Seriously?

Nicki POV

I woke up to the sounds of pots and pans banging downstairs. Ugh, i forgot about my company. You would have thought they got the point to go home after me and safaree's argument. I walked into my slippers heading downstairs yawning in the process.

"Ameena?"

"Oh, hi baby! Did i wake you?" She turned around with eggs and bacon in her hand. She closed the fridgerator with her foot.

"You did but it's fine. Where's everybody else?" I sat at the island and cupped my head into my hand watching her.

"They were gone before i got here, actually. SB left a few minutes ago too" she cracked eggs and scrambled them into the pan.

"That's just great" i sighed.

"Spill" she looked up at me as she was placing slices of bacon on my george foreman grill.

"Huh?"

"Spill. Tell me what happened. He seemed pretty pissed and tired walking out of here. He didn't even acknowledge me"

"Well.. you remember raygen's doctor?"

"Nicki.. please dont tell me what i think you're about to tell me"

"I didn't do anything but give him my number! What did you think i was going to say?"

"Why the hell would you give another man your number when you're in a relationship?"

"Please. I dont need the lecture right now" i rolled my eyes.

"No, seriously though. I understand his pain because joshua did the same thing to me. The next step is cheating"

"Im not going to cheat on safaree, ameena! I could never find myself to do that! I actually feel hurt that you actually think im capable of it. I would never be able to cover up the evidence" i chewed on my bottom lip.

"Im just being honest. Im not going to lie to you cuz you're my girl. I dont want to see you go down the wrong path" she put food on a plate and shooed it my way.

"Now eat. What kind of juice would your taste buds like?"

"Apple, please" she poured my juice and handed it to me. She fixed herself a plate as well and sat next to me.

"Hey, meena?"

"Yes?"

"I have a question.."

"Well give it to me, Nicki" she replied with a mouth full of food.

"Pauz. But where are you working right now?"

"Ugh. Burger king. Im too fucking grown to be working fast food and it's embarrassing. But i know it's nobody's fault but mine" she sighed.

"Would you ever think about quitting?"

"Nic, can you get to the point please? Why are you asking me all these questions?"

"Because i want you to be my assistant" i said. Her fork clinked against the plate and she looked at me with a strip of bacon hanging from the corner of her mouth.

"Dont play with me, onika bitch"

"Im not playing with you, hoe!" I laughed.

"Clifton went away to school so i need someone to take his place. Be my hero and take his place" i smiled at her.

"Ahhhhh Nicki! Thank you thank you thank you, i promise i wont let you down!" She yelled hugging me.

"You're welcome, baby mama. I know you wont let me down and that's exactly why i picked you." I picked up a piece of bacon and devoured it. I just now realized how hungry i am.

"Aww, i love you so much" her voice cracked. She looked as if she was about to break down.

"Oh my god. Please dont cry" i got out of my seat to comfort her.

"Im sorry. It's just that i can finally move out of my mama's house and get my own car. Build a family and shit you know? Im 27 years old and i've never had a REAL job before. Thank you so much for this opportunity"

"You're welcome, meena. Now stop crying like a little BIOTCH! You're family now" we both laughed as i wiped her tears.

"Oh.. yall boys eating already?" Safaree walked through the front door with a few bags in his hand. He set them on the counter and looked at me.

"Yeah. Meena cooked. I'll be upstairs" i told her.

"Actually, i've got some business to go take care of. Is that okay with you?"

"Yes. Just please be back by five thirty. And dont forget we have to pick raygen up at seven"

"Oh, yes! My baby does get out today! Okay i'll be back this wont take long" i watched her ass jiggle in those tight ass joggers she has on as she walked out the front door and shook my head when i caught myself. All these bad bitches that come around me.

"Ayo nic, let me talk to you for a minute"

"Wouldn't you rather go lock yourself in your room and ignore me, safaree?"

"Nicki, chill. Please just turn around and talk to me. I over reacted last night"

"You think?" I rolled my eyes.

"I dont want your bullshit apology, safaree. You really hurt my feelings last night. If you ever talk to me like that again im throwing you out on your ass"

"I know, baby. Im sorry" he grabbed me and buried his face in my neck.

