No more

Safaree POV

"Faree... we gotta... we gotta stop" said an out of breath Nicki.

"I know, baby... you're just so addicting. One more round" i said kissing her. She broke the kiss with a sigh.

"Safaree, no. Stop. We're fucking in an elevator for crying out loud. I feel dirty" she pouted.

"You're not dirty, baby" i kissed her lips and sat up, putting my clothes back on.

"I feel like it. We could be exposed to all types of diseases. OH MY GOD SAFAREE OPEN THE DOOR SO I CAN GET CHECKED OUT! I COULD HAVE EBOLA!"

"Nicki, chill. You dont have ebola. And im not opening anything until you put your clothes back on" i said picking them up and handing them to her.

"And since you keep rejecting a nigga loving, you dont get no more until i wanna give it to you. Including kissing" i said with a straight face.

"Oh boy, please!" She laughed.

"You couldn't distant yourself from all this luscious loving if your life depended on it. You know you're just talking" she put her shirt over her head and looked in her phone, fixing her hair.

"Shit, it's almost 2 am! You've been holding me hostage since 11:30 you jerk!"

"I've been holding YOU hostage? Girl.. let's not forget.. Mmm faree, please DONT stop! You make my body feel so good, OH GOD, YES!" i mocked.

"Shut up, baffoon! You didn't have to listen to me" she giggled.

"I was just obeying my baby's orders" i shrugged.

"But like i said. You aint getting no more loving until i give it to you, scallop" i slid my shades on and poked my lips out, pressing the button on the elevator.

"I wonder if niggas been missing us.. i turned my phone off so i wouldn't know"

I looked over at Nicki cuz she was quiet and that's not very normal for her. She was leaned up against the railing looking at me like she wanted to eat me alive.

"Why the hell you looking at me like that?" I asked.

"Cuz you're cute" she said pulling me by my shirt and into her.

"Can i have a kiss?" She asked innocently. I put my hands above her on the elevator walls and looked down at her.

"What i just say, Nicki? You gets no more of this chocolate loving until im ready for you to get it"

She placed her hands on my butt and pulled me closer.

"Faree, please. You know you dont mean that" she said.

I grabbed her chin and started inching my lips closer towards hers.

"I said No.." i whispered on her lips. The elevator dinged and i fixed my clothes, walking out, cheesing.

Raygen POV

"Dude where the fu-" i started, but my mom was giving me the look basically saying i need to watch my mouth.

"I mean.. where is Nicki & scaff?"

"I dont know but i'll call them" rika said licking the barbecue sauce off her fingers and unlocking her phone.

Scaff and Nicki walked in the door cheesing with bags in their hand and we all looked at them like they had 2 heads.

"Where have yall been?!" I shouted.

"Yeah, i was just finna call yall hoes" rika said. I laughed at her calling them hoes.

"We were just um... in the gift shop and we picked up some food.. see?" Nicki smiled and held up the bags in her hands. I squinted at them, looking them over. Nicki's hair was a lil wild and one of the legs of her sweatpants wasn't tucked in her ugg boot.

"Mmph. Scaff your zipper is down" i smirked. If they had a sex tape i would watch it a million times. They're the sexiest couple alive.

He looked down and zipped up his pants quickly before looking up with a shy look on his face. Nicki just rolled her eyes.

"Now gimme gimme! What yall got? Im hungry" i reached out for them. Nicki set ballons on the bedside and sat Indian style in bed next to me. She dug in the food bag and got a container with a philly cheese steak and curly fries. My eyes lit up.

"Extra mayo and onions just how you like it... right?" She wiggled her eyebrows.

"Yessss oh my gosh, you're the best!" I hugged her around her neck and kissed her cheek before taking the plate from her hands. I did this little dance while eating then looked up at everyone else.

"What?" I asked. A fry hanging out my mouth.

"Hungry ass" rika said. Nicki laughed and snapped a picture.

"Nicki, quit it! Delete that!" I tried reaching for her phone.

"Nope! Memories!"

