catching feelings pt. 1

                        Raygen POV
                                                
I checked on daddy before ro drove us to school. I dont know what his problem has been lately, but I been hearing him stumbling in the house around 3 am for the past few nights. I cracked his door enough to see him sprawled out all over the bed. I let myself in & grabbed the trash can that sat in the corner of his bedroom, & placed it by his bed. I knew he had been drinking. I kissed his forhead before walking out & silently closing his room door back.

                       Roland POV    

I sat outside in my new jeep wrangler that I got for my birthday, waiting on ray's slow ass. Girls, bruh. I was tempted to blow the horn but I aint wanna take no chances of waking my pops up. He seemed like he had some rage built up in him lately. Probably cuz his team is suffering from a few losses, but they'll be aight. We number one in the nation, baby. I retrieved my phone from my front pocket and decided to reply to some of my hoes. I chuckled out loud at this one message that read. "Cant wait to give you some top" I shook my head and replied.

"Me either, ma. You know I like it sloppy, right? Crazy gagging and all... see you friday after my game" I put my phone away when I seen ray flip her hair over her shoulder as she walked out the house. My sis was a conceited mess, but she truly has a reason to be. Hell, we both do. I started the engine and was finna put my seatbelt on when I seen her putting Nicki's "Pink Friday" CD in. That's bae and all, but we listen to this shit every morning.

"Hell no." I pressed the eject button and looked over at her, awaiting her reaction. She went from 0 to 100 everytime.

"Boy whatchu mean, no?!"

"Cuz, ray, man. We listen to this shit every morning!"

"No the fuck we dont! And I dont recall having some shit to say when you wanna play every 'dedication' mixtape, now do I?" I wrinkled my eyebrows at her seeing as though she was right.

"Yeah you right, we still not listening to nicki tho"

She sucked her teeth and slammed her back against the passenger seat.

"Ugh! Punk ass. Turn on the fucking radio"

"Chill, B"

"Shut the fuck up and drive. You dont have permission to talk to me" she crossed her arms and looked out the window. I sucked my teeth.

"Girl, please. You love me" I puckered my lips at her.

"Fuck you"

I laughed.

"Oh aight." I pressed the "FM" button as the radio switched back over. Her eyes lit up as "pills and potions" blasted thru my speakers. Hoah, boy. She danced along to the music in her seat.

"Imma forgive, I wont forget, but imma dead the issue" she directed toward me and shoved my head. I swerved on the road which caused her to hit her elbow against the side door.

"Ow, you piece of shit!"

I laughed and tried to duck while she tried to swing at me again.

"Aye, girl! You blatantly disrespected me. Dont ever nudge a nigga head while he driving. That could get you popped"

"What you know bout getting popped? Ooo, I swear I could kill yo yellow ass sometimes." She stated. She rubbed her elbow and looked out the window. She tried her best to look hurt.

"Nigga, you yellow too. Dont forget we look just alike" I swerved again on purpose.

Raygen POV

Me and ro pounded fist as we usually did each morning before we went our separate ways when we arrived on campus. I hate him so much. Im yellow ass hell, so it's just a bright red mark chilling on my elbow. Imma get him back, watch.

I seen my boo zeke walking my way so we could walk to 1st period together, as usual. I swear he is the most adorable gay boy I ever laid eyes on. He is even more feminine than me, to be honest, which is kinda scary. But ratchet as ever too. My Puerto rican princess.

"Hey bitch" he greeted. I giggled.

"Hola papi"

"I seen your girlfriend earlier in the courtyard" he smirked at me and started to peel the wrapper off his cherry blow pop. He stuck it in his mouth. I dead faced him.

"Dont even try to play me like that, Z. You know im strictly dickly. Im not understanding why she made her number one victim" I whined.

"It's because you're fucking sexy, mami! If I was straight and your dude, I would never let you leave my bed cuz my dick would be resting in your pussy 24/7" I gasped as I reached over and shoved his shoulder. I let out a loud cackle.

"I cant with you. I can tell you're gay cuz that's one of the most corniest sex reads I have ever heard"

"Whatever. It's true"

"Oop! Speaking of the devil" he twirled his blowpop in his mouth before taking it out and pointing north to see the dyke bitch coming our way.

