Uh oh

These aren't fun to write anymore since they're over. Got a nigga sad nshit. But i guess we can still imagine like we've always done with these fictions? Right? :( it's not finished but it's just a start to hold yall off. Enjoy. Comment pls. Tell me directions yall think i should go in.

Nicki POV

I rolled over to my non stop vibrating phone. Somebody is always bothering me. I huffed and answered without looking at the caller ID.

"Nicki, i need to see you" tony's voice beamed through my phone. I looked over at safaree and he was still sound asleep. I crept out of bed and walked into my bathroom shutting the door.

"You there?" He asked

"What the fuck do you want?" I whispered. I sat on the toilet and let my leg shake up and down.

"I need to see you, Nicki. Please. Can you meet me somewhere?"

"No. Absolutely not. It's 5 in the damn morning! Are you crazy?"

"Nicki, please! I need your help"

"Im pretty sure you have somebody else who can help you at this time of the day, tony. Call one of your co-workers. A family member. Why the fuck are you always bothering me?"

"Because.. ever since the first day i met you in the waiting room, i haven't been able to keep you off my mind. I find myself thinking about you even when i know i shouldn't be. Please. You're the only person i want to be around right now. I'll text you my address"

He hung up and i just sat there dumbfounded. Im so confused with life. His address popped up on my phone within seconds and i threw a silent fit.

Walking out of my bathroom i quietly opened jors getting out something to wear. I put on a sports bra, tights, roshe runs and a black nike hoodie.

"Where the hell you going?" Safaree's rusty, morning voice starltled me. I turned around and smiled at him.

"Just going to do a early morning workout with ameena, faree. I'll be back in 3 hours at the most just incase we go to breakfast afterwards"

"Oh. Come here real quick" i hesitantly walked over to him and he grabbed me and pulled me on top of him.

"Fareeeee" i giggled. He pecked my cheek and squeezed me tight while moaning.

"Come back to bed with me baaabyyyy" he sang.

"Faree, no. Dont you want me to keep this sexy figure that you cant keep your hands off of? This aint happen overnight, playboi" i grabbed his face and gave him a slow, passionate kiss. He really does make me happy in ways that i didn't know existed. I have to promise to myself that i wont do anything i'll regret or to hurt him in the process. I kissed him one last time before pushing myself off of him.

"Bring me something back, please" he kicked the covers off of his body and turned over on his stomach going back to sleep.

"Anything for you, baby. I'll be back later"

Walking out my room i checked on ray and ro who were sprawled out all over their beds. I smiled and shut their doors.

Getting into my car i copy and pasted tony's address into my GPS. I slipped on my shades and pulled out of the drive way blasting bey's "partition". Pulling into his driveway i sighed and turned my music down.

Wanna go running in about an hour? You need to relieve some of that stress.

I sent ameena. I took my shades off and threw them in my passenger seat. Do i really want to get out of this car? I should go back home and have cuddle time with my baby. Fuck it. I put my car in reverse and was about to pull out of the driveway when tony ran outside with sweatpants and no shirt on.

"Leaving so soon?" He said. I pulled back up putting my car in park. I said a little prayer. Tony opened my door and pulled me into a tight hug.

"Um.. well hello to you too" i giggled.

"Im so glad you're here"

His bare skin was warm against my cheek. Since im so short, my face is literally resting on his pecks. I inhaled his scent and gagged.

"Okay tony seriously, you need to pick a better cologne" he let go of me and let out a light laugh.

"I'll get on that right away. You wanna come inside?"

"I cant, buddy. I have to meet my running partner in about 20 minutes. What is it that you need help with?"

"Im painting my daughter's room. I thought it would be fun if you helped me"

I gave him this evil look for about 10 seconds before speaking.

"I should smack the shit out of you right now, motherfucker. I came over here thinking this was an EMERGENCY and you want me to fucking PAINT? At 5 in the morning? Ha! Goodbye, tony"

"Nicki, wait. Come on now. Please just come inside atleast 20 minutes. I'll make you some tea or whatever you want. It'll be fun" he made this cute puppy dog face at me.

"Fine! Im too fucking nice for words. Move, get out of the way" i pushed him to the side and entered his home. It was pretty averaged sized and smelled of warm cinnabons.

I sat on his couch and studied some nore of his house. His interior decor is beautiful. He had to have his mom or sister or some female come over and decorate for him.

"So you have kids?" I asked him.

"KID. Just one. My mother has been taking care of her though, ever since my baby mama died" he came into the living room now with a shirt on. He had a plate of cinnabons and two glasses of milk in his hand.

"Oh my god, these look delicious" my eyes lit up as he sat the plate in front of me and i wasted no time picking one up and letting it meet my teeth.

"But im very sorry for your loss" i swallowed. I took a swig of milk and swished it around in my mouth before swallowing.

"Nicki, that's gross" he laughed.