"As long as you aint fucking dude, i guess there's no reason for me to be flipping on you. I really dont want you talking to him though, babe"

I inhaled his scent and sighed.

"If that's what you want, i wont talk to him anymore faree"

"You mean it?" He said in a baby voice. He pecked my neck and i shivered.

"Yes, faree"

"I went out to get breakfast but since yall already ate i guess we can save that for later. I couldn't sleep at all last night without you, babe. A nigga is beyond tired." He yawned into my neck.

"Okay, yogi bear. Let's go get some rest." I grabbed his hand and led him to my bedroom. I pulled the covers back and we both crawled in. He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me into him so that his peen was touching my butt. I feel so safe with him around.

"Hey, faree?"

"Yes, babe?" He replied groggily.

"Can we not fight so much? It's not healthy for us. For our relationship. You really make me a better person, safaree and im glad we gave us a try"

"Maybe if you had some act right we wouldn't fight at all. But just wait on it. Imma give it to you in due time. Can i go to sleep now?"

"Yes, honey" i smiled. A few minutes later i heard his heavy snores in my ear.

Ameena POV

"And then she asked me to be her assistant! Isn't that great?!" I squealed. I had my head resting on joshua's lap as i vented to him.

"That sounds wonderful, babe. But seeing as though none of them like me it's not like im gonna be able to come around and watch you gather all her shit around. Or whatever assistants do."

"Well maybe if you didn't put your own flesh and blood in the hospital they would have gotten past what you've done in the past" i sighed and sat up.

"And who is that bitch i've been hearing through the grapevine that you've had over here?"

"She's nobody. Somebody i took out to dinner and a movie that's all" he reached over and stroked my hair.

"I really want to find a way to apologize to raygen but i know she hates me"

"Just give her some time to cool down. She'll come around. You're her dad. You've been raising her all her life and im pretty sure that's something she wont forget."

"I've missed you.." he looked at me and smiled.

"I dont think i can say the same" i said just above a whisper and looked away from his glance.

"What? I thought we were giving us another try?"

"I am! I mean.. we are! But you're an alcoholic, joshy. You have anger issues. And i definitely cant have anyone find out about us. It wouldn't be right to Nicki, safaree, or my babies. We have to keep this on the low" i looked into his eyes.

"Understand?"

"Yeah okay, whatever. Were not keeping this a secret too long though. I love you" i just looked at him as he started removing his clothes, then mine soon after.

"Now give daddy some love" he leaned over me and started kissing on my neck. Once you go there, i have to give in. He picked me up and carried me to his bedroom.

Raygen POV

I squinted my eyes to see ireland sleeping next to me in this god awful hospital bed. Her hand was over my waist and her hair was all over her face. Her lips were slightly parted looking kissable. My brother and reginae were cuddled up on the pull out couch by the window.

I looked at my phone and it read 11 am. I leave this bitch today! I heard light knocks on my door.

"Come in" i said lowly. Doctor crenshaw walked in but he wasn't in his usual uniform.

"Hey, raygen. How you feeling?"

"I actually never been better doc. Where is your fancy labcoat?" I raised my brow.

"It's not a lab coat" he chuckled.

"But it's my day off. I just came to see you before you get checked out today. We may never see each other again"

"Oh, nawww. You aint come to see me, doc. You wanna see Nicki" i squinted at him. I slowly shifted so i could get my arm from under ireland. It was going numb.

"Who are these people you have in here? These your friends?" He asked me.

"Well this next to me is my bestfriend. And over there on the couch is my brother and his girlfriend"

"Oh okay cool. Looks like yall youngins had quite a night. But listen, im gonna go. I'll be back in a few hours to give you your release papers." He opened the door and was heading out.

"And tell Nicki i said hello" he turned around and smiled.

"Yeah, i definitely wont" i rolled my eyes. When the door shut ireland shifted.

"Goodmorning gorgeous" she said groggily. She grabbed my face and gave me a peck on the lips.

"Ewww, irey. You didn't brush" i scrunched up my face.

"Girl so what. Hush." She replied going back to sleep.

