it?" There were a lot of yes anf head bobbing going on.

"Okay great. Now everybody give it up for the 2 newest young money members raygen and roland, the reason were all here tonight!" She pointed to us. I waved and smiled and roland just bobbed his head. He seemed to be checking reginae out.

"Your song that you recorded with my father will be played later on tonight along with your audition tape. Dont be embarrased because we all had to go throught it. Now turn up!" As soon as she placed the mic on the stand 'Moment For Life' blasted through speakers. The DJ had a mix going on. People were coming up to me and roland introducing theirselves and shaking our hand. I aint seem to know none of them. All the famous people must be behind the fence. I just wish these randoms would get out my face so I could get to them.

I smiled in a couple faces and kept it moving. When we got behind the fence there was this big screen that had our auditon tapes playing.

"Well im very nervous. Wayne seems to be about his business" it was me sitting in a chair with my leg bouncing uncontrollably.

"You was scared as shit" roland nudged me and laughed. I slapped him in his chest.

"Shut up! Cant wait til they show your tape"

"Heyyyyy I know yall are not bickering right now!" nicki came over to us and put her hand on her hip.

"Nah HB" I sipped some more of my drink.

"And what is in this damn cup?!" She snatched it out of my hand and sniffed it.

"What the.." she sniffed it again.

"What the fuck is this.." she sniffed it one more time.

"I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS BUT I SMELL ALCOHOL!" she shouted.

"Nicki nooooo" I laughed. I was a bit tipsy.

"Oh im beating ass. PETER!" She stormed off. I guess that was the white boy's name.

"Nicki wait please! It wasn't his fault"

"Whose was it then?! Yall are absolutely TOO young to be drinking! No ifs, ands, buts about it!" She said with pure rage in her eyes. How could someone so pretty look so scary at times? I just pointed to roland and ran to the tent that had my color on it.

"About time!" The person yelled.

"Oh my god, drake?! Hi" I literally took him out of his chair and hugged him. He laughed.

"What's up, pretty girl? I've heard so much about you. That song you and your brother did was amazing" he smiled.

"Thank you, drizzy. That means a lot coming from you" I said.

"I be that same yellow boy that used to play up on degrassi" I laughed.

"You didn't even have to go there.." he gave me a look. From then on we just talked and told each other different things about each other, until we heard yelling outside.

"I SAID NO SAFAREE!"

Nicki POV

I cant believe them. I feel more like a mother than a mentor. I took roland's glass from him as well and threw them in the trash.

"Go to your tent roland and meet your partner.." I said. He was there in no time. I sighed and rubbed my temples.

"Nicki, can I talk to you?" SB came up to me.

"Safaree not right now. Please"

"Look. Im your man and you're gonna listen to what I have to say to you." He touched my arm.

"I SAID NO SAFAREE!" I yelled. Before I knew it I was in his arms being carried into wayne's crib. He jiggled a few knobs before he found a empty room to take me in. He backed me into a wall.

"Stop fucking being like this, Nicki. I feel like you're still mad at me." He put his forehead on mine.

"What do you want from me?" I asked looking down.

"I... want... some... damn... respect" he said between placing sweet pecks on my lips.

"You know I cant resist them lips, boy" I whispered. He placed a tight grisp on my waist.

"Am I gonna get some respect?" He asked looking straight in my eyes.

"If respect is what you want, respect is what you're gonna get baby" I pecked his lips.

"May I go now boss man?" I rolled my eyes.

"Im serious, Nicki"

"Mhmm safaree" I said waving him off and walking out of the room. I pulled my dress down.

"You gon' see how serious I am when you get some of this dick in your li-"

"Where the hell yall fools been?" Wayne asked.

"Safaree's been holding me hostage!"

"Quit fucking around. Yall got jobs to do!"

Roland POV

I rushed behind my color curtain and looked back, hoping Nicki wasn't coming behind me. I let out a breath and relaxed until I heard small giggles.

"Running from someone?" Reginae asked.

"Oh. N-nah. Just tryna get out of a little sticky situation with nicki" I said nervously. I touched the back of my neck.

"Well have a seat, silly. I wont bite" she giggled. I smiled and sat next to her.

"So, mr. Roland. Your rhymes are pretty nice. Who taught you? Is your dad any good?" She asked.

"Nah. My pops a punk. But music is my only escape. So one day I just started writing and bam... here I am" I put my hands behind my head and winked at her.

"Dont be a flirt.." she waved her hand at me.

"Do you have a girlfriend?" She asked me. I then thought about jada. When I got around reginae, jada didn't come to my mind not one time. But I dont want her to know that.

"Actually, I dont. But I would hope to have one... very soon" I grabbed her hand and kissed it.

"Ooo, boy. I caught chills. With all this charm you got you must have a girl waiting for you. Dont lie to me." she put her hand on her chest and closed her eyes for 2 seconds.

"But... my daddy wouldn't like that" she got up and started to walk out the tent but I gently grabbed her arm.

"Can I atleast get your number? You know... since were label mates now I would like to keep in touch" I said. She just smiled and handed me her phone.

Raygen POV

"I dont get why they have us on this buddy system bullshit like we in elementary" me and drake were picking different fruit off the condiments table and eating them.

"Me neither... it's dumb" I said with a mouth full of grapes.

"Where are my babies?!" We heard Nicki yell in the mic. She squinted her eyes looking for us in the crowd.

"Drake pick me up so nicki can see me.." I suggested. He picked me up and I waved my arms.