"That's a habit of mine. Me and my brothers used to do that all that when we were younger. My mother used to bake the best brownies and whip us up the best strawberry milk. Safaree would always crumble his brownies up and throw them in his milk and then chug it" i smiled reminiscing. He looked uneasy when i mentioned safaree and i shook my head.

"You have brothers?"

"Yes. Two. I miss them so much" i frowned.

"Fly your rich ass to new york and visit them then"

"It's not that easy, tony. With me being so busy i have to work around my schedule"

"Oh, i understand completely"

"So we gonna start painting or what? Im too pretty to be doing hard labor but since im already over here i guess i'll give it a shot"

"Oh, yes. Follow me and i'll show you to the room. I think you'll enjoy this since were using your favorite color" he wiggled his eyebrows at me.

Ameena POV

My phone vibrated indicating that i had a text. I wasn't expecting to hear from Nicki so soon. I haven't slept in days and my stomach is on empty. Im pretty sure I lost some weight. I sighed and weakly pushed myself up off of the couch going into joshua's room to get my workout fit.

"Where you going at this time of the morning?" He asked me.

"Running" i stated dully.

"You're not going anywhere if you didn't make my breakfast"

I took a few deep breaths as i zipped up my jacket.

"You are NOT my fucking father, joshua." I said through gritted teeth.

"You're not handicapped. You just have a slight gash on your head and that's all. You can change your own damn bandage. You can make your own damn breakfast. You can wash your own damn draws. IM NOT YOUR FUCKING MAID, JOSHUA COLLINS!" I yelled slamming jors. I walked out of his room and stomped down the stairs wiping a few escaped tears.

"Wait wait wait, ameena baby, im sorry" he pulled me into him and wrapped his arms around me.

"You have to stop drinking, joshy. If not, we cant make this work. I love you. I love you so much and you need to realize that im putting everything on the line by being with you. You could have killed me and my kids the other day. You have to stop drinking" i sobbed into his chest. He continued to hold me in his arms and i squeezed him back tightly.

"Im working on it, i promise" he kissed the top of my forehead.

"No. If you're not going to do it for yourself then do it for me. For us. If not, i cant and i wont do this with you too much longer"

I freed myself from his grasp and wiped my face with my sleeve. I grabbed his keys and exited his house getting into his range rover.

Ready?

I sent Nicki. She replied within minutes telling me to meet her at the park. I put the car in drive and was out.

I parked the car and got out seeing that Nicki already beat me here. She had her leg pried up on a bench, stretching.

"Damn, you look sexy as fuck"

She looked at me and laughed. When she put her foot down i grabbed her and hugged her, squeezing her butt.

"Woah, meena. I missed you too but dont rape me in public" she laughed. I pulled back.

"Im sorry. I really missed you though, Nic"

"I missed you too. How are you?" She asked. She sat down on the park bench and pulled me down with her.

"Not good" i sighed.

"Nicki i know i shouldn't be with him but i just cant stay away" i looked off to the side trying not to cry again.

"Ameena, look at me" she grabbed my chin.

"Love is... not easy. Especially the second time around. My mother used to go through the same shit you're going through with my father. She always used to tell me "just pray onika. It'll get better" and i never really understood it until i was a few years older. So im going to tell you the same thing. Just pray ameena. It'll get better. If it's in God's plan for you and joshua to be together you'll see the signs."

I cried as she was looking into my eyes speaking real shit. I grabbed her and pulled her into another hug as she rubbed my back in circles.

"So glad you came into OUR lives" i semi whispered.

"Im glad yall came into my life too, meena. Your children are a blessing to me. Now please. Stop all that damn crying! Bitch if you gon' be hanging with me you got to quit this soft shit"

I laughed and nodded my head.

"Now let's go! I need to run off that big mac i had last night!" She said. I laced up my shoes and did a couple squats.

"Wanna race, baby?" I challenged. She winked at me.

"Okay, bet. You aint about to win but let's go!"

"On your mark..."

"Get set..." Nicki started running before i could say go and my mouth dropped running after her.

"Oh, you cheating ass hoe!"

She laughed and flipped me off.

Safaree POV

I was sitting up watching spongebob when my phone vibrated.

"Yo what's up? This SB"

"I know who the fuck you are, safaree." Nicki said.

"Oh what's good, ma? I miss you. Come home to daddy" i heard her giggles.

"Right around the corner, baby. What do you want to eat?"

"You" i said seductively. She paused for a few then spoke.

"Faree, seriously. My body is aching & i stink. I need to soak. Please tell me what you want so i can come home"

"For real, Nic. Look just come home so i can take care of you"

"Alright" she sighed.

As soon as she hung up and i got up to run her some bath water. I sat on the toilet on google looking for remedies to relieve body aches. I seen something about an ice bath but i know nicki aint doing that shit. I then seen something about epsom salt and i knew i had some lying around in my bathroom somewhere.

I poured about a cup or two in the steaming hot water and sat cinnamon scented candles all around her bedroom and bathroom. I dimmed the lights and played soft, romantic music in the background. Yeah, a nigga can be romantic.