"Nooo, wake up. Let's go to breakfast" i shook her.

"Ray, nobody wanna go eat that sick ass food them old ass lunch ladies be whipping up down there. Nicki will take you to breakfast i know it. Can i please get one more hour of sleep?"

"What fucking ever." I rolled my eyes and huffed. She grabbed my side tightly and scooped mw over her way and placed a wet kiss on my cheek. I could do nothing but smile. I think im really catching feelings for her.

"Butthole" i whispered. I grabbed my phone and snapped a selfie of us, even though i was looking a mess. I sent it to Nicki saying "she wont take me downstairs for breakfast :("

NicNac: *heart emojis* my babies! You def dnt want that nasty ass food tho!

Me: well can you come get me now?! Please?! Im starving and this bed has my back aching really bad! :(((

NicNac: faree is sleeping and  im waiting on your mother to come back. Give us another hour and i'll be there baby. Where is reg and ro?

Me: everybody is still sleeping. *sigh*

NicNac: yall hoes must have had a rough night. *side eye*

Me: not at all! *innocent face*

NicNac: facetime me

When she answered Nicki had her face all up in the phone and i laughed.

"Woahhh, back up some with yo face ass" i took a screenshot.

"Haha, very funny" she replied sarcastically. When she adjusted her phone i could see scaff in the back sleeping with his mouth wide open. He had his arm draped over her. I took another screenshot.

"Yall are so cuteeeee! Awww" i smiled. I adjusted my phone the same way she did so that she could see ireland.

"Yall a thing now?" She asked wiggling her eyebrows.

"I dont know, Nic" i sighed. I looked over at ireland  and frowned. I want her to  wake up.

"Raygen there's definitely nothing wrong playing for the other team. If you like her and she makes you happy, i say go for it."

"I guess you're right. I just dont want to be judged"

"One thing you have to learn to do is not give a fuck about what other people have to say about you. I learned that the hard way being in this business for the past five years but i got through it. Now look at me. I really just don't give a flying fuck and whip my dick out for everyone to suck"

"Thanks, Nic. What would i do without you?" I puckered my lips at her through the camera.

"You would definitely be lost, baby. But dont worry. I'll never let that happen" she puckered her lips too and we made a kissy noise at each other.

"We're so corny" i laughed.

"Raygen? What is that?" She asked squinting at my neck.

"What's what? Is it a bug?!" I stood still panting.

"No. On your neck. Is that a hickey?! On my life im beating your ass!"

I looked down hesitantly and there sure was a bright cherry red mark on my chest leading up to my neck.

"Oh my god, irey!" I smacked her and she popped up out of her sleep

"What?! What happened?! You okay?!" She screamed standing up and looking me over. Nicki laughed.

"Awwww! That's exactly how safaree would  over react. I like her, ray" she smiled. I switched the camera over to the back as i zipped up my jacket.

"What the hell?!" Nicki gasped.

"When did they happen?! Yall dont tell me anything" she said referring to nae and roland snuggled up on the couch.

"Yeah, well. A lot can happen in a day in the life of raygen and roland" i shrugged.

"You know what? Im up. Im up" Ireland  surrendered.

"What are you talking about?" I giggled.

Nicki's phone dropped on her face and i heard her mumble curse words. I seen shuffling and then my mom's face appear on the screen.

"What the fuck, bitch?!" Nicki yelled in a hushed tone.

"Hi, mommy! I missed your face" i admitted.

"Hi, mama's baby!" She said breathless. She talked to me like i was a three year old but it's cute.

"Im sorry i haven't visited you since monday but i got caught up in some business. We'll be there in a few though, okay? Miss you"

"Are yall serious right now?" I heard safaree say in a ugly groggy voice. He lifted his head off the pillow and rubbed his eyes.

"Hey, scaff" i smiled.

"Oh, what's up ray?" He gave me this funny looking smirk and got up and headed to Nicki's bathroom.

"See, bitch. You woke up my man!" Nicki mushed mommy's head. She laughed and mushed Nicki's head back.

"Ameena dont play with me.. i will fuck you up" she pointed in her face and i took a screenshot.