Nicki POV

She rolled her eyes and just continued eating her food. I looked at safaree and he was showed me all his teeth. I rolled my eyes and looked at sherika who was devouring her bbq wings and scrolling her phone. She has the nerve to call somebody else hungry. I looked over at ameena who seemed to be zoned out with her leg shaking uncontrollably.

I got up and went to stand by her.

"Come here, meena" i opened the door and waited for her to come out. She looked at me for about 5 seconds then stood. I closed the door and we walked down the hall a little bit.

"What's up with you?" I asked her. She looked past me and zoned out again. It was like she was a different person. Her pupils were a little dialated.

"Ameena! Hello? Im talking to you!"

"I want him in jail.." she whispered.

"What?"

"I want him in jail, Nicki! I want his ass in jail!"

"Sweetie, i know i do too. But we have to take him to court. I'll have one of my best lawyers on the job an-"

"NO Nicki! I want him in jail NOW! RIGHT NOW! Look what he's done to my baby! I've never realized how much i've really cared about my kids until now! It hurts! I've been hurting so much and i just..." she put her hand in her hair and started crying.

"I just need to fucking get away!"

I grabbed her and pulled her into me while she cried.

"You'll get through this, mamas. Just stay strong. Be the strong woman that i know you are. If not for me, then for your kids. For yourself. You cant give up now" i rubbed her back. She wrapped her arms around my back and squeezed me tight. We stood like this for a good 5 minutes before She sniffed and pulled back from me.

"I need to go for a ride. Give me your keys"

I looked at her like she was crazy.

"Girl, gimme got his neck broke." I snapped. She looked down and laughed.

"Nicki... give me your car keys PLEASE?"

I rolled my eyes and retrieved them from my back jacket pocket. She's lucky i have more than one of these things called cars.

"I know where you're going and what you're going to do.. just promise me you'll be careful" i looked into her eyes.

"I promise. Im just gonna talk to him"

"Ameena.."

"Im just gonna talk to him, Nicki!" She brushed past me, almost making me lose my balance. If she was another bitch on the street i would have beat her ass right here in this hospital corridor. But seeing the condition she was in, imma let her slide.

"Imma slap the fuck outta you, ameena! Rude ass bitch" i shouted after her. I was walking back to raygen's room and was met with the face of her boyfriend jaylen.

"Hi ms nicki"

"Hello, sweetheart. How are you?"

"Just been worried sick about raygen. Is she okay?"

"Oh, there's nothing to worry about she's fine. Come on in... and dont be looking at my booty" i pointed in his face and he laughed nervously.

When i opened the door raygen's face went from joy to anger.

"Why is he here?" She asked dully.

"He came by to see you. What's going on with yall two?" I placed my hand on my hip.

"And where is safaree and sherika?" I asked.

"Rika got a call from lauren so she's gone. And scaff went to the bathroom. Wayne came to visit while you and scaff were gone and roland went back with him."

"Oh okay. Well do you want me to stay with you tonight?"

"No, Nic. Go home and get some rest. I would love if you were here before i wake up though"

"That's not a problem, baby girl. I'll even bring you breakfast" i kissed her on her forehead and told her to have sweet dreams. I grabbed my purse from the chair and threw it over my shoulder.

"Jaylen i want you gone by 11:30 and i mean it" I pointed in his face.

"Yes ms Nicki. Have a nice night" he replied. I smiled at him and exited the room.

Raygen POV

"I want him gone right now.." i mumbled. When Nicki shut the door jaylen came and sat on my bed.

"I see you've changed your shirt. Trying to cover up the evidence?" i rolled my eyes and grabbed my phone replying to some of my messages. I miss my baby zeke. I haven't seen him since we were in school. I kind of miss ireland's fag ass too. I'll give them a call a little later on.

"Raygen im not cheating on you!"

"Bullshit, jaylen! If you're not going to tell me the truth please leave!"

"Baby im not cheating on you!"

"JAYLEN!"

"RAYGEN!"

"JAYLEN!"

"RAYGEN!"

"JUST FUCKING TELL ME THE TRUTH!"