"See... this is the part where I rush off and tell you to behave yourself. You know I cant stand this hoe so im not even gonna stick around and try to bite my tongue"

"Wha?! Z, no. You have to stay and protect me. She might take me under one of the bleachers and feel up on my goods." I frowned. I seen him roll his eyes.

"Girl, bye. You know how to handle your own. See you in class mami" before I could protest any further he was already scurrying away. Fucking fruitcake. I rolled my eyes as my nostrils were immediately greeted with some strong ass cologne. This bitch really thought she was a nigga.

"Sup, ray?" She licked her lips and looked me up and down.

"You looking beautiful, as always" she leaned over me and placed her hand on the first row of lockers. Trapping me in between her and them. I huffed. Here we go.

"Hey ireland and preciate it"

"You know you my baby, right?"

"You know I like dick, right?"

She chuckled.

"Babygirl, when im thru with you, you gon' be walking like you just received some dick. I can turn your little ass out. Trust" I kinda shivered at her comment. She turned me on just a tad bit. I bit down on my lip. Im not even gon' front. She is pretty cute and she can dress. If I played for the other team, she would be mine.

"Move before im late"

"Gimme my kiss first"

"You musta lost yo everlasting mind, and the funny part is you said "my" kiss as if my lips were apart of your property. Move, please." She sucked her teeth.

"They are my property" she leaned in closer to me and licked her lips again. Her breath smelled like peppermint. Jesus, be with me.

Dalia POV

As I was cruising the halls of aragon high school, I noticed ireland had my girl raygen trapped between some lockers. I laughed just knowing she needed somebody to step foot and be her hero. I reached in my purse and pulled out a twix before putting my plan into action. I whipped my head in the other direction of the corridor and seen principal blake marching his happy ass my way. BINGO!

"RAPE! RAPE! AYO, PRINCIPAL BLAKE!" I shouted pointing in their direction. He looked so confused as to what was going on, but he eventually caught on. Ireland looked as if she had pissed her pants. The look on her face was priceless, bruh! Raygen was doubled over in laughter as her books slipped from her grasp. Ireland turned to me.

"Man whatchu do that for?!" She said coming towards me. I took this as a challenge seeing that this hoe wanted to scrap. I grabbed my scrunchy off my wrist and put some of my box braids up. I put my hand on my hip as she approached me. I looked to my right and principal blake was still a good 40 feet away.

"Fuck you all up in my bestie grill for, ireland? You know she aint feeling you and she's too nice to tell you to fuck off, obviously. So I advise you stay away from her or you'll be seeing a lot more of me"

"Bit-"

"Hey! Enough! Both of you get to class before I give yall 2 days of ISS. And Ireland, if I ever see you lay another hand on Ms. Raygen, it's an automatic suspension. You got that?"

"That sh-... I mean. Blake you not that's not even fair"

"I dont care. I didn't grow up in a fair community and neither will you.. Do I make myself clear?"

"Yes sir" ireland gave me the dirtiest look possible and turned to walk off.

Raygen POV

Dalia walked over to help me pick up my books. This has been my girl since 5th grade and she never gave me any reason to doubt her trust.

"Thanks, boo. You know I love you right?" I pouted as I put my head on her shoulder. We started to walk to class.

"Mhmm no need to thank me. Just know you owe me" I smiled and pecked her cheek before hearing a tune on my phone go off, indicating that I received an email.

"Ooo, bitch! I got some tea to spill at lunch about my date with quan!" I nodded my head indicating that I understood, but I really wasn't paying her any attention because I had my nose in my phone.

As we walked in chemistry I batted my eyes at one of the comments under me and ro's video. I said hey to a few people then took my seat in the back of the class. I sat my book bag on the side of me and looked at my phone again.

"What's up? It's SB, Nicki's bestfriend. But im pretty sure I dont have to introduce myself cuz everybody knows who I am. Anyway, me and Nicki watched yall video and we was wondering if we could meet up over lunch and talk about a few things?"

I laughed at it and replied under his comment

"Yeah, right."

This isn't the first time somebody tried to pretend to be Nicki's team and contact me. Usually just some pedophile. And meet up over lunch? Yeah, I think I'll pass. Gon' try to give me the address to some dark alley. I cringed at the thought and decided to screenshot the comment and sent it to ro.