"Fuck me up then, Nicki!"

"Can yall PLEASEEEE get to me before yall kill each other?! Like, PLEASE!" i yelled. Scaff ran out the bathroom and plopped back on the bed landing on Nicki.

"Ouch, safaree! My boobs are sore!"

"Raygen, we'll be there shortly. Pack your shit up and tell that fuck ass nigga tony if i see him im fucking him up"

"Who is tony?" I asked.

"Your doctor" he stated dully and dead faced me.

"Your boobs still sore baby?" He asked looking at Nic sincerely. She stuck out her bottom lip and nodded her head yes. Scaff pecked her bottom lip, then made his way down to her neck. He looked back at the camera as he was hovering over her boobs and wiggled his eyebrows at me. He ran his tongue over the top of them and nicki  gasped.

"Oh god, grossss!" Mommy got up and left the room.

"Are yall gonna do it in front of me?!" I yelled excited. I looked around my surroundings to see ireland fell back asleep at my feet. I looked at reginae and roland and they were still asleep. What the fuck is in the air? Hospitals really wear you out.

"Were not gonna do it at all" nicki said plucking safaree on his forehead.

"Whatever, i dont want to talk to yall no more. See ya when i see ya" i pressed "end" and draped my arms over the bed. Im so boredddddd! I sighed and rolled over on my back.

"EVERYBODY WAKE THE FUCK UP!" I yelled. All of their heads popped up and six pair of bloodshot red eyes were staring at me. I could do nothing but laugh.

Nicki POV

I walked into the hospital with safaree on my heels. Literally. He had his big, muscular  arms wrapped around my waist from the back with his chin resting on the top of my head. Nigga wont even let me walk on my own.

"Is this really necessary, safaree?" I stated rolling my eyes.

"Yep" he replied popping the P.

"I cant let you out of my sight with that thirsty ass nigga roaming these hallways. Let's just get the little coons and be out"

I sighed and continued to walk. Ameena decided to stay in the car because she got a phone call. Walking into the elevator we seen reginae holding a cup in her hand.

"Oh hi. Yall are cute" she smiled.

"Hey nae bae bae. Haven't seen you since the party. How you been?"

"Im good. I just came down to the cafeteria to get roland some hot chocolate. He isn't feeling too good" she said stirring the marshmellows into the hot chocolate with a straw.

"Damn. How the little man get sick being here?" Safaree shook his head.

"Aw, aren't you the sweetest? Tell you what. Tell everybody to pack up and yall meet us in the car, okay? Im going to book yall a nice, relaxing spa treatment. Let roland know i have some aspirin in the car if he needs some" i took out my phone and texted ameena about the spa booking.

"Yay! Thanks, Nicki! Daddy doesn't like me going to spas. Something about how he doesn't want me to turn out gay because there's nothing but women rubbing on my booty"

"Girl. That would be heaven for your daddy. Tell him to get with the program."

She shrugged and walked out the elevator continuing to stir the hot chocolate.

"Fuck. Babe, i have to pee" safaree sucked in a breath of air. We were still in the same position we were in before we got on the elevator.

"I told you not to down all those gatorades, faree" i pushed my butt out and rested it against his penis. I popped it back twice before he put a tight grip on my waist and removed me from in front of him.

"Shit, Nicki. I will piss all over those light ass jeans do not play with me"

I laughed and faced him. I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Come with me to the bathroom."

"Ew. Faree. No. I hate the men's restroom. All yall niggas stank"

"Please" he frowned.

"No, safaree. Go. I'll be waiting right here when you get back"

"Man, aight" he pecked my lips and hauled ass to the restroom. I shook my head and rested my back on the wall with my arms and ankles crossed. In one swift movement i was taken into the next room and pinned against a wall. Lips were touching mine but i didn't know whose they were.

"Damn, i could get used to that" he pulled back and licked his lips. I got one of my hands free and smacked him hard across his face.

"What the fuck is wrong with you, tony?!" I yelled into his face. He pulled back from me with his jaw clenched, looking me up and down.