"OKAY MAN, LOOK!" He got up and started pacing the room with his hands behind his head.

"A few weeks ago... i fucked dalia. But it was just a one time thing! She caught feelings and n-now she just wont leave me alone!"

"You're so full of shit, jaylen. I smelled her on you tonight in the restaurant" i laughed. Im not even as mad as i should be. As soon as that scent hit my nose it's like i lost all feelings for him. That bitch dalia sent me to a place of no return.

"Raygen baby, listen. Im sorry i promise it'll never happen again. It's just.. im a man i have needs that you weren't tending to!"

"You're not a man you're a little ass boy jaylen and you need to get your shit together! All you ever think about is pussy and basketball and it's REPULSIVE! God, i hate you. Just please leave. We're done"

"Raygen listen to me. PLEASE it'll never happen again"

"Get OUTTTTTTTT jaylen. Im not gonna tell you again. Just leave me alone. I dont want to see you no more"

He stood staring at me for a few seconds then walked out slamming the door behind him. That wasn't real love anyway. We've only been dating for two months. I shrugged and answered my phone.

"Hey, beautiful" ireland's voice came through the phone.

"Hey, you little flirt" i giggled.

"How you feeling? I miss you"

"Im fine. Just a little thirsty but i'll have my nurse bring me something. And i knowwww. Hearing your voice just made me realize how much i missed you" i pouted.

"Ohhhh, so you miss me? That makes me feel good. Seeing as though i've had a crush on you since like 7th grade"

"I think you kind of turned me with that kiss to be honest. I be looking at bitches asses out of habit now" i told her. She laughed and made this funny noise in the phone.

"Can i come see you tomorrow?" She asked.

"Sure" i told her.

"I have nothing better to do with myself. Maybe you can give me a little treat too" i said in a flirtatious way.

"What you mean by treat? You want me to bring you snacks and shit?"

"Noooooo" i giggled.

"I'll tell you when you get here, silly. I got to go. It's light out" i sighed.

"Okay, cutie. Dream of me cuz i'll be dreaming of you"

"Bye cornball" i laughed and hung up. I got this sudden urge to pee so i sat up in bed and pulled my hospital gown down over my bare body and headed for the bathroom. When i came out i seen my doctor sitting in the chair by my bedside writing something down on his clipboard.

"Oh, hey doc. You could have announced yourself" i climbed back in bed and threw the extra blankets over me that Nicki brought.

"Oh, sorry. I thought it would have been kind of awkward to tell you im here while you were doing your business in the bathroom" he said looking up from his clipboard.

"You could have been a burgularrrrr" i said in this funny voice and laughed.

"Anyway i came in here to talk about your mother, Nicki"

"My mother?" I asked with one eyebrow raised.

"Yes, she is your mother right? She did sign your legal guardian papers"

"Ohhhhh my mother. NICKI MINAJ. Yep, that's my mom. What about her, you say?" I eyed him.

"Well, she's a very beautiful lady and i want to get to know her" he leaned back in the chair and removed his glasses.

"Oh, go to wikipedia i think you'll find everything you want to know there" i say looking at him. He looked at me and laughed.

"No, raygen. I mean i would love to take her out and get to know her. On a date"

"Ummm, doc. Yeah you're assed out on that one. She has a boyfriend and they're madly in love. But you're not the first man whose wanted to take her out."

I say looking down at my nails. Who does he think he is telling me this. I know he's seen them all lovey dovey in the waiting room. Unless they were acting stank towards each other.

"Well, that's cuz she aint never had this lightskin love. She aint never been loved right if it aint come from me" he said. I looked at him with the dead face. Im over him right now.

"Yeah, whatever. She doesn't like lightskins. Especially ones as cocky as you. Why do you think she isn't with drake? You're waisting your time. Are we done here? Im sleepy" i say snuggling up under the covers and turning the tv to martin.

"Yep!" He says standing up and clapping his hands together.

"I'll just see what she says when she gets here tomorrow" he says wiggling his eyebrows before exiting.