I broke my gaze on my phone and looked up because somebody cleared their throat at me. There stood before me was a beautiful, brown skin, tall luscious looking nigga.

"This seat taken, lil mama?"

"Well, hellooooooooo" I said dragging the O. I put my arm on my desk and let my head rest on my hand. He laughed a bit showing his perfect white teeth. God, he is gorgeous.

"What?"

"I mean... nah, no one is sitting here"

"Thanks" he smirked at me and sat down.

Safaree POV

I jogged upstairs to take a shower and clear my head a bit. As I let the water beat against my body, I thought about Nicki and how perfect she was. Besides my moms, she was the only woman who could get on my softside. I shook my head at her spoiled ass, she could always get what she wanted. Her voice was like music to my ears. Her soft hands made a nigga bout go weak in the knees. Am I gay for saying that? And dont get me started on her perfect shape. I would love to have her pinned under me, screaming my name over and over while she came on my dick. But that's a story for another time.

Man, I really like Nicki. And yes more than a friend, but just dont know how to tell her. She would probably laugh and tell me to get out of her face and that I play too much. I'll be crushed. But im never one to back down from what I want, so Imma put my plan into action later on.

I hopped out the shower and decided to throw on a black polo tank that showed off my muscles, some bandana shorts and a pair of lebrons. I threw on a few chains and a black fitted. I stopped in front of my full length mirror and did a jail house pose. I stroked my goatee flashed a smile showing my grill.

"Im icey, nigga. I stay shittin' on all you bitch ass niggas" I grabbed a pack of starburst off my dresser and headed out the room to see Nicki with her hand over mouth giggling. I sucked my teeth and popped a red starburst in her mouth.

"So you spying onna coon now?"

Nicki POV

I hopped out the shower and decided I wanted to be basic today. I lotioned down my body and put on some black yoga pants and a black long sleeve. I walked out the room to make sure safaree did what I asked him to when I seen him talking nonsense to himself in the mirror. I put my hand over my mouth and tried my hardest not to laugh.

"So you spying onna coon now?" He popped a starburst in his mouth. I dead faced him.

"Nigga, this my house. I can do whatever I want. If I wanted to I'll take yo door off the hinges" I put my hand on my hip and shifted all my weight on to my right leg. He came towards me and pushed me back against the wall a bit with his torso.

"So you telling me...." he popped another starburst in his mouth and placed his hand on the wall behind me.

"That I..." he put his face in my neck. I inhaled some of his polo cologne and my knees bucked. he placed his other hand on my lower back and pulled me closer to him and off the wall. Oh my god, what is he doing?

"Dont be helping you pay bills around this bitch?" I parted my lips to speak but nothing came out. He placed a wet kiss on the side of my neck and I tried not to moan.

"Saf-"

"Huh? Is that whatchu saying, Nic?" He interrupted. He placed too more soft kisses on my neck and gripped my back tighter, causing me to moan softly.

"N-N-No that's not what im saying at all" he pulled back from my neck and hovered over my face. For some reason I was hoping that he kissed me, but he flashed a smile instead. The fuck?

"That's what I thought, lil girl" he let go off me and popped another starburst, heading downstairs. I let my mouth drop as he seen him walk away.

"Fuck you, safaree!" I frowned and followed behind him. My mind was racing a million miles a minute. Why was he starting to look so good to me all of a sudden? Why did I want him to kiss me? Why did he think it was okay to be kissing on me?..... Am I catching feelings for safaree? I paused all movement.

"No, I cant be. Me and SB would never work and im not gonna question myself about it anymore." I semi whispered.

"What was that, Nic?"

Shit! Why do I always have to think aloud?

"Oh, um nothing. Did you contact them?" I sat down on the sofa criss cross apple sauce. And brushed a piece of hair behind my ear.

"Ya, lemme see if she hit me back. It's onpy 12:30 so you know they got class" I nodded my head.

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Okay yall I stopped here because I kinda ran outta ideas, but imma post part 2 tomorrow. I swear I been writing this all day and it dont seem to be getting any longer.

*sigamese twins* anyway, give me feedback. part 2 and visuals tomorrow.