"I just wanted to see you, Nicki"

"I believe you see with your eyes, not your fucking lips! God!" i wiped my lips off and started to walk out but he tugged on my belt loop.

"Wait. When can i see you again?"

"In your dreams. Let the fuck go of me, tony. Right.fucking.now." i demanded with rage. He looked at me with pleading eyes and let me go.

"How does safaree taste?" I co ked my head to the side and asked him.

"What?"

"I just kissed my man before you lip raped me. How does he taste?" He gave me this funny look and i laughed. I walked out the room and returned to my original spot on the wall where safaree left me. He came out the restroom and i folded my lips together.

"You straight?" He asked. I nodded my head. He grabbed my hand and we walked out the hospital. Tony was wearing some strong ass cologne and i pray to God that he won't smell it on me.

Raygen POV

Getting back to my mom's after coming from the spa, i just want to go sleep. I closed my room door shut and kicked my shoes and pants off leaving me in just my tanktop. I laid in bed and played with my pierced nipples. Im so relaxed but i miss ireland. I grabbed my phone and seen that i had "i miss you" and "we need to talk" texts from jaylen. Please. I then seen a message that read "are you okay?" But i didn't have the number saved. Texting back the person, it was dalia.

I texted her back a simple yeah. I sent ireland an "i miss you" message with a heart emoji before putting my phone under my pillow and enjoying the comfort of my own bed again. I really love to sleep. Besides singing, it's a passion of mine. I have to get back in the studio tomorrow.

A few hours later i was waken by loud noises coming from downstairs. I retrieved my phone from under my pillow and the time read 4 am. What the hell? I got out of bed and threw my house coat on before exiting my room. I creaked open grandma's door (ameena's mom) to see that she was still sound asleep. I went to roland's room to check on him and he was still asleep too.

I let myself into his room and placed my hand over his forehead checking to see if he was hot. He was burning up. I walked out of his room and into the hall bathroom getting a washcloth and running it under cold water.

Walking out the bathroom back into ro's room i heard glass breaking and a loud "GET OUT!" It was my mom. I hurriedly wrapped the cloth over roland's forehead leading to his temple and walked out shutting his room door all the way.

I hesitantly walked down the stairs to see what was going on. A loud smell of weed and alcohol smacked me in the face. My mother doesn't take this stuff... does she? I walked around the corner to the opening of the kitchen and was almost met with a glass smashing against my skull. I jumped back afraid and trying to catch my breath.

"OH MY GOD, MOM!"

Daddy was stumbling around the kitchen with a fork in his hand.

"JOSHUA GET THE HELL OUT OF THIS HOUSE RIGHT NOW BEFORE I CALL THE POLICE!" She screamed.

"RAYGEN, GO BACK TO BED!"

I ignored her and focused on that fork in daddy's hand.

"You got this little bitch living with you now?" He slurred. I squinted at him and balled my up fist. I'll beat his ass myself. I just hope all this commotion doesn't wake up roland.

"You want to stab me with forks, ameena?! Huh?! Bring that ass here so i can stab your ass right back, stupid bitch!" Daddy threw the fork at mommy and she ducked. I got down on my knees and crawled over to the pantry. I slid the broom from it's original place on the wall and stood back up on my feet.

In the blink of an eye i found myself beating daddy with the opposite end of the broom. He was on the ground trying to get the broom from my grasp but im not letting up. I kicked him in his shin hoping he try to stop fighting me back but it was no use.

"RAYGEN!" I heard mommy scream.

"RAYGEN STOP!"

It's like i went into a trance. Tears poured down my face as i continued to beat him with rage. The top piece of the broom broke off leaving the metal pointy part digging into his skin. I dont why out of all things useful to beat somebody with in this kitchen i chose this lightweight broom. I felt myself being lifted up off my feet and into a pair of arms. It was roland.

"PUT ME DOWN! IM NOT FINISHED WITH HIM!" I cried. I kicked and screamed  trying to free myself from his grasp but he wasn't  letting up.

"RAYGEN, CHILL! PLEASE!" he yelled to me.

"NO! I HATE HIM! I HATE YOU, DADDY! I HATE YOU!" Roland slid down the wall with me still in his arms and we both continued to cry.