"You must not know safaree is from brooklyn. If he sees you talking to his woman your ass is grass. Goodnight doc" i clapped my hands together and the lights went out.

Roland POV

I sat with wayne and twist in his living room, smoking this L and playing 2K.

"Nigga you cheating!" Wayne says reaching over to press buttons on my controller trying to mess me up.

"Nahhhh, you just suck!" I say back.

"Man, whatever. I dont wanna play no more" he threw the controller down and took another pull of the blunt. I shrugged and put mine down as well as twist came back from the kitchen with a few bottles of myx in his hand.

"So what's been going on with yall lil niggas?" Wayne asked.

"Nothing. Just chilling. Been making this paper, ya feel me?" Twist replied. I grabbed a bottle of myx and popped the top.

"My life been kind of hectic. From my bitch ass pops to my moms popping up into my life, to my sister being in the hospital" i say staring at nothing in particular and taking a sip of myx.

"Damn little man. That aint nothing compared to what i've gone through at your age. Getting toya pregnant with reginae, trying to focus on music all while finding out my old lady had breast cancer. This only the beginning for you" wayne said looking at me.

"Yeah. Thanks man."

"No doubt" he said.

"In other news. Are yall little niggas virgins?" He asked. He looked so serious. Twist busted out laughing and i sat there quiet.

"You remember that young money party when you brought them strippers for Nicki's birthday a few years back? One of them took me to the back and rode my brains out. I lost my virginity to stripper, bruh!" He laughed.

"Nigga, that's not funny! You could have something and still dont know it. Them bitches carry all of types of diseases you fucking idiot" wayne said throwing his myx bottle cap at twist.

"You going to get checked out in the morning" he said giving him a stern look.

"You tripping, dog" twist says taking another sip.

"Nah, you tripping DOG. Give me that fucking bottle" wayne stood up to retrieve the bottle from his hands. Twist gave him a dirty look.

"Lil nigga i'll kick your ass and call your mama afterwards. Dont fuck with me." wayne said sitting back down and eating some doritos.

"Now back to you little man" he says referring to me.

"You be fucking?"

"Oh y-yeah man. My dick stay wet" i lied trying to keep a serious face.

"This nigga lying like hell!" Twist and wayne started dying laughing and i joined them. I couldn't even take myself serious.

"You aint got to lie, ro. You a lil pussy when it comes to pussy. When the time comes just make you sure you have protection cuz these hoes aint shit" twist said. I just nodded at him.

"Ewww, yall stink" reginae came down the steps fanning the air in front of her.

"Girl hush. What you need, baby?"

"Just coming to get a bottle of water, daddy" she replied. She looked so good in those shorts. I watched her ass as she jogged back up the steps.

I let out a fake yawn and stretched my arms.

"Welp, im getting tired i think imma head upstairs and get some sleep. It's been a long night." I say getting up heading for the stairs.

"No doubt. Me and twist might crash down here" wayne said. I nodded at him and continued up the stairs. I looked down one more time to see if somebody was coming up before opening reginae's room door and creeping in.

"Roland! What are you doing in here?!" She screamed.

"Shhhh!" I locked her door.

"I just came up to see you, that's all"

"You just seen me while i was downstairs. You can leave now" she says grabbing my arm and trying to lead me out her door. I gently grabbed her arm and backed her up against the wall.

"What are you doing?"

"Can you just be quiet, please?" I placed her hands abover her head.

"Roland why are yo-" i crashed my lips into hers to shut her up. They were so soft. I pulled back and watched her eyes flutter open.

"I like you, nae" i pecked her lips.

"Alot" i say moving down and kissing her jawline.

"I dont know if you feel the same way.. or if your daddy would approve" i kissed her neck.

"Mmm. What daddy doesn't know wont hurt him" she moaned. I stopped and looked at her.

"So you saying you like me?"

"Yes, roland. I've liked you ever since we clicked in that tent at the party. But i also know you have a girlfriend.. and she's white" she twisted her lips and i let out a laugh.

"She's dominican" i laughed looking into her eyes. Footsteps were heard in the hallway and both of our eyes grew wide.