"Really drake?" Nicki laughed. We spotted reginae and roland coming out of their tent together smiling.

"And what the hell yall cheesing so hard for? We might have to keep an eye on these two, yall!" Nicki pointed to them.

"The hell we do! Reginae, get over here!" We heard wayne yell. I glared at roland. He better not be doing jada wrong cuz I sure as hell will tell her about this.

"Wayne can you stop being so extra and come up to this mic and say what you have to say.." nicki rolled her eyes and walked off stage. Wayne twisted his lips and came up to the mic.

"Dont be poppin' shit, Nic. Anyway, roland and raygen. I know this party aint really been all that fun, but were missing a few people so i tried not to do too much because i like to have all my artist here with me and be apart of the fun. So with that being said, Congratulations on making it this far. I see a lot of potential in both of yall and cant wait to put more work in with yall. I love yall lil niggas already and I just hope yall dont let me down. Ro, after hearing your rhymes, I am proud to say that I am now your mentor. Raygen, after hear them vocals.." he blew a breath into the mic and the crowd laughed.

"Lil cutie can blow. I am honored to now have you on my label and that you have a lady as wonderful as Nicki to mentor you. Moral of the story is, welcome to the fam" I looked at Nicki and smiled. She smiled back and mouthed "I love you"

"Now raise yall muthafuckin glasses. YOUNG MULAH BAYBEHHHHHHHHHHHH!" When he jumped off stage the DJ played "im on one" and everybody hit the dance floor.

Safaree POV

"Aye man, you think I should give it to her now?" I played with the box that was in my pocket, looking around making sure Nicki wasn't near me.

"Go for it, SB. I dont know why you nervous as if she'll actually reject the shit" wayne laughed.

"I guess you right.." I walked up to the stage and tapped the mic.

"Um, Nicki can you come up here please?" I looked around for her and she looked confused. She pointed to herself and mouthed "me?"

"No, you" I gave her the dead face. She gave me a look and came up here anyway.

"Now for those of yall who dont know, me and nicki are now dating" I said. Laughter erupted.

"Fuck is so funny?" I asked.

"I thought yall BEEN dating" lil twist shouted.

"No, lil nigga. Anyway. Nicki, you're my fucking baby and imma be here for you every step of the way" I got down on one knee and retrieved the box from my pocket.

"Everything about you is right. You cover all my wrong. I feel like you're the love of my life & you is where I belong" I opened the black box and revealed a silver rock. Nicki gasped and started crying.

"Safaree we've only been dating a week.."

"Baby, I know im not proposing it's a promise ring. Why are you crying so hard?" I laughed and slipped the ring on her finger. She examined it then hugged me around my waist. I wrapped my arms securely around her back.

"Lil sensitive ass!" Wayne yelled.

"Chill, wayne" I laughed. Nicki flicked him off and wayne's whole back yard was filled with cheers and screams. I walked Nicki off stage and into the house.

"Thank you, faree.." she whispered in my ear.

"For what?"

"Being you. You're such a lover boy when you wanna be"

"There's more where that came from, baby girl" I looked into her eyes. She stroked my chin and bit her bottom lip. I pulled her lip from her teeth and wiped her tears.

"Stop crying, baby. It's not called for"

"Just shut up and kiss me, safaree. All I want right now ia those lips pressed agaimst mine" she smiled and I traced her right dimpled with my finger.

"Quit it, you butthole" she shooed me.

"Can I touch your butthole?" I asked.

"Okay safaree, seriously.. dont be disgusting" she dead faced me.

"Im just kidding babe" I cut her off with a kiss. All of a sudden we heard yelling and then the door hit the back of the wall.

"Safaree?! You told me she was your sister!"

*interlude*

"Yes, shanice! She broke my nose! Imma beat that bitch until she bleed"

"Dalia, we seen the tape. You aint do shit then and you aint gon' do shit now."

"I aint know what that bitch was finna do! She attacked me! But now that we cool.. I was thinking me and you could jump her"

"Well... I dont know. Raygen hasn't really done anything to me so I aint got no reason to call rounds. I just wanna fuck with roland but ever since he got with jada he been acting stank"

"She may not realize it but I've helped her a lot these past 2 years we've known each other. If it wasn't for me she wouldn't even be cool with Nicki Minaj! Raygen never wanted to upload covers to youtube but one day I uploaded one behind her back cuz I knew she had a true talent. From then on she started posting more and more and now look... nicki fucking minaj is her mentor. You know what? Fuck all this talking. Let's just kill that hoe. When I catch that bitch slipping imma slit her neck with my daddy's knife blade" she wiped the tears that manged to escape.

"That's deep. She should be thanking you but in all honesty you a weak bitch for real, dalia. Real bitches use fist not weapons. You have no reason to wanna kill that girl."

"Man, whatever. She humiliated me in front of the whole school that's why! You down with it or not?"

"You're insane. You take meds? Im not tryna go to jail for murder. Im too pretty for that"

"I'll give you 2k..."

"Bitch you have no more money than me. Ya mama work as a librarian. You're broke"

"Yeah but my daddy is one of the top drug dealers in the city. He'll loan me it with no hesitation."

"Raygen did nothing so bad to you as far as you wanting to take her life. And you're too young and pretty to be locked up all your life because i know for a fact you're not gonna get away with this."

"Shanice please do this with me? Im begging you"

"Me and my mother are going through a rough time right now, so I could use the money BUT I dont need it. I'll see what I can do. Call me tomorrow" with that shanice grabbed her belongings and walked out.