"Come to me, babies" my mother gestured for us to get up off the floor but roland tightened his grip on me signalling that he didn't want me to go.

"Why was he here?!" I yelled at her.

"I dont know he sh-"

"Why was he here mom?! Has he been here the whole time?! Is that why you came straight home after picking me up from the hospital?! Why you haven't came out your room?! Are you seeing him, again?!" I screamed with rage.

"Raygen, baby. Listen to me. It's complicated. It really is. He came over here in need of help an-"

"Aint shit complicated about this. You the main one who wanted to put the nigga in jail" roland mumbled.

Mommy kneeled up off the floor and turned her head away from us.

"Im gonna drive him home okay? We'll talk about this later. I really dont want you guys to hate me" she sobbed. She weakly tried to pick daddy up off the floor but failed. She continued to cry as we watched. I cant believe her. I turned my head to look back at roland and his eyes were red and filled with rage.

"It's okay. You can let me go now" i said referring to his grip around me. He slowly  loosened his grip. After i got up i pulled him up with me. His arm draping around my shoulders. I looked back to mommy one last time as i seen her successfully pick daddy up off the floor. His head was bleeding. I shook my head and turned away.

"I think we should put all this anger and emotion to good use in the studio. You agree?" I said calmy to roland. I knew he wasn't feeling well but we could no longer stay here. He gave me a weak smile and nodded.

"Okay. Im going to go get your coat, shoes and blanket. Im pretty sure Nicki has nyquil for you at the house. Sit right here for me" i helped him sit on the couch.

"Just please hurry back, ray. I cant let anything else happen to you"

"Nothing bad is going to happen to me, ro i promise. I'll be right back"

I cried while walking back up the steps and retrieving stuff we needed for the night from our guest rooms here. I called nicki while slipping into my slipper boots.

"Raygen what time is it?"she answered groggily.

"Nicki i need you to come pick us up"

"Why? What's wrong?" She replied now fully awake. I heard a bunch of shuffling.

"I'll explain everything when you get here. Just please hurry"

"Okay babe im on my way. Just stay calm"

She hung up the phone and i went back downstairs to check on roland. He was on the couch slumped. I sighed and sat our bag down on the floor to go sit beside him. He jumped when i touched his arm.

"It's okay, baby boy it's just me." I wrapped his arm around my shoulder and laid my head on his chest and cried some more.

Nicki POV

Pulling up to ameena's house i seen her lowering joshua into her mother's car. I hopped out the car and slammed my door shut.

"What the hell is he doing here?!" I asked looking at the situation in a crazy matter.

"Nicki not now, i'll explain everything later" she cried.

"No, ameena! You're going to explain this to me now! Why is this nigga here?! Is this why raygen called me crying?! What did you do to her you sick bastard!" I charged joshua but ameena got in front of me and blocked him.

"Nicki please! Stop! I promise i'll explain everything later but right now, he needs help, okay?! Please" she looked at me with sympathy and i snatched away from her.

"Wow. Go ahead and take care of the child malester" i spat.

"Nicki, you dont understand" she sobbed.

"I might not understand but i know what you're doing is fucking WRONG, meena! When you get you story straight and you're ready to talk, call me."

I walked into her mother's house and spotted my babies laid up on the couch.

"Oh gosh, yall come on, get up. Is roland still not feeling well? He looks awful" i looked to raygen for answers and she just nodded her head.

"Yeah? Okay. It's going to be alright yall are safe with me now" i lifted roland off the couch and led them to my car. Raygen sat in the back with roland. We stopped at a red light and i rested my hand on my temple. I hate that they're going through this.

"No it's not." I heard raygen whisper.

"What you say babe?" I asked looking at her through my rear view mirror.

"It's not going to be okay, nic" she sniffed.

"I dont know about assuring you that on this side of town. But when you're with me i give you my word that i wont let anything happen to you guys. Yall are my world. I haven't met one person that i love like i love yall except micaiah" i wiped an escaping tear and pressed my foot on the gas when the light turned green. We need a fucking vacation.

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