"Oh, shit"

"You have to get out!"

"How the fuck imma leave when somebody in the hallway? Somebody gon' catch me!" I whispered.

"Well you have to hide! Get under the bed!"

I let her arms go and did as told. She unlocked her door and ran and jumped on her bed, getting under her covers and grabbing a book.

"Uhh.. reginae. I cant fit under here!" As soon as those words left my mouth her door opened. My heart pounded.

"Boy what the fuck you doing in here?" Wayned asked.

"Caught it!" I yelled. I wiggled from under her bed and clamped my hand closed.

"Reginae called me in here to come catch this bug for her but i got it now so imma leave goodnight yall" i rushed. Reginae smiled at me before i exited her room. I let out a breath before entering my room and removing my shirt, getting under my covers.

"That was close.."

Ameena POV

"Joshua, no more!" I yelled in frustration. As soon as i revealed my face at his door he grabbed me and started kissing me. His breath reaked of alcohol.

"I know baby you just looking soooo good. Let's do it just like old times. Remember we fucked in your mom's garage for our first time?" He grabbed my waist and started kissing on my neck.

"Stop it!" I shoved him off of me.

"God, what is wrong with you?! How did you let yourself go like this?!"

He stood staring at me with bloodshot red eyes. This is not the man i fell in love with 17 years ago. He's a monster.

"Dont you know you just put your daughter in the hospital?"

"All i did was throw her little ass on the ground. Why is she in the hospital? She's always been over dramatic. Jyst like her mother" He grabbed his bottle of vodka and stumbled over to the couch.

"And you think that's okay?! Joshua that's your fucking daughter we're talking about here! What makes you think it's alright for your to put your hands on her in that manner?!"

He still was giving me this blank stare. Hm, okay. I walked into his kitchen and grabbed a fork from that was sitting on his counter and placed it firmly in my hands.

"The hell you about to do with that? You hungry?"

"Naw, baby. I like the way it looks, that's all. It's pretty" i say.

"Fucking weirdo" he laid his head back on his couch and threw the bottle he was drinking. I jumped when it hit his table and broke, some of the alcohol splashing on me. I made my way over to him and slowly straddled his lap. I placed my hands on his neck and made him look at me. I pecked his lips and looked into his eyes.

"What happened to you, baby?"

"When you left me... my world came crashing down" his eyes started to get glossy.

"I couldn't provide for my kids, joshua" i said breaking down into his arms.

"I was too sick. I didn't want my babies to see me like that. I was on my death bed for christ sake! But look at them now, all grown and shit. Roland is about to be 18!" I wiped my tears and remembered why i was here. He let his hands rest on my lower back. I forgot how good his touch made me feel. I swallowed hard and stood up to stand behind him.

Feeling my back pocket for the fork. I begin to rub his shoulders.

"So.. a few months back.. what happened with you and raygen?" I ask.

"Aw that feels good, baby" he groaned.

"What happened with you and raygen, joshua? Did you touch my daughter?"

"What? Your daughter touched me. That little hoe got her nipples pierced, thinking she grown and shit! So i taught her a lesson."

"By doing what?!"

"I was finna fuck her in the butt before that scrawny ass son of yours came and threw me off! He's always tryna be the fucking hero. Dumb ass kids"

I grabbed the fork from my back pocket and stabbed him in his neck. As he screamed in pain i took out my phone and dialed 911.

He pulled the fork out and i stood scared watching as he tried to stop the blood from pouring out his neck.

"Im drunk, baby. I cant feel a thing" he laughed.

I grabbed my keys from the floor and ran out the door slamming it behind me. I tried to put my keys in the ignition but my hands were shaking like crazy. I seen joshua through the open shades trying to stumble his feet, knocking all of his appliances over in the process. We made eye contact when my headlights beamed through his window. I broke down crying.

"911, what's your emergency?"

"I.. i-i um.. there's an intruder in my home! And th-there's alot of b-blood! I escaped but he's still there! Please h-help! I need the police!"